Silent Night
Silent night, frozen out night,
You’re not calm, feeling shite,
He’s gone missing, leaving you riled
Left alone, bereft and reviled
Should you call the police?
When will this behaviour cease?
Silent night, absent night,
‘Phone not answered, it’s not right,
Left you crying tears on your face,
You’ll keep searching, it’s part of the chase
Taking apart your self-worth
As he gives you a wide berth
Silent night, lonely night,
He’s disappeared from your sight,
How is this meant to be love?
This time you’ve had enough
Change the locks, end the contract
It’s time for no contact
Best version of Silent Night which is very applicable these days. I can enjoy silent nights as no contact has been ongoing since March and the last narc is elsewhere. Over the past few months, I have purged the stuff that ‘IT’ left laying about. There is nothing to recall about ‘IT’.
I was married three weeks when this happened to me.
The devaluation had begun.
Silent night, lonely night,
On day seven with no end in sight
Eyes fixed to cellphone so still and so quiet
Making you feel both sad and defiled
Ring and deliver some peace
Light up and give some relief
Silent night, lonely night
Morning eight – it’s coming to life!
Pleasure awash that it’s his name you see
Confirming once more that he can’t forget thee
You’ve forgiven his scorn
You’re sure this time love’s been reborn
You’re sure this time love’s been reborn
Silent night, lonely night
Day fourteen did bring no delight
The phone again silent – no calls and no text
A familiar felling confirms what comes next
It’s back to wash, rinse, repeat
You’re once again dirt at his feet
THIS IS NOT LOVE. END THE PAINFUL SILENT NIGHTS. CONSULT WITH HG.
*Feeling
CONSULT WITH HG
There is nothing like a real-time conversation about YOUR specific situation. It’s worth every penny. A gift to yourself. 🎁
Thank you BC30.