Your World In My Eyes



I want you to look into my eyes and there you will find yourself. You will see everything that you have ever desired in my eyes. Every hope you have will shine from my eyes, everything you have every wanted will be visible to you.

However, you will not look on the ordinary version of those things that you covet. You will see the enhanced variety, the shining and gleaming types of those things which you hold dear. I want you to stare deep into my eyes and focus on what you find there. Allow yourself to become absorbed by those deep pools of desire as you begin to lose yourself.

It is only natural to want to fall into what you see, to let go of those constraints and inhibitions so that you become consumed totally by what you are looking upon. No harm can come of it for you are only staring at the very things which matter to you. Honesty, humility, humour and desire. Integrity, values and passion.

Everything which you regard as a virtue can be seen in the world that I have created in my eyes. What you tell me, both directly and indirectly, will invariably come into your view within a matter of moments. It is like a far flung barren planet which has been discovered by intergalactic explorers who commence terraforming of the planet in order to make it habitable.

Everything you want becomes a reality as they are formed in this world right before you. The interests you have appear; the places you enjoy visiting come into view and the events that you like to attend flare up.

You are hypnotised as this wonderful world forms in my eyes, all generated by you although you are so taken by the process and what you see that you do not realise that all I am doing is taking the materials that you are furnishing me with and replicating all those things that you want to see.

I am skilled in ensuring you tell me everything about yourself to add to all the preparatory work that I undertook before I made my move. Like ingredients in a particularly delicious cocktail I combine all of these things which matter to you and weave my magic to create a drink which you will never want to stop drinking. It is intoxicating and invigorating, an addictive concoction that once you have taken your first sip you will continue to draw deep on.

You have no chance to escape because from the moment I cause you to look deep into my eyes I show you all the things that you want. I show you the world where you are queen, where nothing will ever hurt you, where your true worth has been recognised by me.

This world is perfect. Everything is in its place and accords with your values. You never stop to question how is it that I have been able to create this world so accurately and so brilliantly. You do not query how this creation is so magnificent because it is everything that you have always wanted.

From the fairy tale existence you promised yourself as a young girl through to the correct treatment that you deserve as the decent person that you are, everything appears on this world which I have tailor made for you. It is captivating, mesmerising and alluring.

You want this world more than anything you have ever known. You want to be absorbed by it and to fall deep into its fabric, cossetted by the security that it provides. Nothing goes wrong on this world, it is a clear utopia and best of all it is right there before you.

All you need to do is maintain my gaze, letting yourself fall deep, deep into this marvellous world and everything will be alright. Everything will remain wonderful.

What you never realise is that this world will be consumed in an instance. In just one blink, this utopia will be obliterated and it will be as if it never existed. The dark inky pools that are the reality of these eyes will devour this created world, erasing it just as readily as a black hole consuming a planet.

Once again the darkness will take hold and annihilate the fabrication which you held so dear. Even when this happens you will go on searching though. You will stare deep into my eyes, trying to find this world again amidst the ink-black darkness. There is no light that can shine any longer which may just happen to illuminate where this world has gone to.

The darkness is absolute because it is the darkness that is the reality. Not that it will stop you trying.

You will keep looking and searching, trying to find the perfect world once again, hoping for it to emerge into the light once again.

You will keep trying and that is why we show you the world in our eyes.

6 thoughts on “Your World In My Eyes

  1. Asp Emp says:

    Again, I will take this article out of context.

    I once gave a lesson in a subject that I understand because I live it. It was observed by my teaching course tutor.

    I introduced the subject, explaining what is Deafness and how it can occur within individuals. I explained the variations of Deafness, the genetic sources and the environmental causes. I researched and gave the statistics.

    I taught the group about lip-reading and I gave them the opportunity to do a role-play, at not using their voices and having to lip-read what the other person was saying. I used words that looked similar but sound different, such as Bell, Mail, Male, Ball, all were one syllable. They were not allowed to write it down, not allowed to use their hands to gesture, they were not allowed to whisper. Why? Because a Deaf person does not always have those ‘options’ available.

    I asked the group to relay their emotions and thoughts as a result of attempting and failing to get the one syllable words wrong.

    People will assume and suggest that maybe when people say the words ‘ball’ and ‘bell’ would look different when someone is saying it. Not necessarily. Because people’s lip movements vary, their accents can vary, the pronunciations can vary, the shape of people’s lips can vary, whether they have a beard also can make a difference.

    There are lots of ‘variations’ that people do not realise, if they do not have the same health ‘condition’ (whether it’s neurological, emotional, or even physically).

    The group were given an opportunity to see my world through their eyes. The ‘dynamics’ of the working relationships between me and those that participated in this lesson changed after their learning.

    It is not as easy to see the world of a narcissist through their eyes. Why? Because we (empaths and normals) have empathy that the majority of narcissists do not have. Us, (as victims of narcissism) being here, on this blog are here to learn about narcissism, how it affects us, to understand ourselves within the addiction to narcissism, living in a world where narcissists co-exist is controversial. Because we have to learn how narcissism ‘speaks’, understand it’s language, understand how it thinks and also how it impacts those that have narcissism. Why do I say controversial? Because in order to understand ourselves better, we have to learn about narcissism. We are having to learn, in order to live in a world where narcissism exists. It is also controversial because narcissism impacts politics, the environment, the people, even wildlife. Even science and the medical world, as a whole, have not quite got a ‘grasp’ on it.

    The most controversial thing about narcissism? In our perception, in our ‘reality’ narcissists would never ‘see the world through your eyes’.

  2. SParham says:

    I believe my lesser when he says no one shares my interests. My book choice to quiz would be an enthusiastic “have you read/listened to ‘The Red Prince’ yet? Not one would say yes. Now, if they say yes to “Fuel” I might quiz some more. “Wanna be nice to people and try to find the good in everything? Wanna arrange flowers? See if there is anything new on ancestry? Go to the estate? Explore something? Create any type of art-medium project? Pick a random point in world history and study it for hours? Especially European and Roman history? Visit the plant nursery? Listen to the new HG Tudor so we can hide out from narcissists?” Pfft. That’s absolutely non interesting. I wouldn’t know what to do if the real me was of interest to someone. I kinda picture a poor fella trying to get my dogs to stop barking at him and then asleep from boredom. Even after a year my dog acts like if it were a giant Poodle it would swallow my lesser IP whole. He might already be instinctive of narcissist detection! ET has me visualizing poking past and current narcissists in the eyes now. 😎

    1. Asp Emp says:

      SParham, ah, thank you. Your comment made me laugh. Yeah, we need to teach dogs to smell narcissists – from a mile away!!! Laughing. Or teach the dog how to do semaphore with red flags!

      I reckon that would be a best-seller Assistance Package, HG, teaching dogs to scent out narcissists…….then it can be backed-up further with your NDCs.

      1. SParham says:

        They have dogs to sniff everything else. I’ll give it a shot! 🤣🤣

        1. Asp Emp says:

          SParham, so very true……”they have dogs to sniff everything else”…..laughing…..(I goes to seek online ‘hoop skirts’)……LOL.

  3. A Victor says:

    Oh yes, it was all there. All except the smile in the eyes, that smile was only on the lips, but my utopia was there, in the eyes, so it was easy to overlook that little “missing smile” tidbit. What I saw was so promising, so hope-giving. When it all changed, there was no looking into each others eyes anymore, not even that, it was just gone, if we did make eye contact then, his eyes were almost frightening.

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