A Letter to the Empath – No. 8
Dear Empath,
Do not be afraid. You are not dead. Don’t you wish?!
There is plenty of time for that later on, but for now, we have too much work to be done. From here on out, if your only mission in life is to survive, you will still be considered a “winner”.
Listen, listen… I can tell you, there is more to all this than just that. I have a contract to offer, however, the “Big Guy” is really into consent, and if you are in alignment to what I am saying, and consent, just hold out your hand…..
reach for the light……
Ok, good. Now touch your forehead, dear.
Do you feel that? Yes, that’s blood and glass. Yes, you were in an accident. Now I need you to fight. Fight like you never have before. Get out of this stupid SUV and live!!!
Good girl, you escaped.
I know you just collapsed on the street pavement, but here they come….. Empath, you are going to be ok!
*EMT Paramedic in background: “Hang in there! You are going to be ok!”
See, Empath? The sexy 24 year old paramedic even thinks you are fine. If you had common sense, you would wake up and enjoy. Look at those muscles, and stamina! Girl, he is really passionate about your life right now.
*EMT Paramedic in background: “oh no!!! …. I smell…..”
SHHHH!. Hey, Empath, don’t listen to what he is saying. When you wake up, it’s going to be ok. You are alive, but a part of you died tonight. When you wake up, shit is going to hit the fan! But you are not going to believe the miracle that can take place by choosing strength and life. You can not take this next part of your life for granted, do you hear me? DO-NOT-TAKE-LIFE-FOR-GRANTED!!
LISTEN NOW! I need to be quick! The EMT just pumped ketamine into an iv for you, you are going to get a bit crazy, spaceships are coming to take you to the other dimensions, but don’t freak out!
By the way, it’s me
…. or it’s you! 2 years from now! I repeat, everything is going to be Ok! when I count backwards to 1, you will wake up, and you will scream for your dear life like a new born baby. 3……2……1……
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Anm,
I enjoyed reading your letter. The description, although a seemingly horrific moment, is very vivid.
I get your follow up comment: not really living and not really dead…
What? No. It wasn’t a rock bottom moment. Never mind.
Anm
Sorry. Didn’t mean to offend
Anm, you are considered a winner by me, and you are.
If anyone is curious, this was about when I was in the deepest of my narcissistic abuse depression. I wasn’t really living, and wasn’t really dead. I thought often of ending life. I was in a terrible car accident, and it woke me up. I was having flash backs, hallucinations, and my mind was playing all kinds of tricks on me. But I told myself that I would come out of it and take care of myself and children better.
Anm
I read this and just sat there. Wasn’t sure what to feel. I read it again and noticed that even tho there was pain and confusion there would be clarity. I believe this was your “hit rock bottom” moment….and you definitely moved up from there
Dearest Anm,
You just showed us your strength of character beautiful one
What a wonderful role model you are for your children, teaching them you can overcome anything
Mindset is the hardest of all and you did it
You’ve earned the right to be so proud of yourself, you pulled thru
So glad you did Anm
💕
Luv Bubbles xx 😘
Bubbles, very sweet of you. The mindset is very hard. I can still struggle with it. Thank you.
Love to you, Empath. Glad you made it!