Why Does the Narcissist Seem Like a Different Person?



It is accurate to state that we operate in three essential states. There are varying degrees within those states, differing levels of intensity which are affected by factors such as the type of narcissist that we are, what we require from you, the level of empathic individual you are as well as several others. Nevertheless, there are three basic states. The first, as you would expect, is the golden setting. We are at our most wonderful, most brilliant and most loving when in this state.

This always appears during our seduction of you and we will reinstate it from time to time and often when we hoover you in order to suck you back in and keep you hanging on to us. The second is the dark setting when we instigate our devaluation of you. This dark setting allows us to deploy our various machinations against you, a variety of different of manipulations as the abuse begins and we make your life particularly unpleasant.

This requires effort and energy on our part and whilst we will be rewarded with fuel, a certain degree of application is required to use these manipulations against you. When we unveil our dark setting it is upsetting and confusing but often you will find some reason to explain our behaviour. It is usually the wrong reason but you will find one nevertheless as you like to understand and have a reason to explain why someone is behaving in a certain way towards you – you decide we are stressed, tired, hungover, in need of affection or perhaps you are unduly harsh on yourselves so that you, in that usual empathic manner, blame yourself for the behaviour we have meted out against you.

Perhaps you did not listen when you ought to have done, perhaps you should have realised that we wanted to go out tonight, or that we would not want chicken for a second time this week.

There is a third setting and this often proves more confusing that our unpleasant dark setting. This setting might be regarded as a neutral setting, somewhere between the golden and the dark, but it is not. This setting is on the road to the dark setting and is closer to that than the golden. This particular setting is the stranger setting.

There will be times when we do not wish to apply considerable energy to our continued devaluation of you, but the devaluation must continue. It may not be as harsh, since there is no shouting, no violence, no insults and such like. It is not the golden period because we show no affection, we do not do things for you and we do not exhibit any of the charm that once flowed so readily from us.

During this stranger setting we are neither wonderful nor awful but we behave like someone who doesn’t really know you and you are certainly left feeling like you are dealing with somebody else.

If you telephone us we will not dole out a silent treatment and ignore your repeated calls. We will not answer in less than a ring and speak to you with affection and enthusiasm, instead we answer and engage in a monosyllabic conversation. It is like drawing teeth. We confirm that nothing is wrong and you may think there is but we have not responded angrily or harshly. We have not accused you of anything, we have not labelled you in some way but the conversation is flat.

It is as if our personality, whether golden or dark has vanished and left almost an automaton in its place. We function, we talk about our day but with little detail and certainly no enthusiasm. We ask questions of you but they are polite and perfunctory as if we are just going through the motions. There is no nastiness, no backbiting or sneering. It is difficult to process because it is not nothing, that cannot be the case because we are talking to you, but it feels like nothing.

We may call around to see you but it feels like an inspector has called around. We sit, we decline a drink that you offer us and we answer your questions without offering you anything much in return. Where has the charmer gone? Where has the monster gone? Who is this stranger that looks like us, sounds like us but is not behaving like us?

You cannot accuse us of being unpleasant but it feels unpleasant because you are dealing with someone you do not recognise. Any questions about what is wrong with us are politely answered and you are assured there is not a problem, but we seem lifeless. You flatter us, compliment us and whilst we accept them there is no spark of interest, there is no response.

Why are we like this? Why is this being done? Why do we seem like someone else? It is as if we have been abducted by aliens in the night and replaced with a robot which is neither wonderful nor savage but is frustratingly something else. This third setting occurs during the devaluation period. It is not a respite from devaluation as that is the golden setting once more. It is clearly not the dark setting as that is the rolling out of nastiness and abuse.

This third setting is an indicator of the calm before the storm. Whilst there are occasions where we might switch from golden to dark setting in the blink of an eye, this third setting is used when we wish to conserve energy in readiness for unleashing a particular savage next stage in the devaluation as we will move to the dark setting and crank it up to eleven. You are not cruising along being driven by fair winds, nor are you being thrown up and down buffeted by a storm, instead you are becalmed or moved along by a weak breeze.

This is the time we are girding our loins, gathering information and plotting. The switch of functions to the organisation and scheming of what is to come, along with the intense outpouring of energy required to sustain the vicious intensifying of this devaluation means we adopt this near automatic state.

You may not ever see this happen dependent on the nature of the narcissist you have become entangled with, but when you do, you should be aware that a storm is brewing and not just any old storm but a supercell storm of savage and damaging proportions.

This is a warning.

5 thoughts on “Why Does the Narcissist Seem Like a Different Person?

  1. Joa says:

    Uhhh, HG thank you!!!

    100% compliant. This is the third state. He is like a nice and polite machine. Like a dispassionate conversation with someone helpful, but a stranger. It hooks me up every 2-3 weeks for a while. He paid all the maintenance arrears, without a small fraction (as if he had to leave a splinter).

    I feel something between indifference and increasing pressure – a slight pendulum. I feel a very slow and small, but systematic pressure.

    From time to time, nice sentences are intertwined with seemingly normal, but crude words (offensive to me, in the context of many years of affairs, although no one would understand it). I am very sensitive to words and their appropriate selection.

    I was worried, about the announcement of a large devaluation… I temporarily lost 5 support points. An open battle or growing anxiety in many fields of life.

    I’m looking for a place to run away and stick for a while πŸ™‚

    Thank you HG. I arm myself. I loosened a little too much on his side.

    A blow to the armor does not hurt as much as a blow to an open heart.

    This text woke me up. Thankful.

    I am glad, that I can at least run away here…

    Survive until summer vacation, then it should be better, according to my optimistic estimates πŸ™‚

  2. Alison says:

    The stranger setting was so, so, so unnerving at first. Something was clearly so wrong, but I could not for the life of me figure out what so I jumped through every hoop and wore myself ragged trying to figure him out and make it all better. Then, when the dark period started, I was almost relieved thinking that the constant arguments were a sign of progress and we might eventually be able to solve our problems. Boy, was I wrong. Now we are back in the stranger zone, and I thought that was a result of my reading on here and no longer providing negative fuel. Now, I feel afraid that he’s just biding his time…

  3. Louisa says:

    I experienced this grey, middle setting in a situation with a Narcissist. Sitting almost mute, disconnected, distracted in my company. Holding on to or building up some energy. I would be, of the view, he was storing energy against another Third Party who was in for his wrath.

    I manoeuvred my way out of his company so I was not taking any chances that his explosion could be against me as I was recovering from a serious illness.

    A vengeful creature who prided himself on how clever and artful he was by damaging the reputation of others he felt were hurtful to him.

  4. Joa says:

    Oh yes! Thanks for the clarification!

    I hated that third icicle. I wanted to hit it and reset it to factory settings.

    Perhaps it was the original factory settings…

    1. Joa says:

      Indeed, love or struggle. I don’t like stagnation.

      I’m hopeless πŸ™‚

Vent Your Spleen! (Please see the Rules in Formal Info)

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.

Previous article

To Sin Is To Win