Why Can’t They See it Too?

WHY CAN'T THEY SEE IT TOO_ 

 

“Okay,” you announce as you turn to the small group of like-minded individuals stood with you, “he will be here any minute.” The members of the group nod. You had hoped there would be more of you, ready and willing to protest, to point out to other people just what I am like. When you approached people to gather their support there was a mixture of reactions. A handful immediately agreed and they were vocal and enthusiastic in their support. Others explained that they had other things to do on this day and would not be able to participate in the protest. You emphasised the importance of the protest not only to you but in sending out a message to the others who would be watching but they were unmoved. The apologies seemed genuine as they explained how they had an existing engagement or they could not let somebody else down. There was also a group of people who agreed but come the day of the protest they were nowhere to be seen. Still, there are five of you and with a concerted effort you should be able to make sufficient noise to attract my attention. The banners and placards should get the message across as well. You have secured an excellent vantage point which means as my car pulls up outside this prestigious building I will have no option but to walk past you and your small band of supporters. There is a nervous excitement in your stomach as you contemplate at long last being able to give me a dose of the truth and also to let the wider world know that I am not the wonderful person I pretend to be but someone altogether more despicable and darker. You have managed to attract the interest of a couple of local news channels who are setup nearby, cameramen and reporters clustered together waiting to cover the event. You promised them revelations about a prominent business man and you cannot wait to see the reactions when you reveal the truth. For too long you have suffered at my mouth and hands and now it is time for some justice. You heft the placard in your hand which has “Serial Abuser” daubed on it in large letters. A banner has been draped across the wall. It is a professional-looking banner which declares – “Abuser Alcoholic Adulterer Aggressor”. You glance at the other placards held by your supporters which detail a range of truths about me which will no doubt infuriate me when I see them and realise they are being broadcast to a wider audience. As you are checking over these placards you notice that a lot of people are streaming into the square. There were some passers-by as there usually are along with people sitting down for lunch on a bench but there are far more people now striding across the square and they are doing so purposefully as they head towards where you are.

“Who are this lot?” you ask. Your supporters turn to see the many people who are now streaming into the square. You notice that they are carrying their own banners and placards.

“It looks like we’ve attracted some additional support,” says one of your friends.

“Excellent,” you smile, “it looks like word has spread.”

“Hey look, there’s Angela, she has decided to come after all,” adds another friend.

“Yes and Tina and Paula. In fact, there’s quite a few of them who said they were busy have turned up. Fantastic!” another friend remarks.

You call out to Angela, waving at her. She turns her head in your direction but rather than the warm smile and enthusiastic return wave you were expecting she shoots you a haughty look and turns away. You halt waving, arm still in the air, puzzled by her reaction. You see Angela nudge Tina who also turns your way and she aggressively pushes the placard she is carrying up and down. You see the word “Hero” written on it Paula’s placard is also then displayed with the words “Golden Boy”.

“What’s going on?” asks a friend nervously. You watch as the group who you thought were friends that you can rely on take up position a little distance away from you. You contemplate going to speak to them but they are soon obscured by the other people who have flooded into the square. You recognise a few faces, some are friends of mine, others are colleagues of mine you have met once or twice and they all carry placards, signs and banners. You feel a sense of dread creeping over you as you look at the writing on them,

“A true gent”

“Generous donor”

“A brilliant friend”

“Amazing lover”

“Pillar of the community”

“Loving son”

“Marvellous brother”

Compliments. A sea of painted and printed compliments that are now being waved in the air as you find you are surrounded by scores of my supporters. You see the television crews panning their cameras across the crowd of eager and enthusiastic people who are chanting my name.

“What is going on?” you wonder aloud. You try to fight down the spreading sensation of anxiety, drawing on the determination which caused you to come here ready to unmask me.

“We need to make ourselves heard,” you announce and turn to rally your supporters only to find they have gone.

“What?” you say to nobody in particular. The placards decrying me lie on the floor and you look around trying to spot your friends who were stood there just a moment ago ready to protest and show me for what I really am. You see one of your friends across the way and you try to push through the mass of people but it is no use. Your mouth falls open as you see your friend now enthusiastically waving a placard which reads “I love you”.

Fuming you turn back to the wall to find a man tugging at your banner.

“Hey, leave that!” you shout at him.

“What did you say?” he asks aggressively.

“I said to leave that banner.”

You push your way to him and try to remove his hands from the banner.

“This is coming down,” he says, “such awful things to say about a great person.”

“What are you talking about?” you say.

“This,” he jabs a finger at the banner, “all lies.”

“No they are not, believe me I know exactly what he is like.”

“Hold on a moment, you are that psycho who has been stalking him aren’t you?” asks the man as a moment of realisation washes over him.

“Me a psycho? Is that what he has been saying about me? That isn’t a surprise. He is the psycho, do you know what that man has done to me? He has put me through hell.”

“Ridiculous. It is just jealousy on your part. You were nobody before he came along and he gave you so much only for you to be cheat on him. You should be ashamed of yourself you whore!” spits the man.

“More lies!” you shout back, but he is not listening as a huge roar erupts from the crowd. You forget about the banner and instead you lean across the wall vigorously waving your placard as my car sweeps into view. The car stops and two black-suited men leap out, wearing sunglasses and they sweep their gaze around the crowd before I get out of the car, immaculately attired, waving at the assembled throng with a broad smile across my face. The cameras swing round and focus on me as my name is chanted in unison. You do your best to make yourself heard, screaming the truths about my real nature as loud as you can but it is to no avail as the chanting of the zealous and appreciative crowd drowns you out. Your frustration mounts as you watch me soaking up the adulation. I walk towards the crowd, flanked by the two men who continue to scrutinise the sea of smiling faces. Hands are thrust out, eager to touch me and I shake hands with people, acknowledging these well-wishers, moving along the crowd until I reach you. I halt and look at you and unleash that brilliant smile, my eyes lighting up, just the way they did all that time ago.

“Hello, how good of you to come, so lovely to see you here,” I say.

“I’m here to let the world know what a bastard you are!” you shoot back.

“Hey, there’s no need to be like that,” admonishes a lady to your right.

Before you can speak I put up a hand and reply,

“It’s okay, this is Victoria, we know one another, I made her life hell.”

“See?” you announce, “at last he is admitting what he has done. That is why I hate him.”

“You hate him because he made your life swell?” asks the lady in a confused voice.

“No, he said he made my life hell, he did, he was awful to me. Tell her, tell her what you did,” you insist. I continue to smile and turn to the other woman.

“It is true, I shoved her, I would beat her, I insulted her and caused her harm,” I say.

“At last, at last, finally,” you announce with a joyous look on your face.

“Yes well, I would look happy too if he said that to me, you lucky lady,” continues the lady next to you.

“Sorry?”

“He said ‘I loved her, I would treat her, I insulated her from harm’ he is such a good man. I wish he were mine.”

“No, you are not listening properly, he did not say those things at all,” you protest.

“This man is a monster. He made my life a misery and he still tries to do that. Don’t you?”

“I make your life unbearable,” I confirm.

“See?”

“He said he makes your life unbeatable,” chimes in a man from behind you, “Lady, I don’t know what your problem is but we are here to thank this wonderful man for being part of our lives, you need to take a hike.”

“Yes, clear off, we don’t need troublemakers like you,” adds another voice. One of the black-suited men wrenches the placard from your hands and snaps it over his knees as you feel yourself being pulled and jostled. You are hauled backwards as the crowd surges and closes the gap where you once were stood. You can see me grinning and waving at you, eyes glinting in delight until I have disappeared from view and you fall backwards onto the hard stone of the square, expelled by the crowd. You feel the tears of anger and frustration along with that familiar sensation of despair as you lie on your back breathing heavily.

“Come on, up you come,” says a voice. A hand takes yours and you are pulled to your feet by an old man who is surprisingly strong given his advanced years. He guides you to one of the benches away from the crowd and its raucous support.

He lowers you to the bench as you wipe away the tears.

“Thank you.”

“Quite alright.”

“Why don’t they see him for what he is? I don’t understand.”

“Ahh, such is the problem when you run into a demagogue,” sighs the old man, “I am afraid you did not stand a chance. Do you think this lot just turned up on spec? Not at all. This mob has been recruited and fashioned for months now. He has been sowing his charm all around and you have to admit he is charming; you fell for it yourself didn’t you?”

You nod slowly.

“So is it any wonder all these people did as well. You are sharp, independent and intelligent and you were taken in. Some of these people cannot see further than their own noses.”

“But I saw my friends supporting him, even my brother as well, why would they do that when they know how badly he has been treating me?”

“Oh he is clever alright. Your brother gets business from him so he is not going to pour scorn on that, not with the economy being the way it is. Your friends? Well, they are not really your friends are they? Two of them have designs on him themselves and couldn’t wait for you to be cast aside. The others all think he is wonderful because that is all they have ever seen and when they are fed such a daily diet they tend to end up believing it.”

“But I told them what he did, I showed them the nasty messages.”

“I know, but he got in first. He told them about your temper and your ability to fly off the handle and of course they have all seen that at some point, so it added up for them. He is very persuasive.”

“I know, but how did he get so many people to support him, look at them,” you wave an arm in the direction of the crowd.

“People like success and they want to be associated with it. Many of them don’t like to think for themselves or get embroiled in aggravation, so it is easier just to bleat like a sheep and follow the crowd. He knows this and he has done this many, many times. You did not stand a chance.”

“But it isn’t fair. I mean, he was actually telling this woman in the crowd what he had done and she twisted it so it sounded like he was saying good things about me.”

“Indeed, he is an expert at twisting the truth so you seem like a crazy person and he remains the golden one.”

“I know, I just wish people would listen and see it.”

“They won’t or only a few will. He invests a lot of effort in cultivating his façade of respectability so that it is near impregnable and he uses this to crush you when you think you might be able to expose him for what he is, as you have seen today. You met the façade and it drowned you out, sucked away your supporters and spat you out.”

“Excuse me for asking, but how do you know all this?” you ask curious as to who this helpful stranger is.

“You aren’t the only one who has seen through him you know? I did too and it got me where you are now.”

“You know him?”

“Oh absolutely, not that he has much to do with me, save when it suits him to turn the mob against me when all I have tried to do is help. Talking of which, we need to leave, he will be going inside soon and then his supporters will be looking to exercise the power of the mob and we don’t want to be still sitting here when that happens.”

“Can’t we challenge them, persuade them, show them what he is like. Now there are two of us, they might listen?”

“They don’t want to know. It is easier for them that way. That is why they cannot see it. The result of a blindness and unwillingness created by his manipulations and their innate failings. Come on, it is time to go.”

And go you should.

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21 thoughts on “Why Can’t They See it Too?”

  1. I did not receive posts for a few days. This is the first one. I was really worried. Thank god everything is back to normal. Hi hg!!

  2. T,

    “This is why I walked away from everyone. It hurts , but in order to save my sanity, I had to.”

    I’m sorry that is the case for you. But sometimes it truly is a sanity saver. Personally, I don’t know what sort of ties some people in my life have to my ex and don’t want the risk of information getting back to him.

    I’ve pretty much done the same thing in my life situation. The only people that I willing engage with are 2 or 3 who witnessed the end of my relationship and have actually been willing to educate themselves, along with me, about Narcissism. Everybody else is kept at arms length – or further. Only my community commitments put me in further (uncontrolled) contact with people – and I have my narc-dar set on high sensitivity. It is very nearly like a body/person scan before I’ll even engage in conversation with someone.

    It hurts to cut ties – especially as an empath – but it’s been important for my personal health. I have so little emotional energy for people these days that even putting out little feelers when my empathy is tugged at can cause me to get suck into things.

    1. Hi Who Cares, yes, it does hurt. A few years back I was the recipient of a nasty smear campaign that killed a lot of my friendships. It hurts, but it helped me weed out people who weren’t my friends, the curious onlookers, etc…it hurts to know people can be so cold. Now I’m much more apt to not jump into friendships, ect…

      1. T,

        “I was the recipient of a nasty smear campaign that killed a lot of my friendships. It hurts, but it helped me weed out people who weren’t my friends, the curious onlookers, etc…it hurts to know people can be so cold. Now I’m much more apt to not jump into friendships, ect…”

        T –
        I hope the ‘weeding out’ for you has made room for quality people in your life – because you certainly deserve them…they just need to be subjected to a more finely-tuned screening!

        Also, I’m sorry you were subjected to that (the smear) – but I get it. My ex is currently pulling some interesting stunts through 3rd parties – that might give ‘onlookers’ something to talk about but at the same time his behaviour is becoming more transparent to the powers that be and the people who really know me see it for what it is – it still hurts even though I *know* it’s naturally going to happen because he is a narcissist…and even though it stresses me; I can’t let *him* know that it does.

        An aside to HG: no contact surely is a wonderful thing. Especially in a situation where everything is under scrutiny; doing your best to go ‘no contact’- or no reaction – in all the ways available to you, causes them to attempt to go around that in ways that demonstrate their true colours to others. Textbook.

      2. Thanks, Who Cares! Yes, staying no contact. All though there are days. I can’t afford to come out, guns blazing, because I would be the one to shoot myself in my foot.
        The flashbacks have been playing hell lately.

  3. Was that you HG Tudor wearing a poncho waving your sombrero at me showing support for Mexico’s win against Germany at the Russia FIFA Cup?

    Oh, don’t bother watching England tomorrow, they will be in for a shock and go down in flames. They haven’t won anything in 50 years! 🤯 ⚽️

    💫

  4. Pointing out a males abuse of a / pretty / cute confident woman as the victim …..nobody cares … and most women hate pretty women anyway. Narcs hate women ,too. It’s best to just be selective and picky who you confide in …..like people at a 12 step program …or someone who knows first hand.

    1. Narcs hate women….yes, otherwise they wouldn’t do what they do to them. And women hating pretty women I guess has to do with how they view themselves, and if they see that person as prettier, more attractive than them. Which I feel everyone is more attractive than me so I generally don’t have female friends lol!

      1. I don’t really mean all women hate the pretty ones …just in general . I don’t

  5. Oh. I am so there right now. My story does not look exactly as the one you have painted but the frustration that comes from wanting people to see him for what he truly is is a problem. I want them to see so badd. Why can’t I just forget about it and move on?Especially when some of the people that he has turned were people that I looked up to and have known for much much longer than him. They are only friends with him because of me. And I would have thought they would know better. I would go I so would go but I have 4 kids with him and the games continue through the children. I am on vacation right now in Iceland and I find unfortunately that themes of him are swirling around in my brain I don’t like him at all it’s just frustrating how he communicates in regards to the children with all the continuous games he plays. Even when I know the games I somehow get sucked in when I don’t even think I am getting sucked in I suddenly realize I somehow got sucked in. and then my head is left swirling with I should have done this I should not have done this why can’t I just let it go who cares. But the truth teller in me still has this incredible need to make him somehow confess or trip him up a bit. but you would think I should know by now it will never happen. The best way is to just let it go even if that means he slights me on occasion . My ignoring him and not getting caught up in engaging and his stupid conversation games about the kids i cannot out clever him. I am at a point where I desperately want to just enjoy my vacation without thoughts of him popping into my head. And do not misunderstand me the thoughts that I have about him are not good but they are thoughts about him none the less. I just want him out of my head and I want to focus on enjoying my vacation and it is killing me that every now and then instead of taking in the beautiful country around me which I am by the way but every now and then I’ll still get a stupid thought of him in my head. Or I will get some kind of communication from him on my phone which will then make me think of him in my head and what games he is playing and it goes on and on and on. When I divorced him I got off the merry go round however it is still tricky to say the least to just forget about him and enjoy my life. It’s these 4 kids that is making it more difficult to completely go no contact with him. I don’t think he would be popping in my head at all if it were not for the kids and the communication that we have to have because of them and therefore the games that he will play because of them. But I will master it to where he will not affect me despite the 4 kids that we share and I will live my life and there will be no thoughts of him in my head on a vacation. 🙂

  6. I say we take off and nuke this site from Orbit🚀
    It’s the only way to be sure….

  7. The Narcissist Estate Agent

    Sorry I am late said Mr Beautiful as he pulled up beside me in his car. It is the house just up here he said.
    He has so many houses he had forgotten which one it was he said.
    Inside I was not very impressed with the level of cleanliness but there is an accommodation crisis on in Ireland at the moment and anyway I didn’t expect to get it.
    I was surprised to hear from him that night and made arrangements to pay the deposit and a month ‘s rent(€1,050). He said to hurry as otherwise it would be snapped up especially by doctors as it’s so near the hospital.
    On moving in day we needed help with the removal men so we contacted him.
    I couldn’t find his mobile number so I rang the office instead.
    He rang back quite annoyed that we had done so. He also said we never told him that we were moving in that day! (we had). He also said that we didn’t know what we were talking about?!
    He said he would be along in 20 minutes but took an hour.
    When he came he was a different person again and said to ring if we had any problems.
    After having to clean the house I soon discovered that the immersion didn’t work or the lights in several rooms(I changed the bulbs and checked the fuses).
    My mother rang and he said everything would be done.
    Nothing happened.
    Someone said that we should go into the office with a list.
    He took one look at it and handed it back to us and said that if we continue on like this that he would have ‘issues’ with us. He also said that if we aren’t happy with the house that we should leave.
    I have since been advised to report him to the tenancy board and I have my voice recorder at the ready…

    1. Eva
      “Mr Beautiful” 😂

      Narcs are ALWAYS late. They love to make you wait on them! I had one as a boss. He would schedule a meeting for a specific time. I would wait and wait and wait to be called. (Because you must be summoned of course.) After it was well after 5:00 and past time to go home, he would cancel the meeting. Bastard! He thought since he paid you, he owned you.

      There’s the “immersion” reference again NarcAngel! I presume there’s no hot water again.

  8. Just keep these sites growing and directing victims and I think awareness multiply fast and once awareness is epic they will loose this power. Victims only have to suffer at their hands once and if information given and cognition of this evil understood then the enlightment will spread. The ranks of followers will diminish in time.
    I think dating sites should have connected u tube information videos attached to them .

      1. Thanks Twilight for asking. Hoping all is well for you, everyone has been on my mind.
        Been doing ok. Working through a lot in therapy. Lol, gag, I hate it.

      2. T

        One day at a time. Things will start to look different, it is putting the hard work and being disciplined in your thoughts and actions at this moment.

        I am doing great just waiting on an ankle to mend so I can return to work. Thank you for asking.

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