A Letter to the Empath – No. 6

EMPATH LETTER GB

 

 

Dear Self,

I haven’t had a chance to fully meet you yet but, surely I know you are in here somewhere.
You were lost for so long and as hard as it can be to believe it, you thought you were centered, perfectly engaged in your own life and although you had some questions about yourself they were never close to what they are now. Well, at least you continue to be strong as you always chose to be but, after this remarkable experience you’ve changed so much. You are right, it was what you could call the love of your life. The person that took the best out of you. But what is the best of you?
That question remains in the back of your head as it could never be answered. And in reality it can’t. Not right now – Not until you don’t face your reality. The truth of the matter is that your ego never let your soul knows that they could friendy co exist. You didn’t know but, you were deprived from happiness because your happiness was maskared by your unreal reality.

You were deprived of true love because your sense of love was considerably broken. You were deprived from health as health was before only seen as a condition of the body and you seemed perfectly fine. You were deprived from friends as their boundaries were always respected regardless of yours.

Now you know it is a long way and a journey you are enjoying but, until you get there be ready for a roller coaster of emotions. Memories, grief, anger, contempt, pride, rage, sadness, happiness, joy, surprise and many others that might have the name but, were never fully- trully experienced before. I know you are taking day by day, step by step and I comand you since I am very proud of you!

It hasn’t been easy we know but, nobody said it would however, nobody even said that what was called love and seen as evil at a certain point; was brought by the angels to finally and fully give you the life you always deserved. I am looking forward to meet you soon when we finally will be able to look at each other and say: “we are enough”.
Truly,
GB

29 thoughts on “A Letter to the Empath – No. 6

  1. Bubbles 🍾 says:

    Dear GB,
    Sorry to be the cause of distraction from your most deep meaningful beautiful letter
    You ARE enough sweetheart, it’s all about being kind, true and believing in oneself
    Sadly, during this virus crisis, people will be more emotionally, financially, mentally and physically affected n scarred
    Never give up
    Luv Bubbles xx 😘

  2. Anm says:

    Bubbles, what are the other empaths talking about? Where are you isolated right now? Sorry if this is something i should already know.

    1. NarcAngel says:

      Anm
      Bubbles is in Australia. I was referring to the fact that she has not been commenting recently and has been dealing with the wildfires there and now the effects of the pandemic.

      1. Bubbles 🍾 says:

        Dearest NarcAngel,
        Thank you my lovely
        We are all in this together
        Our combined support here is paramount
        ❀️
        Luv Bubbles xx 😘

      2. Anm says:

        NA,
        Thanks for filling me in. Yeah, the fires made me sad. I love Australia. Hope all is well, Bubbles!

        1. Bubbles 🍾 says:

          Dearest Ann,
          Thank you precious
          The covid has certainly shown us a new perspective regarding narcs
          If I see another celebrity do “there thing” , I’m gonna vomit (haha only kidding)
          Show me someone who lays low … you have my respect !
          Bum paper fights, hoarding, people flaunting social distancing and isolation rules … interesting human behaviour to say the least !
          I’m biased Amn, I kinda luv Australia too … hehe
          Even when the goings pretty tough, always think positive
          πŸ˜‰
          Luv Bubbles xx 😘

    2. Bubbles 🍾 says:

      Dearest Anm,
      Sorry, sweet one, I don’t understand your first question lovely, could you please expand ?
      We’re isolated in our homes right now, except for essential services!
      Some people I know are going about their normal routines like nothing exists …I’d predict NARCS Doesn’t matter that we live so far down under, covid doesn’t discriminate
      I hope that helped
      Luv Bubbles xx 😘

      1. Anm says:

        Bubble, yes. I understood you. πŸ’œ

  3. SoldierOfLuv says:

    I really miss bubbles

    1. Violetta says:

      Me too. On the bright side, the spread-out nature of Oz means the virus isn’t transmitted as readily.

      1. Bubbles 🍾 says:

        Dear Violetta,
        I’m so extremely touched, thank you lovely
        Yes, we are safe here, still isolating, thank goodness we live in a small city
        So sweet of you lovelies to still think of me
        Trust you are all safe n well, you too Mr Tudor (haha)
        Luv Bubbles xx 😘

        1. Violetta says:

          Thanks for letting us know.

          1. Bubbles 🍾 says:

            Dear Violetta,
            My absolute pleasure
            Luv Bubbles xx 😘

    2. Bubbles 🍾 says:

      Dearest SoldierOfLuv,
      Awe, how extremely kind of you, thank you beautiful one ☺️
      I’m still here reading, I wasn’t sure if I had anything more worthwhile to contribute
      Luv Bubbles xx 😘

      1. NarcAngel says:

        Bubbles

        I usually assume that people are just taking a break from commenting and still reading, but with all that’s gone on in your country and now the world – I am most happy to know that you and yours are alright. Thank you for popping in to confirm.

        1. Bubbles 🍾 says:

          Dearest NarcAngel,
          Thank you my lovely
          The fire here, then covid n lots of personal issues, it kinda took its toll
          I’ve been here, still reading n now doing the quizzes … little did I know how much I still suck at it even being here all these years and thinking I knew heaps
          As with wee empaths, we have our highs n lows and since just before Xmas it certainly has been extremely challenging
          I felt hugely overwhelmed with Mr Tudor changing his format
          I needed time to adjust
          Congrats Mr Tudor … progress, well done….you’ve excelled beyond the realms !
          I began self isolation when I discovered narcissism, then covid, now even more so ( my happy place)
          NarcAngel, I felt so warmed that another human (who doesn’t even know me, actually missed me)
          We are damaged goods, it takes time!
          I’m still and will always be in recovery
          I really didn’t feel I had anything more to offer
          Thanks you for caring beautiful
          I love everyone’s comments here and can relate
          Luv Bubbles xx 😘

          1. WhoCares says:

            Bubbles,

            Your tales and insights are always refreshing.
            My 2 cents.

            And I TOTALLY get self-isolation being your happy place.

            Your perspective on things always amazes me – especially after all that you’ve been dealing with. πŸ’›

          2. NarcAngel says:

            Bubbles
            Forgot to mention……my sister has postponed her wedding until next year due to covid. We’re all glad for some extra time. How’s your youngest? (if you’d rather not discuss that I understand). Hello to Mr Bubbles as well.

          3. FoolMe1Time says:

            Bubbles,
            Because I usually read backwards on the blog I didn’t realize you were back. I wrote a comment on a later post. Bubbles there are times when I have hit a really low point on some days, however coming on here and seeing comments from you has always lightened my heart and caused me to smile. I am so happy that you are back Dear Bubbles. πŸ˜˜πŸ’ž

          4. Bubbles 🍾 says:

            Dear NarcAngel,
            What a blessing is disguise, hopefully she’ll come to her senses
            Our youngest tried to blackmail n threaten us with …. “if you dont forgive n forget and don’t let them back into the family, then I’ll have to leave for good and live my own life” ….. ours even threw in getting engaged and married
            I said none of us will attend either, which literally shocked our youngest to an emotional outburst (the getting married idea is the narcs, see how narcs luv to take you away from family n friends)
            We said “ok, off you go, however, we will always be here for you”
            Hasn’t gone yet !
            Luv Bubbles xx 😘

          5. Bubbles 🍾 says:

            Dearest FoolMe,
            I just replied on your other post
            Thank you dear one
            I’ve always read backwards myself, that’s why I’m am ! Haha
            One thing about low points FoolMe, is there’s always high points to look forward to !
            To make another smile is reward in itself…. all you lovelies have paid such beautiful compliments, I’m literally beside myself !
            Humble thanks and huge hugs
            Luv Bubbles xx 😘

      2. WhoCares says:

        Bubbles!

        πŸ˜ŠπŸ’œπŸ΅οΈπŸ˜

        1. Bubbles 🍾 says:

          Dearest WhoCares,
          Sending hugs n mwahs
          Luv Bubbles Xx 😘

          1. WhoCares says:

            Bubbles: big hugs back! Take good care. πŸ’Ÿ

        2. Bubbles 🍾 says:

          Dearest WhoCares,
          Thanks gorgeous one
          I really don’t understand people who are bored being at home with this covid isolation,
          (I absolutely luv it) … cos I dont have to deal with nitwits n morons on a day to day basis anymore
          I seriously don’t have enough hours in the day !

          All of a sudden, people have discovered cleaning their own carpets is a thing, cooking from actual ingredients is a new trend … housework is a swear word, washing every day is real….. heaven forbid !
          Looking after and entertaining their own brood is now a reality…. seriously !
          I’m appalled at all the ridiculousness people are engaging in trying to make fools of themselves on social media
          I’m literally embarrassed by my own species

          That is why my lovely … I’m in my happy place !
          Happy is the only way to fly !
          I’m always loving our chats WhoCares, thank you
          Luv Bubbles xx 😘

      3. SoldierOfLuv says:

        Oh wow ! This just made my heart smile πŸ’› Bubbles I’am happy you did see my message to you .

        I really feel sorry for you going trough all those challenges. But I can sense the love and strength still in you !
        I fully agree with the isolation part you wrote in the comment you wrote to NarcAngel .

        To me you’ll always have more than enough to offer . ☺️ You are an amazing person !

        Long distant but we are on this journey of recovery together . It’s always good to take sometime for yourself so I completely understand dear Bubbels its all love and
        Thank you much for commenting .

        πŸ€—

        1. Bubbles 🍾 says:

          Dearest SoldierOfLuv,
          You could’ve knocked me over with a feather when I saw your comment
          You’ve truly warmed my soul….. from my swollen head to my big hooves 🀣

          I think the biggest challenge for most was not having bum paper for 6 weeks haha (fortunately I did a shop before it turned bedlam)
          It’s only since Friday, we now have it back in stock and the peasants have stopped revolting so much
          I’m a Leo sweetheart, king of beasts, I will win against narcs (challenge is my middle name) haha
          Thank you SOL, your kind words made me feel very loved needed n wanted
          Luv Bubbles xx 😘

          1. SoldierOfLuv says:

            Awhhhh ! Good to know that it made you feel good . πŸ˜πŸ˜‚ you so funny !

            6 weeks is a very long time without that good lord !

            You go gal ! Whenever a challenge comes your way just say challenge accepted and knock it down 😀😁

            You always did the same to me bubbles πŸ€—πŸ’›

        2. Bubbles 🍾 says:

          Dearest Soldier,
          I’m so embarrassed with all your kind compliments
          Maybe I should do this more often ….haha
          If I was able to help you just a tince, that makes me extemely happy

          The way I see it … we have all been exiled for the good of the realm (except narcs)
          It’s now our turn to have the upper hand
          As William Wallace said ….. FREEEEDOOOOM!!!!!
          Luv Bubbles xx 😘

Vent Your Spleen! (Please see the Rules in Formal Info)

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.