In Competition


Should you ever ask certain people what the secret of their success is ,those asked may often reply,

“We are a partnership.”

This applies to a happily married couple, to a duo who run a burgeoning advertising agency, to the group of people who deliver excellent professional services and to the champion sportsmen and women. Think Lennon and McCartney, Laurel and Hardy, Abercrombie and Fitch, Fred Astaire and Ginger Rogers , Bill and Ted, Batman and Robin and Marks and Spencer. Even those who might be regarded as having achieved their success as an individual will be keen to share the glory and attribute that their success has been as a consequence of a collaboration. The pro golfer who acknowledges his Masters win was down to a joint effort between him and his caddy. The formula one driver who thanks his pit team for their expertise and lightning fast tyre changes and refuels. The Olympic diving champion who thanks his father for all the support over the years in taking him to competitions and training.

The world is geared to encouraging collaboration and driving people to come together for the greater good. It wants people to co-operate, to work together, to support one another and share. It recognises that many things become better when they are combined, joined and complemented. Consider, for example phrases such as

“Two heads are better than one.”

“The more the merrier.”

“A problem shared is a problem halved.”

“Greater than the sum of its parts.”

Look around and everywhere you will see that the world believes that combining is desirable. Gin and tonic, burger and fries, ying and yang, fife and drum, the two Steves in a garage (Jobs and Wozniak), the Owl and the Pussycat and even M & Ms. The message is simple;  together we are better.

 We hate it.

We do not want to share or pool our resources. What belongs to us always remains with us. We take from others. There is no sense in working together. Not only do we jealously guard what we regard as ours, we fail to see the benefit of partnership. It is an alien concept. If we are to work and live in tandem with others this means that we have to share. We have to share the attention, the credit, the congratulations, the workload and the burden. We find this offends us mightily. There is no sense in sharing the credit with you, that means there is less for us. Less credit equates to less fuel and those are words which strike a sense of dread into our being. Nor will we share the workload by helping, we will not even share by dividing our burden with you, so we each play a part in making the task or problem easier. No, we will dump the lot on you and divest ourselves of any burden whatsoever. Should you solve the problem having been left marooned with it by us and there is the scent of praise in the air, watch how quickly we return to claim it. Yes, the situation was resolved by our quick thinking in delegating to a particular colleague. It was our decisive behaviour and keen leadership qualities which saved the day as we elbow you aside and bask in the congratulatory comments from a higher-up.

Not only will we not work together or share, even in circumstances where normal people would expect that to happen, we regard you as our competition. A couple in a relationship are ordinarily expected to bring different things to the party, support one another, look out for the other, give and take and a fruitful partnership evolves to apparent mutual benefit. That is not the case with us, We regard you as only there to be our appliance and supply us with fuel. We are not designed to do things for you (unless we can see a greater benefit arising for us). You are the enemy. You are trying to hog the limelight that we need. You question us and seek to unseat us from our position of power. Oh yes, we know your game. When you dress up elegantly all you are trying to do is make us look less desirable and shift the focus of everyone’s attention at the party on to you and accordingly you deny us the attention we desperately want. By keeping fit and in shape you are wanting people to be drawn to you, rather than us. Furthermore, you are trying to heighten your desirability so that you can acquire a new partner and leave us. We already have you worked out. You sit and read a lot. We have sussed you out again, You are doing it in the hope that you can gain more knowledge and appear superior to us. You want to belittle us. You want to be able to defeat us in an argument and make us feel small. The cooking class you have signed up for is a ruse by you to demonstrate you are the better cook at home (even though we never do any cooking) but you want to show you are superior to us. Why are you doing this? We are meant to work together aren’t we? You keep doing all these things to try and outshine us, make us look bad and exceed our abilities and we hate this.

Of course we are perfectly entitled to do anything we like to show we are better than you because we are well, better than you. It is also legitimate on our part to keep you browbeaten and under our control. We must not have you competing with us in any way as otherwise you will take away the attention and admiration of others and in turn you will remove the fuel that we need. Like any successful and domineering business (and that is what we are, a business, one that is established for the detection and extraction of fuel) the competition must be diminished and extinguished. That means you.

21 thoughts on “In Competition

  1. NarcAngel says:

    And yet you did share. You posted this on the very same day that you shared by thanking us for our part in the success of the 3 million milestone.

    Well in Whoville they say that the Grinches small heart grew 3 sizes that day.
    I’ll value it, and recognize it as an isolated incident. We wouldnt want anyone thinking otherwise. (Smiles).

  2. An Empath says:

    Mr. Tudor, my narc used to love rabbits alot. Is it possible for a narcissist to love pets?

    1. HG Tudor says:

      It would be possible to use them for the purposes of gaining fuel.

  3. Thomasina 1 says:

    Wow, Once I realized that this was the case, what a sexual turn-off this dynamic was/is. Even worse of a romantic buzz-kill than Triangulation. How utterly small minded and insecure the Narcissist is. They ( the Narcissist) had better keep the drive towards competition and triangulation well hidden, or they will just seem to be as a deflated and dirty old sock, to me. Uninteresting, and not a turn-on. Thank you for your informative posts. They really help.

  4. indiglowsky says:

    This is something I do too. I’m very competitive and it is a narcissist quality I have. It has resulted in some battles. I relate here.

  5. sarabella says:

    He has several pics of him doing this. Literally. In each he, he is with a group of people and there he is, chest pushed out, hand raised in the air just like that. Wierd.

  6. BraveHeart says:

    Happy 3M, HG! It’s unbelievable how quickly your hits have risen, but I know for you, it’s to be expected :). Congratulations anyway, there’s definitely no one who can compete with the brilliant work you have created.

    1. HG Tudor says:

      Thank you Braveheart, I appreciate your continued reading and contributions.

      1. BraveHeart says:

        I’ll be here as long as you are, but not quite as often 😉

  7. Ms brown says:

    Mr Tudor….. I must say, this is something I could have wrote, but didn’t have the words to explain! Thank you…

    1. HG Tudor says:


  8. Iridessa says:

    Don’t drag my precious Beatles into this…

    Reading this makes me sad for your kind HG, it really does. It must be exhausting to live and think like that all the time.
    My big bleeding Empath heart wished she had never encounterd one of your kind. I fear I am doomed to want to save you all.


    1. HG Tudor says:

      Hello Iridessa, yes that is the way of the empath.

  9. Ollie says:

    I remember this clearly, from playing sports to playing board games to being succesful in business to raising kids… there was always this sense of competituon and if I ‘won’ let’s say a simple tennis match, golf game or ping pong game, he would just not want to ever play anymore.. talk about a sore loser. Obviously when raising kids this raises big problems…

  10. Flickatina says:

    You mentioned Bill and Ted – I couldn’t love you more right now.

    1. HG Tudor says:

      I’m feeling your fuel!

      1. Flickatina says:

        Loving the new logo as well.

        1. HG Tudor says:

          I have been meaning to make a change to it for some time and also to make it easier to scroll across and a reader kindly wrote to me about this which jogged my memory to action it.

  11. HG,
    Not sure if this belongs here. Why do you imagine that the narcissist really does not want anyone around them to be happy? I was not allowed to dream or imagine scenarios that were not reality. It was stifled as if imagination and dreaming were for losers. It was only concrete logic that was rewarded. An A on a report card or a certificate of completion. Never being encouraged to come up with your own ideas but to meet a standard of ideas. Do you think creativity is stamped out of the child as the narcissist wishes them to conform to their thought processes, dreams, etc? Did you find that you were not allowed to dream about what you wanted? I think I skipped a whole area of fantasy related formation because I was too busy remaining in the moment in case I was called upon to perform. The constant state of anxiety limiting my ability to imagine possibilities for a happy life. Your thoughts my friend please.

    1. indiglowsky says:

      Hi ABB,
      If I may, ABB, I would like to share my two cents on this. As you know, narcissists are very jealous by nature. Thus your happiness in your imagination threatens them. Like you said, they want you at their beck and call at all times and if there’s anything that you’re happy about they want to be the cause of that happiness, not your imagination.

      I think you’re right that you had to live in survival mode which kept you hyper vigilant then, overly aware of each hint of those cross hairs coming your way to “perform”. I must say though that in your writing you exhibit a lot of beautiful imagination and humor, so it wasn’t lost, it was delayed in being expressed until now 🙂 hope you are doing well.

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