Once upon a time I deemed you were responsible, insightful and capable to distiguish truths from lies, good from evil, angels from devils.
This time you did too wrong.
You allowed a devil disguised as an angel to reach up your soul and to suck up all your emotions.
You had so much to give, and now there’s nothing left for anyone. Not anymore. The light that shone in your eyes has gone forever. Now you are not able to feel any emotions, neither you do not trust anyone. Not anymore.
Your life once painted with several colours, now is only black and white, flowing on a pale grey background.
Your youth, your beauty, your femininity are fading, and your time to restore yourself and start again from the beginning is up.
Yet there is something that Devil failed to reach up to: your mind.
Your skills about writing and practicing foreign languages have remained untouched.
You can do so much with that. You’ll no longer have a heart nor a soul, these things have been replaced by a new sanctuary where no one will be allowed in. You don’t need to be loved by someone else, you don’t need a soul mate, you don’t need any false embrace.
“Yourself” is the only thing you need and the only thing that matters.
Take care of yourself, stay in your sanctuary and keep the door locked. Forever.
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