Good Intentions


I want to give you my perfect love.

I want to look over you, protect you and care for you. I want to spread my wings and shield you from any harm that might come your way. I want to see you smile. I want to hear your uplifting laugh. I want to see you shine.

I want you to feel adored and special, I want you to feel my love for you that is beyond anything you have ever known before.

I want to feel your gentle touch upon me, I want to engulf you in my all consuming and never bettered passion, I want you to moan in delight at my touch and caress.

I want to be with you every moment of every day. I want to hear your voice calling my name. I want to see your texts filling my inbox. I want to see your name listed several times amongst the missed calls.

I want to be your sun so I light up your life and you orbit around me. I want to be your sole giver of warmth and life, the very thing, the only thing that you come to rely upon.

I want to dress you in finery, the best that I can afford. I want to see you wear what I suggest you wear and that you put that dress on just for me.

I want you to breathe my air, letting it fill your lungs and tasting so sweet that you will never want to breather the air of another.

I want you to see the world through my eyes, I want you to think the same way as me, I want you to anticipate my thoughts ,words and deeds as if you are living through me.

I want you to be a part of me. I want you to not know where you begin and where I end. I want you to taste what I taste, hear what I hear and speak with the same tongue as me.

I want you to become within me, assimilated into my being, an extension of me. I want you to discard everything you have known before and embrace me in totality. I want you to cast away your identity, your support groups, your social networks and instead be utterly dependent on me for your every need.

I want you to forget who you were.

I want.

23 thoughts on “Good Intentions

  1. D says:

    songs text from my ex: “Protection” ~ Massive Attack

  2. TheFlowerandRock says:

    You as well Nikita, I am witness to the same in you

    1. nikitalondon says:

      Thanks 🌷🌷

      1. TheFlowerandRock says:

        Of course and thank you for the flowers

  3. TheFlowerandRock says:

    It has been and continues to be a beautiful experience in witnessing your blooming.

  4. bethany7337 says:

    One of my favorite Maya Angelou quotes is “People show you who they are. Believe them.”

    As I heal, I appreciate my new found ability to walk away from that which does not serve the truth of who I am. Dishonesty, arrogance, hints of racism, misygynistic comments, contempt toward others…these are all visible to my unfiltered eyes. It is quite simple to discern who I choose into my sacred space.

  5. Yo says:

    A guy i liked was going out and sleeping with my closest friend. 1) he messaged me and left sweetest voice messages in the same days when he fucked her 2) she knew all the story in details and what i feel regarding him

    =》 the guy is incredibly charmful and every body likes him (i even asked here on foro if he seems to have skmenarcisdostic traits as all the time he spoke how he likes my energy bla nla)
    The girl deginitly has narcissistic traits so i tried to reduce my communication with her
    While she was telling about it to me by phone i felt how much pleasure is written on her face..

    It hurts, u know. It hurts.
    What hurts here is that he showed so much attention to me that he was really “into me” while at the same time he fucked my closest friend

    Hurts the fact that it s difficult to trust to guys.
    And trust is the base for love..

  6. Dara says:

    All this because it bolsters your own sense of self? Just a guess… Great post.

  7. nikitalondon says:

    This sounds very nice as you start reading it and together with the picture then it would be like I am going to be protected from anything that can harm me. Like that storm could seriously harm the bright red little flower. And all through the text it sounds nice but then at the end you stop to wonder.. And the others wants and needs?? They dont exist ? 😢
    Because its only I want I want I want…
    Its missing the other part 😃😃.
    A great text HG ❤️.

  8. Angered says:

    Omg, I heard this so many times. “I want you to see the world through my eyes”

  9. Joni says:

    HH (Freudian slip) HG… I just recently discovered you. You have by far expressed the true essence of a Narcissist. I thank you for your confirmation of my experience. I am not crazy. I am not alone … so many if us. I actually wonder at moments if you are my personal Narcissist. Your writing is superb. I am a fan … though you are the perfect example of a few I have had the displeasure to hold in my heart. JB

    1. HG Tudor says:

      Thank you Joni and I am pleased to have you join me.

    2. nikitalondon says:

      Welcome 🎈🎈

  10. Leilani says:

    Sounds tempting…HG. Chills to the bone and then some. I would go for it for sure but I can NOT forget me. I come first but I will take what you will give to me.

  11. mlaclarece says:

    All these are your wants directed to the other person. So I shall take a gander at what you really want. You want someone to reach into the darkness and see if they can tame the creature. You want to see your salvation in someone’s eyes but by doing so you want to absorb their soul all the while making it feel heaven sent by letting them feel your power take over them heart, mind and body. They share their love. You share your power. And you want to never be abandoned for that which you view a sacred gift of yourself.
    How’s I do?

    1. mlaclarece says:

      *How’d I do?

    2. TheFlowerandRock says:

      I wonder if one might use this post to be self reflective and introspective, for the purpose of asking challenging questions towards identifying their own wants/needs.

      1. nikitalondon says:

        Very good idea!!

      2. nikitalondon says:

        Hi F&R
        Good to have you here.. Werr you talking about if HG would identify his own needs then there will not be the need to not have the needs of the other one not taken into account?

        Wish you are well

        1. TheFlowerandRock says:

          Hello Nikita. I am well yes, thank you. I hope all is well with you. This particular author is both generous and forthright in the sharing of his reflective states.I support and respect him 100 %. The question(s) I pose are catalyzing in their nature towards support for the participants here.

          1. nikitalondon says:

            I am great ❤️ Thanks
            Hope you too. You sure catalyzed mine 🌷
            Thanks for creating awareness

          2. TheFlowerandRock says:

            It is an honor to be here, truly

  12. Flighty says:

    That’s not normal??? Haha how do you explain that to the narc?

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