For you, S******  It has been two years since we were together as a couple, and I still think about you, purely because I loved you. I have come to realize through reading a most wonderful author, HG Tudor( I suggest you look him up to understand why) that you never loved me […]

  Dear Narc,  I don’t know what to say to you anymore. I can’t muster up the anger I once had and I definitely can’t muster up any love.   You are becoming more and more of a memory that will hopefully be completely gone. There was a time when I would have given you […]

    I don’t want to believe you are a narcissist. Your behaviour had me looking up manipulation and empathy and brought me to descriptions of narcissism that sound so much like the things you say and the way you compose yourself. Still I don’t want to believe it. I like to think you have […]

      Dear Mr H You seduced, you stole, you exalted, you annihilated, You elevated, you decimated, you connected, you sucked me dry, You opened me up, you closed me down, You delivered me to ecstasy, you devalued and discarded me, You were sensual, you were sardonic, You made my heart smile, you tore […]

  I forgive you. As one should not blame the blind for failing to see, or the deaf for not hearing the melodies we sing to you, I cannot blame you for what you are. I understand it comes from a place of shame, of pain, and from a childhood deprived of love. As the […]