The Emotional Sea : The Third Battle

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When you have been disengaged from or (less likely) you have escaped, you face three battles in order to secure your freedom, which involve The Emotional Sea. The first is the Emotional Battle which you always lose until you learn not fight it. The second is the Heart V Head Battle which must be fought many times until you finally overcome the powerful effects of emotional thinking and allow your cool, hard logic to dictate.

Once that battle has been won, you have managed to navigate a way through the emotional ocean and then you have reached dry land on the other side. This is where the third battle is joined. This dry land provides you with a firmer foundation and just like the discovery of the New World, boundless opportunities. You are no longer prone to the wild vagaries of the swelling and dramatic ocean of emotional thinking. That is not to say that your emotions have been switched off. Far from it. Instead, the solidity of this land is a reflection of the greater control you now have over your emotional thinking as you reduce it through the logic that you have gained.

No longer do you feel overwhelmed. You are not beset by anxiety. Fear does not maintain a near permanent grip on your stomach. You were repeatedly drowned as you tried to swim the emotional ocean alone in the first battle. You saw yourself swamped and capsized on numerous occasions as reach time you increased your logic and understanding as you built larger and more seaworthy vessels until finally you navigated your way through that broiling sea of flawed logic and unhelpful emotions and now you stand on firm, dry and solid land. Your critical thinking has increased, your emotional thinking has been significantly reduced, your sense of calm has bloomed and you have gained greater control.

You stand before a land of opportunities and this is where you are now able to make the decisions. In the previous two battles you were overwhelmed and then often on the back foot. Here, in this final battle, you have the opportunity to seize and maintain the upper hand. You have so many choices available to you now. You will stand on new shores a Weaponised Empath.

You may decide to build a large tower and secrete yourself inside. You have the sturdy foundation now on which to construct this edifice. You are safe and secure high up in this tower. You admit visitors but only those that you know can be trusted. Occasionally you hear a knock in the dead of night. You make your way to the balcony and look down from your towering height to see us stood outside knocking on the door and seeking admittance. You may experience the surge of emotional thinking once more but you have greater control now. You may call out and wave, issuing a polite greeting and no more, as emotional thinking started to take a hold on you once more.

Even better, you may decide just to turn around and leave us to our ineffectual knocking. That is the decision governed by cold, hard logic.

Either way in this battle you have seized control and you are far better equipped to make rational decisions which suit you and prevent you from being wholly governed by turbulent and misleading emotional thinking.

You may decide to forge ahead and seek out new adventures in this land. You meet new people and form fresh and lasting friendships, perhaps even finding someone with whom you can share intimacy and romance. As you trek through this land, gathering new friends and revisiting those who were conned into severing the ties with you, you remain vigilant for out of nowhere we might appear. We might strike, lurching through a crowd hurling insults. You are better armed this time and able to shield yourself before moving away, refusing to be drawn into responding and a war of words like you once might have done. It may be the case, as you embrace these new horizons that we appear, smiling and benign, sidling up to you and taking you by surprise. The risk  remains and is increased, for if you are abroad within this new land, you cannot place yourself behind sturdy defences such as the Tower of No Contact. Thus, you remain exposed to ambush and approach. You are far better equipped than you were, as a consequence of your gathered learning, your increased understanding and ongoing recovery. You are in a better position to escape the ambush, refusing to engage and making your departure to safer ground. Sometimes you may be caught and the emotional thinking rises high as  we try to haul you back across the sea to a time when you were alone and going under the lashing waves. This risk always remains. The risk never leaves, but you can now manage that risk far more effectively. With reduced emotional thinking you will see the narcissist as he or she appears and be far better placed to evade before ensnarement can occur. Remember, you are not immune though, you remain vulnerable but far less vulnerable than you once were.

You may opt to establish an estate where you do not take refuge in some tower, but instead you create a place of familiarity where everyone is known to you and you are known to them. You have your supporters in clear view and whilst you may not tread down the path less travelled in search of new territories you reduce your risk of us appearing out of nowhere. These familiar places enable you to maintain clear lines of sight so that if we do make an appearance you are able to take suitable evasive action. These are decisions governed by logic and not emotional thinking.

This final battle takes the form of repeated skirmishes as we seek to catch you unawares and drag you back to an earlier battle where our prospects of success are maximised. Sometimes we succeed. Sometimes one of our devious ploys catches you unaware and we scale your tower and appear on your balcony like that once desired Prince Charming again and your defences are breached. Other times you repel our approaches, turning your back or cutting us down with new learned techniques which force us to withdraw. You may see no action for weeks, months and even years as new reaches you that we are fighting on other fronts, seemingly content to leave you be. At least for the time being. Then out of nowhere you may reduce your vigilance and we are by your side, seeking to snake our tendrils around you once again. In this final battle you now know what to look for. When we march on to the battle field you see and take heed of the red flags which stream behind us. You have learned methods by which you can counter and neutralise our manipulations. You have established safe territories to which you might retreat if the need arises. You have fashioned your own armoury in this new land of hope and promise. You now know how you can wound us and now, exerting greater control, you do so which gives us no option but to disengage from the skirmish and skulk away to lick our wounds and regroup.

This final battle takes place in a land where the battlefield, for the first time, is more of your choosing than ours. You have better equipped to fight this battle and whilst there remains a risk of defeat and you being ensnared once again, it is far less than in the previous two battles. You are battle-hardened and those scars are worn as badges of honour as you stand tall for the first time in, well, you cannot recall when that last happened, but it has happened at last.

The final battle is where you wound the narcissist time and time again through the maintenance of your no contact regime which is buttressed by the application of logic and the minimisation of emotional thinking.

Thus, this is the final battle post disengagement or escape. The battle that takes place on dry land. Should you overcome the first two battles, this is where you will find yourself.

Now you understand where you will end up as you deal with the fallout from being discarded. Now you are aware of what will happen, what to expect and how you are in a better position to keep winning the skirmishes in this final battle. This only leaves one question remaining. How long will this final battle last?

It will continue until one of us no longer lives.

You got out,  now you must stay out and here is where you achieve that.

14 thoughts on “The Emotional Sea : The Third Battle

  1. Empath007 says:

    Only took 3 years but here I am… upon dry land. And when will the battle end ?

    When I disappear lying about where I went… never to be found again. Coming Soon. I’ve got about 6-8 months left at my job then I’m PEACING out ! And not telling anyone where I went (not even my closest friends).

    He’ll have to google my name in 5 years to witness his loss.

    Silence is my weapon. I win. He looses.

  2. Fiddleress says:

    I remember commenting on The Second Battle around the middle or second half of last year, because that was the battle I was fighting then. Well, I have now fought the third battle, or am fighting it and will continue to do so since this is for life.
    Thank you again HG for helping me reach this place: the dry sand.

    1. HG Tudor says:

      You are welcome and well done. You are one of my many success stories and your freedom has been richly deserved.

      1. Fiddleress says:

        Your reply goes straight to my heart, HG – can’t express it any other way.
        Thank you.
        Your work when followed can only lead to success.

        1. HG Tudor says:

          Correct.

  3. Duchessbea says:

    Very much agree with this.

  4. Recently a man came to buy some birds. Outwardly he showed no emotion – but there was a moment when I reflected on a sadness (we were not even looking at each other). I felt his empathic response. An emotional not physical connection. Not only that – I think he felt that I felt it. I never asked him – it sent my thoughts into overdrive…Had I just met another contagion?

    It perplexed me and have been searching for information on two contagions meeting.

    I thought I would share something I found interesting while looking and to some extent been thinking for some time. I share for those who might be interested and maybe as a comfort and hope for the future.

    https://www.eggshelltherapy.com/empath/

    Go right to the bottom to the heading = EMPATHS AND THRIVING IN OUR TIMES

    1. BC30 says:

      Hello psychologyandworldaffairs

      I just saw this. Interesting. I’ve asked HG if he plans to write a book imagining what it would be like if everyone was a narcissist. He invited me to fund it, maybe we can crowdsource? Haha.

      As I mentioned elsewhere, the more people know about narcissists, the better. Maybe less narcissists will be created. Empathy created civilization, some animals have it too.

      I can’t tap out. I’m forced to feel, but sometimes others can help carry the emotion. I’m grateful for that.

  5. Asp Emp says:

    Re-reading my comments from last year on all the 3 emotional battle articles – because I arrived here to KTN blog under the influence of the “recent” narcissists (ie last few years), my “addiction” was on those ‘recents’.

    However, it is interesting and with my and others experiences of the last couple of days and also re-reading my letter to the narcissist (in the series on this blog) made me think.

    And my “conclusion” that I have reached now, is, that the narcissist mother’s influence ran deeper than any other narcissists that I happened to become ensnared / entangled with following my childhood / teenage years.

    So effectively the initial ‘noose’ from a young child was weighed down by other ‘nooses’ laid on top. The ‘corresponding’ layers of each narcissist added yet another layer of narcissistic ‘grime’ upon me. I’d much rather a mud bath thank you very much past narcissists!! It’d be hell of lot healthier too!

    A mother is supposed to be a mother. Not some monster, as I described in my “letter” to her.

    I’m exhausted today. Through doing my damnedest not to break down – not permit my ET to take over my LT. I was upset. But I am not weakened.

    So, if you’ll excuse me, while I’ll go and water my plants…..and no, I don’t talk to my plants!

    1. A Victor says:

      Asp Emp, I hope your day gets better, or tomorrow is, I think you’re sleeping now given our time difference. Hang in there, it will settle down again. I hope you get some rest as well.

      1. Asp Emp says:

        Hey AV, thank you for that. Yes, I awoke about an hour ago (had been dreaming about KTN – no wonder!). I had barely slept the other night, was not ‘dwelling’ – it was more like ‘disturbed’. Last night, slept and slept. I was exhausted. Thank you for your words. I needed them.

        1. A Victor says:

          You’re welcome, I’m glad you’re doing better.

          1. Asp Emp says:

            AV, let’s just say, the aftermath an asteroid impact – the dust is still settling – that is me describing me. Thank you your comment this morning 🙂

  6. BC30 says:

    Adios bitchachos!

    This is why I am still here. The day will come when they try to reach me, but I live on the dry sands of KTN.

    *Pew pew pew*

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