Disbelief (And How To Deal With It)


Narcissists have a different world view to you. Failing to understand this results in the behaviour which seems entirely appropriate from our perspective, being confusing, bewildering and utterly unbelievable from your perspective.

This results in the use of flawed logic, bad decisions and continued ensnarement with the narcissist.

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28 thoughts on “Disbelief (And How To Deal With It)

  1. Lorelei says:

    My biggest disbelief is the seemingly normal human I dated that seemed to be intelligent and have class has become such a disaster behaviorally. Even the few affairs I was aware of were with normal attractive women. I’m still in utter disbelief of the current life selections despite knowing that the narcissism does what the narcissism dictates as necessary. Like I would never have seen him talk to such people as he would have poked fun at them. I can’t grasp this reality entirely because of the absurdity that is the social decline. You’ll never be able to make me understand how someone can sink so low when they don’t even have to in regard to their choices.

    1. NarcAngel says:

      Do you think him doing so is serving a purpose in making you wonder and compare as you are? He doesn’t care as long as he’s being fuelled, but if it’s obvious to him that it bothers you then he still has some control over you. He’s fuelled and you’re disgusted/punished. Win/win for him.

      1. Lorelei says:

        I just replied to Caroline about what fuels my disgust and I wish I could wish it away. It’ll dissipate or take new shapes as time trudges forward certainly. It’s 100% about who my kids around. All I can do is counter the influences with interesting and dynamic people and places. It’s a work in progress for sure. He isn’t always winning:)

        1. NarcAngel says:

          I hope you know I meant winning in his mind. HG says most of the behaviours are instinctive and not planned, but I wondered if he flaunts his new posse and lifestyle knowing that it would disgust you and in hope of causing reaction from you that he can feed off of (for instance if you commented on his nipple piercing or your observations of his social decline). Of course if you are laughing inwardly, not responding to his antics, and ignoring him as much as possible going about your life, then his attempts are rendered ineffective. I do understand the concern people have regarding their children and who they will encounter with the new fuel sources.

          1. Lorelei says:

            Yes NA he thinks he’s on top of the world. You have to be correct re, an instinctive “winning” powerful feeling. I also think maybe he’s been poisoned with lead perhaps to dull down the IQ.

      2. Lorelei says:

        NA—I inwardly laughed reflecting again on your comment this morning. He’s been sending a barrage of emails and texts in an attempt to blow off steam. (Unlike ever before)
        This morning the theme is to attack my travel plans I made for for March. He’s adopting the mannerisms of the lessers! I confirmed late last week he was available in March for a week and a half of my travel. I booked the trip and the kids were aware of the destination. He emailed today attacking my plans as child abandonment basically. His anger was fierce as he misspelled several words and used disjointed grammar. It’s inappropriate to fly across the big wide sea apparently and much too fancy for the lessers of his current scenario to wrap their minds around. There is this delusion of me stealing his money and it’s not accurate because it’s always been me weathering his storm of gambling. It’s comical as f*%#. I’m thinking the comedic value is almost worth the associated rise in ET.

    2. Caroline-is-fine says:

      Because it’s sometimes hard to tell in writing, I want to say (up-front) that the meaning of my reply to you is not meant to scold – but to try to encourage you, perhaps onto a different path, in your thinking…

      I believe one of the worst things human beings can do is to compare themselves to others — for good or bad. Comparisons lead to an array of unhelpful, insidious feelings: Jealousy, pettiness, spite, confusion, insecurity, arrogance, etc.

      So besides the fact that *who* the narc is with now has no bearing on who YOU are (it does not, hon)…it’s probably not going to help you to continue to dwell on the differences. You’re not IN that scenario, which is good, so…

      Maybe try to look at + embrace who *you* are, and celebrate what you love about yourself~and improve what you’d like to change about yourself — and get excited about new directions you can take. After all, you’re walking around with YOU every single day…not your ex…not his new person. So you can separate that out, and be someone you feel so good about that nobody can steal your inner peace/joy…there are always new things to do & discover~and perhaps a shift in thinking may help you heal/move forward even more.❤

      I hope you take this in the spirit of care that was meant.💝 We are all on a journey with ourselves, so we’re all works in progress — that’s not *just* a cliché. I’m working on false GUILT…guilt…guilt, I tell you!😰

      1. Lorelei says:

        Thanks Caroline—no scolding perceived. It’s 100% about who my kids are around. Nothing to do with me vs. her—he never left me for her and it’s not her fault. I simply want normal humans influencing my children. My oldest expressed embarrassment over her/his behavior. They’ve witnessed inappropriate relations. They are around a lesser felon type of loser at times. It’s like an alien invasion took over his judgement. I know comparing myself to his group of fuel providers is pointless and would only be for amusement if I had no concerns. (No kids with him)
        Do I feel sorry for her? I’m aware of how she will feel down the road but my empathy is blunted by my disgust re, her lifestyle. She can essentially fuck off because I get to clean up the damage of her influence.

        1. Caroline-is-fine says:

          I totally understand…your kiddos are precious innocents in the narcissist’s manipulations, and I so feel for them – and you. 💓That’s a very tough situation, sweetie…as a Mom, your love for them is your best guide, in how to empower yourself & protect them as much as possible. You can be that stable force, and in doing right & not playing into his hands (as much as humanly possible), they will see the Truth. Kids are keen in their perceptions…they have the best sense of what is off, and they will also believe what they consistently see being played out in front of them. I’m sure you get overwhelmed by them being exposed to any of this junk…and I would absolutely feel the same; but also try to remember that life is filled with narcs & other shady characters and trials, and this can actually be a learning experience that can strengthen them for other hard or weird situations they’ll encounter in life. KWIM?

          Above all, know that a Mama’s love — most especially a Mama who is an Empath🙌 — can give them the foundational security to navigate some mighty treacherous waters…and still land their little feet upon solid ground.

          1. Lorelei says:

            That’s one way to look at it Caroline—about shady characters abound. I have one priming a wall right now for a wallpaper accent wall. He (?) walked in and I nearly dropped to the floor! It’s like silence of the lambs material and I mean that with no reservation.

          2. Caroline-is-fine says:

            Oh dear…if you find him rummaging through your pantry looking for fava beans, flee!!!😱 I’m a friendly girl, but I usually do feel a bit vulnerable when alone with contractors. Ironically, the last contractor who came out to my house was such a cutie cowboy type🤠…but he was so *overly* polite & SO shy with me that I was starting to wonder if he was okay or not…like he dropped a tool & apologized, saying he hoped it didn’t “startle” me…no, I’m fine – but, um…are you? (I’m usually pretty good at putting people at ease, but he was nervousy the whole time)…maybe these contract guys can’t win with us. We’ve seen too many scary movies!😰

          3. Lorelei says:

            Oh Caroline—he is bizarre. My friend and I were like “Did you see that?!” He’s returning today at noon. I ordered this great neutral geometric pattern to go around a fireplace wall to spruce up a room. It’s becoming quite expensive. The wall prep and hanging alone is pricier than I ever dreamed. My entire house is likely to be torn up until December. It’s a dusty construction zone. If I disappear from the blog this week I may be in a pit with a little white dog.

          4. Caroline-is-fine says:

            😧 Ok, now I’m going to need to check the sidebar this week to make sure you’re still around!!! Keep your cell with you.❤ Do you have any burly guy friends? Have them pop by once in awhile. 💪 Or pretend call a cop friend – and talk about how the day’s going at the precinct…what? I didn’t say I’ve done that before.😂 The guy may just be bizarre – look strange – but be totally harmless. Unfortunately, looks are deceiving…like the cute-looking cowboy could have been a psychopath (he really did make me feel funny)…and my former narcissist BF is very handsome and a “cool charmer” – so there ya go, we never really know at first, do we? But be careful anyway, hon, with any strange men in your home. On a side note, your fireplace work sounds lovely.😘

          5. Lorelei says:

            His background check was squeaky clean:)
            Not sure how. Way bizarre. Red nails and dressed like a guy with no teeth.

          6. Lorelei says:

            And while that wasn’t nice it’s just the truth.

          7. Caroline-is-fine says:

            Well, at least his background check was all right…so far.😱 I’m not digging the red…if he must, black or navy would be better.😂 Maybe he’s a “uniquely expressive” tortured artist/creative soul who is totally fine. History is replete with them…but still…
            #YourCellCanBeYourBestFriend📳<that's either a cellphone – or a microwave…FYI, the microwave can't help you.

          8. Lorelei says:

            Caroline—my new temporary avatar is for you. After all my anxiety it is done and I’ve received word that the cuts are very good. Interestingly, one of the children walked in from school laughing because there was a girl in the work van shaving her head in my cul de sac. Not sure where she came from. Perhaps the glove box? Anyway, my daughter was laughing and I told her to shut up. The wallpaper man offered to do more tasks and I politely told him I would be in touch. (Or not!)
            The wallpaper now has a story rich with history. 💕💕

          9. Caroline-is-fine says:

            Your pretty fireplace work is done, hooray!🎉…and more importantly, you’re still alive! You’re alive!🎉 So we can say it appears that he’s just a real eccentric sort…and his crew is too? (that’s pretty darn funny, about the van head shaving😎) I actually have a fondness for offbeat people, as they can be fascinating & bring out way different colors to life’s rainbow…I mean, if they are just different – not evil! I still say the red nail polish should go…😂

          10. Lorelei says:

            I like red toes Caroline! Just not on a man..

          11. Caroline-is-fine says:


  2. empath007 says:

    Accurate. Phenomenal advice.

    Reading your work made me
    Understand I can’t seek validation from others. That was a really big turning point for me in my healing.

    You have my many thanks. Genuinely.

    1. HG Tudor says:

      You’re welcome

  3. cogra002 says:

    Wow, this was amazing in how it organized the confusion. Yes, yes.and yes.

  4. Veronique Jones says:

    Yes all hard to accept but I am definitely getting there I had a ex narcissist actually have the nerve to ask me for a favour yesterday he was not expecting the no he got and the best part I didn’t feel any guilt in doing so ♥️♥️
    Thanks HG would not have been able to do it without you

    1. HG Tudor says:

      You are welcome

      1. Veronique Jones says:

        I never thought that a narcissist would be exactly what I needed but you are amazing 😉

        1. HG Tudor says:


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