Dear Lesser Narcissist,
Remember how wonderful it used to be? How much we were in love. How you treated me like a princess. The romance, flowers, jewelry, and making love. Oh wait you don’t remember. Oh that’s right, none of that ever happened. What really happened?
Let me refresh your memory.
Remember when I was only 13 and you got me pregnant you told me to have an abortion because I was only 5ft2 and 90 pounds and that having a baby would kill me? So I had the abortion. And then I lied to my parents about it.
I felt shame.
Remember when you grabbed me by my neck and choked me unconscious?
Remember when you pointed the gun to my face and then went outside and fired it off?
Remember when you kicked me in the side of the face?
Remember when you would punch holes in the wall?
I felt scared.
Remember when you had sex with me while I was passed out drunk?
I felt violated.
Remember when you were driving and you said “Do you want to die?” And I leaned over and slammed my foot on the gas pedal and jerked the wheel and I said “We are all going to die.” You said “You are fucking crazy.”
Remember when I slashed the tires on my own car?
Remember when I was driving down the street and you kept running your mouth? You kept calling me a sore loser over and over and you wouldn’t stop. So I slammed on the brakes and punched you in the face. You said “Ouch! Have you been working out?” I was laughing and crying.
Remember when I smashed my car into your car? Good Times!
I felt like a crazy person.
Remember when you ripped off those guys and they whipped your ass with a fan belt? I had never seen you cry before.
I felt sorry for you.
Remember when you shared me with your friend because you owed him money?
Remember how we always watched porn?
Remember how tiny your dick was? I do.
Remember when you would tell your friends they could have sex with me if they paid you $20 dollars then you would get mad at them for saying yes?
Remember how you always accused me of wanting to have sex with other guys, just because I was talking to them?
Remember when I cheated on you? I slept with your brother. Well I have a confession. I slept with both of your brothers.
I felt nothing.
Remember how you still live at home with your mommy?
Remember when I finally left you?
Remember when you try to scare my new boyfriend away and he kicked your ass? So I married him.
Remember when you told me not to push my religious beliefs onto to you? And I said don’t worry because when I die and go to heaven you are the last person I want to see there. I meant it.
Remember how you didn’t want to pay child support, so we had custody battles until our daughter turned 18?
Do you remember?
Well it doesn’t matter anyway. There is no reason to bring up the past.
If I send this it will just cause a hoover and give you fuel. You see I have read some of HG Tudor’s books and he taught me about narcissist. Oh never mind you wouldn’t understand. It is really unfortunate that you became what you are. I forgive you. Don’t think that I am being soft or that I give a crap about you.
I am crazy remember.
So where is the delete button?
Narcis…. I mean Empath