Questioning Me
Do feel free to ask me anything you like. I am here for you to dip into my mind and for you to benefit from learning how I view the world. No question is off limits and if you want to establish a dialogue with me, then so much the better. You will be helping me so I can show the treatment team that I am interacting with people in this setting. You can ask me why I do certain things, what am I thinking, what my favourite food is, whatever you like. This is your chance to extract as much knowledge and information from me as you possibly can. If you want to just make a statement, go ahead. Fill your boots. I don’t know you so I won’t fly into a rage (this does happen when people I know question me but that is because they have an agenda – you don’t because we don’t know one another). I look forward to hearing from you.
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Dear HG,
Thank you for your highly entertaining characterisation of the differences between MI5 and MI6 personnel in the latest videos (“The MI5 Assessment of the Sussex July Visit”/”The MI6 Sussex Threat Assessment”). MI6 has all the fun scampering around the globe, whereas MI5 sounds like the stodgy older brother or the stern uncle. I bet there is some excellent banter going on in those corridors!
You’re welcome.
Dear HG,
Thanks to Jordyguin, I listened to your video in the *Empath and Psychopathic Traits* series — *Superficial Charm*.
Although she sent me this video for an entirely different reason, clearly not having me in mind. (BUT HER CONTRIBUTION HAS BEEN ACKNOWLEDGED!)
I wasn’t sure whether to write this to your email or here. I’ll leave that to you. Publish it or not — as you wish. The important thing is simply that you read it.
Phenomenal.
This video completely stunned me.
It describes something that has troubled me for most of my life.
It describes something my ex saw in me (and it became especially pronounced when I was around him, although it was always there to begin with). It was something he constantly competed with me over. I cannot count how many times I was criticised and attacked because of it.
It is something particularly perceptive narcissistic colleagues noticed in me as well. They commented on it too.
It is something I have always noticed in myself, and something I have felt guilty about for years.
I had actually been thinking about writing to you personally about this. Of course, I could never have expressed it as beautifully, as subtly and as flawlessly as you did.
How… how are you able to read people — empaths — like this?
How can you understand them so well?
Perhaps you really are not human after all.
I am honestly in shock.
This hit me with incredible precision.
This has troubled me for so many years.
I use this both professionally and in everyday life. Bringing people together costs me nothing. Winning almost anyone over costs me nothing either.
And yes, I have often wondered whether I was manipulating people, and I felt guilty because of it.
But I explained it to myself differently.
I used to tell myself that, because of trauma, my cognitive empathy switches on first, and only when I understand that the environment is safe do I allow myself to actually feel anything — that is when my emotional empathy comes online.
And then I listened to your video.
Perhaps this is what you describe as *Superficial Charm*.
God… it hit the bull’s-eye.
But how is it possible that this video was sent to me precisely now?
It honestly felt almost supernatural.
Because over the last few days I had been thinking about writing to you. I wanted to tell you what I was like as a child and what I am like now. I kept thinking that perhaps you simply did not know the whole picture of me, and that perhaps, if you did, you might think differently.
I had this panicked thought:
*”What if HG was wrong about me? What if I am much worse than he thinks?”*
You will probably laugh, but I even started wondering whether I might actually be a Greater Narcissist!))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
I even thought I had somehow escaped HG’s Narc Detector.
And then I watched *Superficial Charm*.
The biggest shock of all was this:
Sometimes I find myself doing exactly this, and afterwards I think:
*”Why are you doing this, Josephina? Why can’t you simply sit quietly? What have you started again? There you are, once again at the centre of everyone’s attention, naturally leading the whole interaction. Everyone is enjoying themselves. Everyone feels comfortable. But you are not doing it because your heart told you to. You are doing it because you simply know how to make it happen.”*
Shock.
Just… shock.
Wrong.
I had you in mind.
When HG said, “Imagine… a therapist…”, you were the first person who came to mind because I recognised in you many of the qualities he described.
But since we’re not friends anymore, I won’t give you any more hints 😤
(… listen to other videos too 😑)
HG do you think Harry is allowed to cheer for England in front of the wife?
Only if the black mamba vibrator has been inserted.
Dear Mr Tudor,
“Defender of all faiths”
King Charles has just dug his own grave ….. BIG MISTAKE !!!
The monarchy is doomed !
Dear ol Queen Lizzie would be mortified and turning in her grave !
Dear Mr Tudor,
Have you seen the banned movie “Citizen Vigilante” ?
Sounds like a must watch and your kind of movie hehe
Seen it? I inspired it.
Dear Mr Tudor,
You never disappoint with your answers hehe
Dear Mr Tudor,
The Muslim Council of Britain have formally filed a complaint to Ofcom, the UK’s media regulator, regarding the movie Citizen Vigilante. They say the movie has fuelled more racial and religious hatred.
Talk about the pot calling the kettle black!!!
What are your thoughts ?
They don’t like that there freedom of speech do they? They might also like to consider why so many people identify with the film, but they won’t do that.
I hope HG lives forever and stays with us FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As soon as the tech boffins finalise the downloading of my consciousness your hope will be realised.