The Expectation of Recognition
“Do you know who I am?”
A sentence often issued by the floundering Z-list celebrity who is trying to cross the velvet rope and be admitted to a special event or the VIP area of a club or restaurant. The demand to be recognised so that special treatment is afforded and it is expected as of right. This is a sentence which may as well be playing on a loop through our minds, each day and every day, because no matter what situation we are in, who we are with and where we find ourselves we expect to be recognised. It is not the recognition of our name, putting the name to the face and understanding who we are in that sense. It is the appreciation of our standing as special and important individual. A person who is better than you, better than him or her or them. This desire to always be recognised for how remarkable we are, that our treatment should always be preferential to that of anyone else is something that is always with us.
When we rise in the morning and we open our eyes, our gaze falling on your besides us, do you know who we are? Why are you not doing something which accords with my status? You ought to be awake. You should be attending to me, providing me with fuel as soon as my eyes open. Why are you not doing this? Do you not understand how important I am? Make me feel important? A slight push on your shoulder and you mumble. Another gentle push and your eyes open and as your vision comes into focus you see us looking at you and generous soul that you are you smile, your eyes brighten and you place a hand on our arm. The first fuelled flames of the day begin to rise as you have recognised how important we are.
Over breakfast we demand that you know who we are? Our favourite food ought to be ready. Oh good, you have done so. It is clear how much you think of us to ensure that our desired cereal or fried breakfast is ready and waiting for us. You have recognised our need and through this gesture you have reinforced our importance. Of course there will be no thanks given to you automatically. Why should we do so? After all, this is what is expected of you. Through word, gesture and deed you are expected to recognise our brilliance throughout the day. This is crucial to our existence. In our minds a fanfare plays as we walk down the stairs. The children line up to pay homage to the kind as he sweeps into the kitchen. Even the dog should sit obediently and recognise that a prince amongst men has entered the room. We feel magnanimous, already fuelled by your first gesture and the receipt of several praising messages on our secreted phone which we checked as we busied ourselves in the bathroom. We pat the children on the head and give you a kiss on the cheek. See how generous we are? How fortunate are you to be the recipients of such spending golden glory. Do you know how many people want to look upon us, to reach out and touch us, their trembling fingers brushing against our clothing and skin. Do you know who we are?
As we exit the house and see a neighbour we expect recognition but there is none forthcoming. Rather than regard this as an oversight, the neighbour was looking at his roses rather than at us, we are irritated by this failure to recognise us and there is the slightest of wounds caused by this criticism. The first knot of fury unloosens and we are about to call out across the street to gain his attention and ensure that due homage is paid to us when our mobile ‘phone rings and we see it is a friend, a member of the inner circle who is calling. Our expectation of further recognition rises with this telephone call and it does not disappoint.
In our world we are the monarch striding through his kingdom, making his Grand Progress. We process and expect all around to bow, to curtsey, to doff caps and tug forelocks in a demonstration of fealty and worship. The lesser of our kind are not aware of this need like we greaters. The lesser cannot bear to suffer being ignored, not made to feel special or noticed. They do not know this is what they cannot bear, they just know the restlessness, the irritation and then the fury as the criticism mounts. They see nothing wrong in banging their cutlery on the table to gain attention. Should you ever challenge that behaviour and point out that they are attention-seeking, they lose sight of the issue being pointed our because your challenge in itself is a failure to recognise the lesser’s elevated status and all talk of attention-seeking will be lost as he or she lashes out at you in order to achieve fuel from you. The mid-range of our kind and especially the greater know that we want to be recognised, we know that the irritation and then the fury comes from the failure to pay heed to how special we are. It need not be anybody telling us as such, it need only be an appreciate nod of recognition or a warm-natured “hello” but to us that equates to recognition of our elevated status. Of course, should our achievements and accomplishments be lauded as they ought to, then this is even better.
In our world homage must be paid by all those we come into contact with and repeatedly by those who are closest to us. A failure to do so, however slight, will result in the issuing of a criticism against us. The outcome is the ignition of our fury with us lashing out, doling out a silent treatment or withdrawing. This is why you can be sat in a beautiful field on a sunny day, having enjoyed a walk by the river and now a picnic and all of a sudden a barbed comment comes out of nowhere. You do not understand where it has come from but it is likely to have been the fact that you offered the butter to somebody before us and in turn failed to recognise us. I know you regard such behaviour as petty, but that is all it takes for the irritation to manifest. It can easily be assuaged by the prompt application of fuel rather than annoying us further by asking where on earth did that come from and challenging us further. I know you will regard such a state of affairs as ridiculous, I have heard it many times, but that is the way we have been created and of course, even though we never tell you what it is, we expect you to recognise it.
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PS. I recall one particular event in which we were spending vacations on a hotel and he spent hours complaining they did not have his favourite cereal or any jelly so he made me wake up sooner than breakfast was served to shop for groceries – “You’ve got your meal card with you, right?”. I still can’t beleive I complied to that little SoB.
Thank Goodness this is a main trait. I was so exhausted due to these efforts to mother the narc I escaped even before I understood he was a Upper Lesser Victim Narcissist.
You are putting me right off Narcs for life – thank you Mister Tudor!
Where all the articles at, HG? Building to the DM Series!?!
Dear NarcAngel,
You’re a lovely person NarcAngel…. I do hope she’s ok
You have our luv n support here Tammy
🤗😘
Luv Bubbles xx
HG
A quick demonstration of how my mind (sometimes) works:
So there I am making labels for containers and reading comments on the blog, when I come across Bubbles comment relating how she assisted a distraught young woman in or on the way to the loo. She gave her your website and encouraged her to check it out. Also at that time there is an advertisement for the Banksy exhibit in Toronto. I think: I should check it out, and then wonder if I were a graffiti artist, what symbols or phrases would I leave? My eyes fall to the stickers and I start to laugh… you see where this is going…
I write narcsite.com neatly on some stickers (easily removed) and throw them into my bag.
Today I was out shopping. I shop a lot. I didnt encounter any distraught women, but I did ensure if there were any in that store, that they would find themselves staring directly at a sticker on the back of any of the 3 stall doors reading… you guessed it –
narcsite.com
HG Tudor
I know they will be (easily) removed when the washroom is cleaned ‘butt’…(see what I did there?) for a brief time you and your website will have enjoyed new ‘exposure’. I quite amused myself and repeated this in two more stores.
Then I thought, HG should have ads such as this in the Subway (not the sandwich shop) or is it known as the Tube there? People have nothing to do but stare at the wall with a phone in their hands on their way to their destination and you know how inquisitive people are. I think its also fitting that the Tube is both dark and underground lol. Reminds me- are you having narcsite.com put on the front of your books with your name yet as previously discussed?
P.S. Bubbles was either the instigator or inspiration depending on your view of this behaviour lol.
Bansky(esque) Canadian Artist and Activist formerly known as
NA
Good work. NA.
Love this NA! I like how your mind works.
Dearest gorgeous NarcAngel,
Haha … You’re the clever one lovely lady
However, I just noticed on Jay Shetty’s Facebook page (he’s got 15 mil views) a lady commented on his article about toxic people and referred to Knowing the Narcissist Facebook page … there you go … great advertising Mr Tudor
Vote for candidate member NarcAngel for the Greater Tudor Party … haha 🤣
I’ll plaster stickers on their backs .. hehe
Luv Bubbles xx
That was funny Narc Angel.
Imagine the unusual places you could put them:
Milk cartons at the grocery store.
Condoms boxes and pregnancy tests at the drug store.
Bottles of wine at the liquor store.
Magazines at the doctor and dentist office.
HG books could be left in various locations too.
Bus, train stations, airports
professional offices with mass reader potential.
So many places.
Imagine the fun.
My Ex-husband word by word. Got mad because the cat greeted him last. He never ever took care pf him 🤷🏼♀️🤷🏼♀️🤷🏼♀️ and he wondered why the cat mainly ignored him.
Et tu cat?
Lol, MB – thanks for the laugh!
This is another great insight into the inner thought processes of a narcissist.
Their constant and unrelenting “need” to be “superior” and omnipotent is very unrealistic in the overall scheme of things, however, to them it’s very real. It’s why a parent is jealous of their own child, or why the golden child actually needs to be a golden child. It causes the blame-shifting and total lack of accountability.
It’s why so many social climbers and leaders are narcs. In fact, it goes some way to explain the confusing reality of why so many “leaders” actually hold their “followers” in contempt and will purposely push them toward more demeaning and difficult circumstances, even though they profess to “care” about those they lead. It’s about control and superiority.
HG, I have previously asked a question in a comment some time ago that I don’t believe you have moderated yet. It interests me a lot, so if you don’t mind, I’ll ask again.
When you describe your behaviours as “effective”, how would you define your perception of what “effective” means? It would be very helpful to hear your particular definition. Thank you, I hope you can answer.
Achieving what I require in order to further my existence and extending my empire.
Thank you HG. That helps to understand your kind’s underlying attitude and motivation. It’s interesting.
I’m not sure if you’d see it the same way, but to me, your definition sounds grandiose and it’s all about you. No-one else matters.
Would you agree that an empire consists of more than one person? Or do you think all of us, as individuals, have the potential to have an empire?
You may laugh, however, I find the differences in thought patterns between empathic and narcissistic people absolutely fascinating.
Thanks again for your insights HG.
People belong to an empire but the emperor rules them.
Hi Mr Tudor
I am following your principles especially regarding the show of emotion.I wrote earlier that I was being contacted and my reply ignored.
Despite feeling hurt and a bit angry I held my urge to say something .I have done that and it always circles back to the same thing ,no acknowledgement of my feelings .So I tried things like an experiment .I did nothing no reaction .Two weeks later I get a reply .I ignore for a week then sent a very brief no substance ,no emotion ,no reaction polite response.As I knew this would be ignored also.
Removing emotion from this is working for me.Im giving nothing and feel better already , nothing worked like this .Im actually predicting what will happen it is getting almost amusing.
Getting over the emotional response is the key , is this the emotional battle you write about so brilliantly.
Only for this blog I would be clueless
Thank you so much
You are welcome.
Hey T
If you’re reading tonight, I wanted you to know that you are my number 1 in my thoughts.
NA,
I haven’t seen her on the blog recently have you? Perhaps I just missed her commenting.
I think she’s commenting as Tammy now, FM1T
Thanks MB