I agree, he says “I’m definitely not broken.” I can’t think of anything more broken than a madman running around trying to control the uncontrollable, doing ridiculous things to provoke facial expressions, not having an identity, not feeling, not believing in anything, instead of living a life.
And you say WE are broken! We still work properly.
Being a lowly empath has its benefits. As I recall from your radio interview, we are self-fueling and that is a great way to live. No attachments to appliances for us and we do not have a construct to maintain. Total freedom. Even though we are vulnerable and become targets, I still feel like we got the better end of the deal.
And I also think the source of fury is the creature. Because the way you describe the fury, that emotion is unknown to human kind. It must be animal specific.
Creature = animal.
You see, according to my research, you’re part animal part human in your DNA.
SVR I have to agree but this is life through our eyes. I do find the mental disorder (because it is not deemed normal) fascinating at times. I also find it repulsive.
HG is what he is and he will never be different. He needs Narcissistic Supply (Fuel) like he needs air to breath.
We can only learn from him and he can give us nothing more.
Fuel is such a mystery to me. I can’t grasp it.
Have you tried to see if you can push the limit to see how far you can go without it? And if yes then what happened?
Would you die eventually or go mad turning into the creature entirely?
I still think negative fuel is the demand from the creature, like a blackmail of sorts.
In ‘Malice’ you approached this subject a bit, and it appears that the Creature comes out when you’re low on fuel, and then only negative fuel will do. Is it a demand from the Creature?
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I agree, he says “I’m definitely not broken.” I can’t think of anything more broken than a madman running around trying to control the uncontrollable, doing ridiculous things to provoke facial expressions, not having an identity, not feeling, not believing in anything, instead of living a life.
And you say WE are broken! We still work properly.
Being a lowly empath has its benefits. As I recall from your radio interview, we are self-fueling and that is a great way to live. No attachments to appliances for us and we do not have a construct to maintain. Total freedom. Even though we are vulnerable and become targets, I still feel like we got the better end of the deal.
And I also think the source of fury is the creature. Because the way you describe the fury, that emotion is unknown to human kind. It must be animal specific.
Creature = animal.
You see, according to my research, you’re part animal part human in your DNA.
This is the reason why you don’t feel human specific emotions.
Great artwork.
Very profound.
How do you come up with the artwork HG? Do you comission it?
Some of it.
Yuck! What a horrid life to live. It’s beautiful out there. Do you hate everything HG?
SVR I have to agree but this is life through our eyes. I do find the mental disorder (because it is not deemed normal) fascinating at times. I also find it repulsive.
HG is what he is and he will never be different. He needs Narcissistic Supply (Fuel) like he needs air to breath.
We can only learn from him and he can give us nothing more.
As the power surges through you!
Fuel is such a mystery to me. I can’t grasp it.
Have you tried to see if you can push the limit to see how far you can go without it? And if yes then what happened?
Would you die eventually or go mad turning into the creature entirely?
I still think negative fuel is the demand from the creature, like a blackmail of sorts.
There is a planned exercise concerning the removal of fuel and its impact on me as I have mentioned in the past.
oh, let me know the results, and do share on your blog.. I’m very interested to hear about them.
In ‘Malice’ you approached this subject a bit, and it appears that the Creature comes out when you’re low on fuel, and then only negative fuel will do. Is it a demand from the Creature?
What if I said “You are fuel!”? Lol. Just kidding? 😉