The Infatuation



I have never known anybody like you. You are amazing. You are so loving, so kind and so gentle. Everything you do makes me happy. I didn’t think that was possible, not after the last person I was involved with. I don’t want to go on about that person for too long, why spoil this wonderful moment eh? Suffice to say they were not what I thought they were, a con-artist and a charlatan who made me think that they were something else and they took advantage of my good nature. I know you will not do that. I know you are too good a person. It is written all over you. I cannot believe how lucky I am to have found you. I wasn’t really looking but I am sure glad that I have found you. You are amazing. Have I told you that already? I can see you nodding. Sorry, I am just so excited to have finally found you and I am just so excited about all the adventures and fun we are going to have together. You really are everything that I have ever wanted in a person. There are not enough wonderful adjectives available to describe, there really aren’t.

My friends think I am nuts, but in a good way, because all I do is go on about you. I tell them the places we go to, the marvellous days we spend together and just hat a special, precious and loving person that you are. It restores your faith in human nature after all of the terrible things that have happened, sorry I am mentioning them again, I must stop doing that. I am all over the place, in the good way, this is what you do to me. Anyway, I tell my friends all about you, all of the time and I know that they are delighted to see me so deliriously happy because they have not seen me like this for some time. I have such plans for you and I. Wonderful, momentous and special plans. I want to tell you all about them now because they are that good, but I am not going to. I don’t want to spoil the surprises. This feels like my birthday, Christmas, a promotion and a wedding day all rolled into one. I know you might think I am going over the top but this is how happy you make me feel. I feel like I am on fire, fizzing with anticipation and joy. It is truly sensational and it is all down to you. You have brought this out in me. If it wasn’t for you I don’t know what I would have done. You rescued me and made me smile. You are my world. I mean that. I want to be with you all of the time and forever because you are so giving, so warm, so loving, so considerate, so funny, so attractive and well, just the very, very best. I have told my family about you, naturally and they cannot wait to meet you. I think they are nearly as excited as me. I think of you as soon as I wake up and you are in my thoughts all through the day and as I lie down at night I think of you again and wonder what you are doing and wish I was with you right at that moment.

You move me to the extent that I want to do great things for you and I and everyone else. You inspire me, you drive me and you motivate me. I feel completed now I have you, like nothing can ever hurt me and I know I will never let anything hurt you. That can never happen. I need you and I hope that you need me, we are a partnership and cannot be torn asunder, no matter what the world throws at us.

You will probably have seen my Facebook page littered with all those comments about you. I just feel them welling up inside of me and I have to let them out, give birth to them if you will and let them be shared with the world. It is the right thing to do, to allow such joy and happiness to be shared all around. Why shouldn’t other people be happy as well because we are? I want you. I want you more than anything I have ever wanted before I will do anything with you. I want us to be together, I want us to be one. I want us to grow old together and still be in love in sixty years as we are now. I know what we have is so special that we can achieve that.

I know I am babbling on but it is all good isn’t it? It is right to be this enthusiastic and excited and I know this is always going to be the case. That gives me so much comfort but again it is all because I know that we can rely on one another, trust one another and support one another. We are made for one another. Your hands fit mine perfectly, we coil together at night, fitting perfectly around one another. You finished my sentences and I know what you are going to say right before you say it. It is as if we have been forged from the same thing all those years ago, then separated and finally we have been put back together again in order to be happy and why not, we deserve to be happy. You make me happy and I will do the same for you. I want to tell the world how wonderful you make me feel. I want to take out advertisements in newspapers, on YouTube and on television. I want to shout if from the highest mountain and from the rooftops that I love you.

Am I infatuated? Of course you are. Who wouldn’t be so infatuated when being with someone as gloriously brilliant as me. Now, say that all again to me.

13 thoughts on “The Infatuation

  1. NarcAngel says:

    Doesnt matter if youre the one hearing it or saying it. Youre fucked up either way.

  2. Laila says:

    New around here. Currently trying to break up with a sociopath/narc (diagnosed by me, but I’d say he ticks all the boxes). I must admit, it’s terrible and I’m in absolute agony. I feel like I’m giving up a drug. I saved this text from him in our first 3 months together – it’s just one of many – but I must’ve thought it was pretty great because I saved it. Please tell me, should it have rung any alarms bells if I’d known better/more at the time? And does this sound like infatuation?
    “Well honey looks like another sleepless night…I’m so over this… I’d just like to let you know that I really enjoyed going riding with you and spending time with you whenever I’m around you I feel excited and alive…I love how you like to talk and you say what’s on your mind and how you are such a loving caring wonderful person…l love the way you smile and how you look at me the way your eyes sparkle your beautiful sexy face…soft tender lips and how you kiss me with such passion and as for your body OMG that is so hot and delicious I could eat you all up. You truely are an amazing wonderful sexy hot gorgeous lady and awesome person and mother…I honestly love you with all my heart body mind and soul. (emoji emoji emoji, love emoji etc etc etc)”

    I really think I have alot to learn 🙁

  3. Insatiable Learner says:

    Thank you, HG! So when the fuel loses its luster, do they start thinking they are falling out of love with the person?

    1. HG Tudor says:

      Effectively, yes.

  4. Mel says:

    Thank you for sharing this HG. Does the mid-range and lesser believe they are truly in love or do they know they are only infatuated?

    1. HG Tudor says:

      They believe they are in love.

      1. Insatiable Learner says:

        In love with the person or the fuel the person is giving, HG?

        1. HG Tudor says:

          They are in reality in love with the fuel but think they are in love with the person.

  5. Patricia says:

    Do they ever believe this when they start with someone?

    1. HG Tudor says:


  6. Clair says:

    Wow!!! Mind blown! Sensational piece H G!!

  7. intelavatar says:

    Only emotionally unstable people will fall for that.

    1. apuckett2013 says:

      Not true.

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