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Another contemplation is about the spiritual concept of meditation being the access of the Now and to the connectivity with one’s own being, or a connectivity to some magical source of well-being.
The classic idea of meditation is: sitting still, controlled breathing, whilst banishing all thought processes. Sometimes concentrating on mental images.
Could it be when the psychopath (or an individual with the absence of fear) for instance engages in rock climbing without a harness, he or she in fact meditates?
It requires the full attention of the individual and absence of mind chatter. The visual concentration is on the rock formation and its details. Given ability of control over breathing -due to the absence of fear which otherwise would result in heart pounding and breathing difficulty- and absolute control of the body, of each movement, resulting in connectivity of a total experience of being in the Now.
In terms of being connected with the elements of nature, the elements of life and own aliveness — there seems to be a pretty strong connectivity. If not even in one of its purest forms…
Further questions about biblical concepts.
1. Either it’s the empathy driven empath, the necessary triad driven psychopath, the prime aims driven narcissist — the end goal is to FEEL something; the feeling of love (E), the feeling of power (P), the feeling of fuel (N).
Feeling is the foundation of drivers of all three.
A felt feeling upon achievement of outcomes, seems to address the foundational need; To feel something.
2. Could it be that ’Before the world began’ there was not the Word but the Feeling. ’The Feeling was with G, and the Feeling was G. He was with G in the beginning. All things were made through him.’
(He and him i.e. the feeling.)
(Original: Before the world began, there was the Word. The Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was with God in the beginning. All things were made through him.)
We name feelings after we feel them (feelings always come first).
3. Where is the feeling assembled? Where do you feel? In your whole body or in a particular spot or area? In the head? Or outside of your body? Internal or external, or both? Are different feelings felt in different areas? And why?
From what I understand what Lucifer is:
a) IT is a neutral force of the manifestation into the material matter. Lucifer is the first principle of manifestation of the material by being the Light-bringer: the force which brings physicality into existence trespassing the boundaries of dark matter, the boundaries of the unseen aspect of life. Light brings aliveness. Light brings perception.
The thought comes prior to the manifestation of anything — it’s unseen. The outspoken word is a further manifestation of the unseen. And what follows after are actions of manifestation. All three are conducted within the luciferian field of manifestation into physicality — Lucifer the Light-bringer enables perception and creation of the physical.
b) Satan — is a made up entity of a collective consciousness which worships Lucifer -the neutral principle of manifestation of physicality- and forgets that Lucifer is just a neutral force without any intentions. Satanists worship Lucifer as their God i.e. they worship the material aspect by putting the emphasis solely on the material things and losing the connection to the immaterial part of the dark matter which permeates everything. Lost in overconsumption and unbalanced production of the material things and experiences which the physical aspect provides — Satan (via collective consciousness) tries to prove his superiority over the power of creation and destruction of the physical. Seeing himself as the actual and superior God over the Creator’s creation.
Not simply overconsumption but an extreme form of exploitation of the physicality — is what worshiping of Lucifer results in when making Lucifer into an entity of dualism as an opposing player of his Creator. Whilst Lucifer has nothing to do with Satan’s delusion and remains part of Creation by being a neutral force which brings the material into the light of existence. Lucifer is the force which brings the light of perception and enabling physicality to manifest.
I agree — Lucifer is misunderstood…
Correction. Lucifer is the King of Hell, of course. He and Lillith are Princess Charlie’s parents. Adam is the narcissistic ruler of Heaven.
By the way: does anyone out there see last names or words with only knowing the first letter? I get the first letter right. But I often cannot recall or know the rest.
Alastor. The spirit of vengeance. The Psychopathic Radio Demon? I’m confused. Going to hold off on this puzzle for now. Have fun Jordy and Contagion!
No Niffty: you see things uniquely! You have great intuition! You could solve the puzzle! I hope you join in your own time;) I am being very selfish lol!
So let’s start with Alastor!
Why do you see her as a psychopath?
I have no absolute rational basis to say this really but I found her to be Slavic,blond, medium height, sex trafficked and has a last name beginning with a S.
She is obviously smart and good at research and technology, loyal and able to keep confidences. Oh and an extremely hard worker. I didn’t see a psychopath. I think she feels gratitude to HG and would do anything for him. She might be co-d. We know so little.
Just for fun. Layering fictional versions of Alastor.
Alastor, the Psychopathic Radio Demon, seduces all who hear with his voice. He is one of the overlords of Hell. A constantly-smiling sinner, Alastor mentors Charlie. Together they manage The Hazbin Hotel, where souls are redemeed to help said souls earn a place in Heaven. Alastor guides and controls Charlie, Princess of Hell, while seeking to free his own soul. He is a rival of Charlie’s father, Lucifer.
Alastor, or, The Spirit of Solitude, is a poem by Percy Bysshe Shelley about an idealist who searches for ideal love and eventually dies alone.
Alastor is a term in Greek mythology that refers to a number of concepts and people. Potentially useful in this context:
Alastor is an epithet meaning avenger. Zeus earned this title for avenging evil deeds, particularly familial bloodshed.
By the 4th century BC, the term Alastor had become a generic insult in Greek, roughly meaning scoundrel.
Alastor is associated with Nemesis, the goddess of divine retribution.
BTW Lucifer is a narcissist. Rules Heaven. Long story.
My morning star is just a misunderstood scamp.
Please share the story. I am very personally religious but a variant. A lot of the Bible is historical in context in my humble opinion and I don’t think it’s literal at all. I told a close friend, I don’t believe in hell. I think those disconnected to the Light ( whatever religion directs it) and they are after death descended into nothingness dark matter. My minister went on and on and even had a name for it, starts with n. I was so WRONG he said. Now I believe in Jesus and his teachings Jesus taught a variety of principles that form the foundation of Christianity and influence many aspects of ethical and moral values I believe and I would dare to say are empath traits such as
1. Love and Compassion: Jesus emphasized love for God and for others, often stating that the greatest commandments are to love God and love one’s neighbor (Matthew 22:37-39).
2. Forgiveness: He taught the importance of forgiving others, as seen in the Lord’s Prayer, where believers are encouraged to forgive debts as they wish to be forgiven (Matthew 6:12).
3. Humility and Servanthood: Jesus modeled humility, often stating that the greatest among us will be a servant to all (Mark 10:43-45).
4. Justice and Mercy: Jesus spoke about justice and caring for the marginalized, such as the poor and the oppressed (Matthew 25:34-40).
7. Repentance and Salvation: Jesus called people to repentance and taught about salvation through faith in Him (John 3:16).
These teachings focus on love, humility, forgiveness, and a deep relationship with God, shaping an ethical way that even SOME atheists will even say they are “ social Christians” as these particular values are good for society although they do not believe.
So where does Lucifer fit in?
Lucifer was not a historical man. But he is indeed a narc. How does he run the afterlife?
I am indeed curious.
HG’s Alastor was lifted from the ruins of a lack of control environment.
The author is an unreliable narrator, prone to manipulation, in part to ward off boredom. Always makes stories more interesting when the author’s pov is different than our own.
Yeah. With regards to the author/narrator. Maybe believe what he posted today:
Contrariwise,’ continued Tweedledee, ‘if it was so, it might be; and if it were so, it would be; but as it isn’t, it ain’t. That’s logic.”
Makes perfect sense to me but I should imagine it will not to you.
Hey Niffty:
So you think Alastor is fictional? Your posts to origins of the name are interesting. And I do “ get it.” But aren’t the best stories lodged with some grain of truth. I will say without saying SHE not he exists. And HG would naturally need a person to do research, who is tech savvy and totally loyal … for a reason. And I have reasons , logical ones, that believe she exists. It’s really not important for why we are here. But dear Niffty, you may be right, you may be wrong. I won’t say anything more;) I get your skeptism however.
I don’t know anything. I suspect HG gave some thought to the name.
I understand the drive for vengeance and how it can consume, not unlike fire. Even controlled fires have a mind of their own. They find fuel everywhere and anywhere if fed. They have a habit of jumping the man made line.
Clearly Alastor emerged from a lack of control of environment. I wish for him or her or them something more than a flame throwing appliance, whether fictional or real.