The Addiction : Foundation
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Vent Your Spleen! (Please see the Rules in Formal Info)
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Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
—Blue October
The addicted empath:
Love me today
Love me tomorrow
Love me for all the things I did for you
Love me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Love me so you can finally see what’s good for you
<3
LET,
When I was in the deepest throws of my drug and alcohol addiction I wanted everyone I loved to hate me, so I would stop hurting them. Unlike the narcs, I’m an empath and I cared and loved them so, so much, but I just couldn’t stop myself. I did a lot of f*cked up shit, but they never left me. I’m blessed to have been forgiven by my nearest and dearest.
You point out the opposite side of the coin. I desperately wanted the narcs to love me, but they didn’t, couldn’t and can’t.
Watch “Hate Me” on Youtube. It’s about a mother and son.
I loved those words you shared, BC30 <3
They are striking and I can understand how you might have felt that way, not wanting to hurt others. Which is the opposite of the narc (although at a certain level I accept the narc is not deliberately setting out to do what they do consciously). But, if a narc could have insight, a conscience, a sense of regret or remorse, I think this is exactly what they would say. And I think HG would tell us this is also the way to envision the narc, as a means of escape.
Those words shouted out to me "escape".
And yet your pleadings weren't heard by those who loved you because they knew the beautiful you that existed inside. They just had to reach you and wait for you to reach out again to them. You are indeed blessed and I am so glad they were there for you x
I will go to that YouTube video and watch it. I really appreciate you sharing again today xox
HG the God,
I gave him more fuel than he could ever have again. Wayyyy more. It’s dangerous to give and then take away. He might kill himself
This Assistance Package was a revelation to me. I can safely say that it is absolutely life-changing,
Highly recommended!
Good to read and thank you Fiddleress.
You are welcome, HG. What I wrote is so true.
I Highly recomnend this one. By listening to this you will realize that you need a Detox after.
Thank you, Eternity.
Anytime!