Every Day Spent With Me Means Another Part Of Your Heart Dies


The heart of an empath is treasured by our kind. Whilst our own hearts are black and iced, the heart of the empath radiates with fuel. It is capable of love, desire, admiration, compassion, concern, hurt and so many other emotions which radiate from it. The empathic heart is a veritable fuel pump and as such is coveted by us. It has so much more to it than that which we have in our hearts. We are envious of this but recognise how such a heart is there to serve us and cater for our needs.

You, as an empathic individual, also have one further major difference between your heart and ours.

Yours is free.

Your heart is free to choose who it engages with. Who it falls in love with, who it wishes to show joy to, who it wishes to share its innermost desires and secrets with. It is free to show its pain to those that it chooses.

We are jealous of that freedom. Our desire to receive the bountiful fuel which is pumped from you by this delicious heart brings with it our desire to capture it and prevent you exercising this freedom any further.

Our dark hearts are bound to the venom that flows through us, to the vitriol which we spray over those around us and the adherence to hatred, envy, fury and other such dark emotions. Our hearts know no such freedom like yours. The nature of our hearts is that they are pre-ordained in how they will function.

In capturing your heart for the purposes of fuel, we also desire to capture your heart to take away this freedom that you have and the absolute method of removing this freedom is to bring about the effective ‘death’ of your heart.

We are insidious agents, proponents of the salami-slicing approach which enables us to secure our aims through a thousand deft and delicate cuts so that you never notice what is actually happening. We are no different in this modus operandi when it comes to the ‘killing’ of your heart. The death of your heart is effected through the removal of its freedom.

Each and every day we advance our cause to gain fuel and to secure the bondage of your heart, little by little, as we strip it of its freedom. Through the dazzling love-bombing we invade it, taking it piece by piece so that it belongs to us. We permeate your life through our compliments, our apparent love, our fabricated passion for you, our illusory desire as you are gradually over run and conquered. With each passing day as we unleash our charm on you, our legions of text messages, our battalions of telephone conversations and the marching foot soldiers of love, we take a piece of your heart and capture it. Thus a part of it has effectively ‘died’ since it has lost that free will.

Of course, entirely consistent with the notion of romance that you have been indoctrinated with, the capture of your heart in such a way is regarded as a wonderful thing. You are  regarding this capture as one which is healthy, respectful and you do not recognise that it has been predicated on a false premise.

Once we have you embedded your heart is ours. It has been captured. You no longer are afforded the choice of where your emotions can be directed. They must be directed towards us and us alone for the purposes of our fuel provision. The onslaught continues as having captured your heart, we then set about our scorched earth approach through devaluation as our despicable manipulations and horrid machinations are deployed against you for the purposes of maintaining the occupation of your heart and the total hegemonic control of its emotional output.

We captured the good – the love, the admiration, the compassion, the happiness, the joy and so forth.

Now we capture the bad – the pain, the hurt, the fear, the terror, the hatred and all other negative emotions.

Little by little, day by day, we invade your heart and occupy it, making it ours, commandeering its emotional resources for our own use and in so doing we strip away its ability to function in a free manner.

The removal of this freedom is how your heart dies when you are with us.

This happens on a daily basis as we slowly cause your heart to ‘die’ through our polluted control of you.

11 thoughts on “Every Day Spent With Me Means Another Part Of Your Heart Dies

  1. Chihuahuamum says:

    Yuppers your heart gets thinly salami sliced. Eventually you wake up and realise the damage has been slow and gradual but has added up over time. You ask yourself who was i before i met them bc you dont remember and who am i without them. The good news is you reinvent who you are and have the capacity to rebuild yourself into a better version and a stronger more aware individual 🙂

  2. Anm says:

    I definitely think L Ron Hubbard was a Narcissist. I do not think he was the one responsible for the main cult mobbing that it has come to, today. Scientology is a fascinating cult to watch interviews/documetaries on. A majority of the members are highly intellectual, engaging, and articulate. But just like a narcissistic relationship, they say that the higher up you go in the cult, the more abuse/controlling they are of the members.

  3. Kellie Mccoey says:

    If you boil and frog slowly it doesn’t realize it’s dying.

    1. HG Tudor says:

      It’s a useful metaphor but scientifically incorrect.

      1. MB says:

        I’ll take your word for it HG re being scientifically incorrect. My heart can not take the Google results returned from “boiling a live frog”.

  4. mommypino says:

    It does seem like he is Kel. I don’t know much about Scientology, but from what I have seen in documentaries they have a strict expectation for compliance with members and anyone who is not compliant is ostracized. Even families have been broken from this.

  5. Mona says:

    As long as you believe that nonsense about your self, you never will be free. You, HG, tell a lot of intelligent things, but this one is holy nonsense. You are envious of freedom ? And you are persuaded that you can`t achieve this freedom of choice? Addicted to fuel, addicted to damage of souls. I am sorry, but to be bad was your own choice. Your choice and not the result of your restricted nature. You did cut the bond to your soft emotions, you let them die. Not your mother, not your father, you decided to be a slave of your negative emotions. It was your own choice. I like to argue with you. But it is pretty hard to argue with a slave, who thinks it is his fate to be a slave.

  6. kel says:

    Definitely don’t mean to offend anyone, but was L Ron Hubbard a narcissist and does it seem like Scientology follows narcissistic ways of grandeur and self centeredness with possibly low empathy?

    1. NarcAngel says:

      Well Tom Cruise is their poster boy and he sure is.

    2. Femme Fatale says:

      Most likely, along with his little dictator/ helper David Miscavige!

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