It has not been confirmed that you are a Lesser but it is safe to say that anything you are compared to you will always be lesser than it.
I saw all the red flags as the night went on but I wanted so badly to believe you were a good guy and I mistakenly put my trust in you. That’s why I considered seeing you again but then you showed no sign of remorse or accountability when I questioned you the following week.
I realized then that is who you are as a person not just when you’re drinking. Someone who forces himself on women and spits on them.
I was more than generous with you that night but that wasn’t enough for you. Sex is supposed to be enjoyable for both parties not just you. I made it clear when I was pulling your hands off of my eyes that I DID NOT LIKE THAT but you just held on tighter.
I said “NO” numerous times when you kept trying to put it in my ass but you wouldn’t listen. And then you spit on me three times!!! Why?? To disrespect me? Shame on you! No human being deserves that. WHO RAISED YOU?
I understand how serious this allegation is and I would never report it unless I was 100% certain that you had crossed the line.
You and I both know that there was zero consent the second time and you forced my legs apart and held me down. Most guys err on the side of caution these days but not you. You did whatever you wanted to me and had no respect for my body and no regard for my safety.
Does that make you feel like a powerful man? You are not. You are a lost boy.
A real man cherishes the woman.
A real man protects the woman.
A real man owns up to his mistakes.
A real man controls his impulses and confronts his demons.
You have not done any of those things.
I hope it’s not too late for you because you have a long life ahead of you and if you continue on this path of destruction it will not end well for you my friend.
STOP using women as receptacles to dump your toxic waste into, otherwise you’re going to find yourself in jail on the receiving end of your own disgusting act.