Hey Yep, its me again At the end of the last letter i told you i was winning……but see,  i fell backwards before reaching the shore in my dinghy You started visiting me again every week, yet stopped me from visiting you. How very transparent.    I knew but the addiction was too great. I […]

  My heart aches for you every minute of the day.  I still love you with all of my heart and soul.  You are the sun and I am Icarus. Though I know going back to you over and over again, I am begging to be lied to, used, devalued and discarded.  Because even before […]

  I don’t know what to say. Because, in all honesty, I don’t know who you are. I have spent the last year educating myself and healing myself from my experience with you. It has been both incredibly painful, yet equally rewarding to heal from abuse. At a certain point, my education into what you […]