Personal Jesus

I am your personal Jesus. I enter your life and bring light and healing. Have you been hurt and damaged by another who did not value the honesty, decency and truthfulness by which you lead your life? I will soothe your fevered brow and reassure you that you are a good person. I bring calm where there is confusion and misunderstanding. Listen to me as I explain to you how the world really is. I have created paradise. I will open its gates and let you gaze upon it. Feel the love, warmth and tranquillity flow from it. This is all yours. All you need to do is follow me. That is all I ask. Come with me and I will be your world. I am everywhere and understand everything. When you are feeling down I will call you and remind you of how wonderful you are. My angels will remind you through my text messages and love notes of how special you are. You have a place reserved in my heaven. I chose for it you.

If you feel that your journey through life has taken a wrong turn, let me guide you. If the road ahead seems dark and stony, do not be troubled. Climb onto my back and let me carry you. I am your angel and my wingspan is wide enough to protect both of us from the darkness that lurks in the world. Open your heart to me. Give it freely and it will prosper under my stewardship. Listen to my words. They are imbued with wisdom and you are welcome to keep them as watchword to your heart. For too long you have struggled alone. I am here to relieve your burden and show you the wonderful, beautiful perfect love that you deserve. Just take my hand and follow me.

I am your saviour.

27 thoughts on “Personal Jesus

  1. Magda says:

    Where will this piggy back ride end with Your source was a Narc too?

    1. HG Tudor says:

      I do not choose a narcissist as my primary source of fuel.

  2. nikitalondon says:

    What I find so good in autistic people, ive seen it also in some colleagues in the office, is their photographic memory.
    We played those games when traveling by car. My ex could look at a row of cars and memorize the plates of at least 8 of them. Me just one. The first one. 😞.

    1. malignnarc says:

      Good point there Nikita, I am great at seeing something and then copying it immediately.

      1. nikitalondon says:

        Copying means memorizing it?

        1. malignnarc says:

          I have an excellent memory and am a veritable facsimile machine.

          1. nikitalondon says:

            Hmmm can be that you are on the spectrum 😘😘.

          2. malignnarc says:

            Now now.

    2. alexis2015s says:

      That’s so true, thanks Nikita

  3. alexis2015s says:

    First time I’ve read this post HG.

    My sisters Psychopath husband started going to church a few years into their marriage, as did she (she’s an N). He loved it and continues, he also grew his hair long as if to resemble Jesus. Their children have all been diagnosed with ‘ODD’ and none are teens yet.

    We went to the christening of their middle son, before we went NC and even as a baby you could see his eyes were evil. I remember when the holy water was dripped on his forehead, my husband whispered in my ear, ‘it’s hurting him, it’s hurting him’. And we were just laughing so much!

    Anywya, my question is this HG, do Ns actually beleive they are god like ? Or is this just something they want others to beleive ? I’ve read that a lot of them make references to themselves being like god / Jesus.

    And another totally unrelated thought sprung to mind then HG.

    People with Aspergers or autism share some traits with Ns eg the inability to empathise, however they are polar opposite in that they are not evil and do not purposely harm others. I’ve seen no articles on this – so this is entirely from my own observations, and I’m interested in your thoughts on this HG – I’ve observed that many Ns have children who are autistic. Is this something you have observed ?

    1. malignnarc says:

      I enjoyed the remark about the holy water. All Greater Narcs believe we are god like as we have a belief in our omnipotence as this forms one of our pillars – have you read Revenge yet? Naturally we want others to recognise this status as well.
      I have seen a number of narcissists who have children that are autistic although the ones I have come across it is mild although the best example I can give is that I have an Inner Circle Friend who has Asperger’s and his mother is a narcissist (as is his sister). He knows what I am because he read extensively about their behaviours as he also sought to understand his own behaviour (at the behest of his wife). He and I have some excellent conversations together. I have no empirical evidence as to the number of autistic children born to one or more narcissistic parents as opposed to those born to non-narcs and I should imagine no data exists. I don’t know why this happens or whether it can be regarded as statistically significant.

      1. nikitalondon says:

        This is interesting. That same question was once asked to Ross Rossemberg but umfortumately he did not answer.
        The lady was asking the same question.
        I sometimes believe my ex-husband has mild Asperger as he is above average intelligent and focused on few things. I read alot about it and even tweet about it and my ex-husband also does tweet about it i discovered these days so maybe something he knows.
        I personally believe that many many narcissist lie somewhere on the autismus spectrum…
        But not all autist are N’s. ( I hope my theory does not disturb you HG-I see nothing bad or wrong in being autistic) And its genetic I believe. His mother is a narcissist not a MN and I believe she also somehow is on the spectrum. She is also hyperintelligent.

      2. alexis2015s says:

        Thanks HG, I appreciate your views and it is very interesting you have a friend with Aspergers, that he knows what you are, how does he behave with you ?

        Yes, I the ones I know Are all mild too. Id not thought of this before ? Interesting.

        1. malignnarc says:

          He hates shaking hands, loves our verbal sparring, devours my writing and always enjoy our interactions. He does not have many friends despite being an interesting, intelligent and engaging chap. He doesn’t like using the telephone (if someone rings him, he has to choose to ring someone and then he is fine) so when I am there I always ring his landline which makes him curse, much to my amusement.

          1. alexis2015s says:

            Thanks HG, I always spread the word about your blog and books. I will take heed of your advice and select any Ns carefully.

          2. malignnarc says:

            I am most obliged. Yes keep a watchful eye you might be wandering into some one’s hunting ground.

          3. alexis2015s says:

            He’s tricky ! He’s tricky !! HG that’s so mean !! I know this is impossible but, if there was ever anyone you sounded a little fond of ……

          4. malignnarc says:

            I enjoy his company and he mine and he provides me with fuel. He knows it is me ringing because of the expression on my face. He usually throws something at me.

          5. alexis2015s says:

            It sounds like the fuel is far more endearing though. I like that.

          6. malignnarc says:

            It always is.

  4. Debbie says:

    Knowing the real Jesus, its easy to spot his imposter. The trap lies in trying to convince the imposter that he isn’t real.

    1. malignnarc says:

      Wise words.

  5. karaa34 says:

    It must only be for salvation of my wicked ways vicariously obtained through others….yes, then you must be a Master. In salvation, we are healed. Blessed be.

  6. karaa34 says:

    Reach out and touch faith ❤️ Jesus is the right hand of God. Are you my personal saviour HG? As you have given me salvation in regards to the knowledge of my last relationship with a narc and that is soul saving. Do you impart information to save or reap souls? Where am I on the soul continuum?

    1. malignnarc says:

      Of course I am your saviour. Why else would I have been sent to you?

  7. byoung19963 says:

    Wow again … Let me ask you this .. My narc was a deacon in church (I know a supply source and I met jjim there before he was deacon but was addiction counselor yeah I’ve been brought through the ringer …. ) and amongst many head banging hypocrisy’s you can surely predict, and know one of them was always his professing love for Jesus. We are supposed to be Christ like as Christians so your statements make total sense. Earlier today I told him I realized why he was so into Jesus was because he needed constant forgiveness for his constant sin. He was abusing the love of Jesus , he did not deny that.

    I made statement I didn’t realize how powerful it was as I was coming to terms with my anger and said ” I’d love him with love if Jesus” I did mean it but by next day I knew I couldn’t because he expected me to be just like Jesus with his behavior lol it clicked.

    1. malignnarc says:

      I am glad that it resonated with you. There are those of my kind who use spirituality as a tool for their machinations. It is very powerful and churches are breeding grounds for locating empaths. Not only does it attract them but it also attracts those who try the hardest because their moral code is more rigid owing to their faith.

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