This one triggers many memories. Sometimes I really think that she believed what she used to have was best and just had no insight into my reality. Other times it was deliberately malicious because she hated for me to have anything better than she had.
Often I could actually see the conflict in her face and behavior – wanting me to have the best to impress others for her facade, warring with not being able to stand me having something better than she had had.
That girl with the swimming cap was me. My mother bought me the ugliest clothes and she would go to the Salvation Army and buy me garish colored coats and ill-fitted second-hand shoes, too. No wonder the other children made fun of me.
Sometimes I wonder, isn’t it a great job that my Patrinarcs did to me while rising me? They taught me a lot of things. I adopted (albeit not internally) many of their effective ways of dealing with this world. “Black and white” perspective, for example. So convenient and time-saving method.
Oh wait mummy, Is that a new spot on your tummy? You may want to have it scoped for melanoma.
I’m not cool with people getting skin cancer AT ALL. The response would put a Narcissist in a tizzy for numerous reasons…vanity, immortality compromised. I’d point out the most imperceptible spot.
An intelligent Greater or mid will have you doing things you swore you’d never do, or that are ridiculously out of your character, happily and willingly.
That’s what I get out of this. Is that what’s meant, HG? If so, you’re right. Again. Sad face.
H.G. THE PICTURE OF THIS POUR GIRL , BOUGHT ME TO TEARS , REMEMBERING WHAT MY MOTHER WOULD MAKE. ME LOOK LIKE GOING TO SCHOOL.😑😶😥 ! SADDLE SHOES,FACE WASHED UNTIL RED , PUT PIN’S IN PIMPLES UNTIL I BLED , DRESSED ME IN MOU ,MOU,S , UGLY. GLASSES , WASHED MY HAIR DISHWASHING DETERGENT, THEN CUT IT WITH A BARE RASER BLADE 😥 ,PUT RAW EGG WHITE’S ON MY. FACE , GAVE ME SPOILED FOOD TO EAT , PUT SPIT CURLS WITH BOBBIE PIN’S IN MY HAIR ! AL ON MY LUNCH HOUR FROM SCHOOL ! THE TEACHERS HATED TO LOOK AT ME THE KIDS HIT,SPIT,MADE ME FALL ON NAI!LS BROKE MY GLASSES TIED ME TO A TREE SET IT ON FIRE !(ALL BECAUSE I LOOKED LIKE MY NARCISSIST FATHER , THAT BEAT HER UP ALL THE TIME AND ME !SHE WAS CODEPENDENT ! IAM VERY MUCH EMPATH VERY SENSITIVE IN EVERY ASPECT OF MY LIFE ! WITH YOU H.G. I NOW HAVE KNOWLEDGE ABOUT MYSELF AND MY FAMILY , HUSBAND AND MALE NARCISSIST FRIEND !H.G. YOU MAKE MY LlFE POSSIBLE TO LIVE !😘😍THANK YOU,LOVE SHARON !
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This one triggers many memories. Sometimes I really think that she believed what she used to have was best and just had no insight into my reality. Other times it was deliberately malicious because she hated for me to have anything better than she had.
Often I could actually see the conflict in her face and behavior – wanting me to have the best to impress others for her facade, warring with not being able to stand me having something better than she had had.
That girl with the swimming cap was me. My mother bought me the ugliest clothes and she would go to the Salvation Army and buy me garish colored coats and ill-fitted second-hand shoes, too. No wonder the other children made fun of me.
Do you feel this making fun of you has impacted on you in a long lasting way K?
HG
As strange as this sounds, no. It has given me some
Immunity. I am not very sensitive to criticism. (I accidentally hit post before I finished).
Hmm… that girl looks genuinely happy.
Sometimes I wonder, isn’t it a great job that my Patrinarcs did to me while rising me? They taught me a lot of things. I adopted (albeit not internally) many of their effective ways of dealing with this world. “Black and white” perspective, for example. So convenient and time-saving method.
Lol this ones funny the imagery 😂
Oh wait mummy, Is that a new spot on your tummy? You may want to have it scoped for melanoma.
I’m not cool with people getting skin cancer AT ALL. The response would put a Narcissist in a tizzy for numerous reasons…vanity, immortality compromised. I’d point out the most imperceptible spot.
Arg!! Yes!! “I didn’t get to do such and such until I was this age/ or because I was a girl.” Blah blah blah
An intelligent Greater or mid will have you doing things you swore you’d never do, or that are ridiculously out of your character, happily and willingly.
That’s what I get out of this. Is that what’s meant, HG? If so, you’re right. Again. Sad face.
That can be one interpretation, yes.
H.G. THE PICTURE OF THIS POUR GIRL , BOUGHT ME TO TEARS , REMEMBERING WHAT MY MOTHER WOULD MAKE. ME LOOK LIKE GOING TO SCHOOL.😑😶😥 ! SADDLE SHOES,FACE WASHED UNTIL RED , PUT PIN’S IN PIMPLES UNTIL I BLED , DRESSED ME IN MOU ,MOU,S , UGLY. GLASSES , WASHED MY HAIR DISHWASHING DETERGENT, THEN CUT IT WITH A BARE RASER BLADE 😥 ,PUT RAW EGG WHITE’S ON MY. FACE , GAVE ME SPOILED FOOD TO EAT , PUT SPIT CURLS WITH BOBBIE PIN’S IN MY HAIR ! AL ON MY LUNCH HOUR FROM SCHOOL ! THE TEACHERS HATED TO LOOK AT ME THE KIDS HIT,SPIT,MADE ME FALL ON NAI!LS BROKE MY GLASSES TIED ME TO A TREE SET IT ON FIRE !(ALL BECAUSE I LOOKED LIKE MY NARCISSIST FATHER , THAT BEAT HER UP ALL THE TIME AND ME !SHE WAS CODEPENDENT ! IAM VERY MUCH EMPATH VERY SENSITIVE IN EVERY ASPECT OF MY LIFE ! WITH YOU H.G. I NOW HAVE KNOWLEDGE ABOUT MYSELF AND MY FAMILY , HUSBAND AND MALE NARCISSIST FRIEND !H.G. YOU MAKE MY LlFE POSSIBLE TO LIVE !😘😍THANK YOU,LOVE SHARON !