Why Does the Narcissist Blow Hot and Cold – Part One



“I don’t get it, one minute he is all smiles and cuddles and the next he acts like he doesn’t know me.”

“I don’t know what is going on. Earlier in the week he wanted to hang out with me and now when I call to make arrangements he doesn’t seemed bothered.”

“He was in a foul mood and then suddenly he was being really nice to me and I have no idea why.”

Familiar sentiments? Most likely they are when you are dealing with our kind. Why is it that one moment everything is wonderful and the next it all goes wrong? Why are there periods of elation and then periods of erosion? Why are we so inconsistent in the way that we behave with you? Let’s begin with the Intimate Partner Primary Source, the most common recipient of this behaviour.

The Intimate Partner Primary Source (“IPPS”)

Whether you are our wife, boyfriend, partner or lover, the IPPS will find themselves subject to this vacillating behaviour.

The Seduction Golden Period

Once you have been installed as the primary source, following your seduction as an intimate partner secondary source, you reap the rewards of being our primary source of fuel, the apple of our eye and the light of our life. There will be only the heat of manufactured passion, the warmth of apparent caring and the fire of fabricated desire during this period.

During this golden period our fury (which is expanded on below) is in effect capped and therefore does not manifest. This ‘capping’ occurs for two reasons. The first is that you are supplying us with positive fuel and therefore if you happened to criticise us, we are able to brush it off because (a) we are being well fuelled in a positive manner and (b) we regard you as ‘white’ ; you are wonderful and our mind set is such that the criticism does not have the same effect. Secondly, even if we began to react to your criticism, we exert control because we do not want to lose you at this juncture and we want the positive fuel to keep flowing (we do not want your negative fuel at this point). There is also the issue that you are highly unlikely to cause a criticism because of the way you are responding to us during this golden period.

Accordingly, it is extremely rare to see us blow hot and cold during seduction for these reasons. You might find a reaction from a Lesser Narcissist who is criticised early in the golden period, who cannot exert sufficient control and accordingly he erupts, but it is extremely rare.

The Devaluation Period

This is when the alternating between hot and cold commences and there are a variety of reasons why this happens.

The first occurs in The Instant and is as a consequence of the ignition of fury. If you say (or more likely) do something which is perceived by us as criticism, it wounds us. Bear in mind that it may not seem like a criticism from your perspective, indeed you are usually at a complete loss as to why we have reacted as we have done. The blowing hot and cold which occurs in The Instant is naturally your fault.

Whatever it is that you have said or done, it has been perceived as a criticism. This wounds us and our self-defence mechanism is for the churning fury that is ever present, to be ignited. This happens more often with Lesser and Mid-Range narcissists because those members of our brethren are unable to control their fury with the same skill and discipline as the Greaters.

This ignited fury may manifest as heated fury as we erupt and call you names, break things, slam doors, hit you and such like. Accordingly, all was going well and you cause a criticism and our volcanic rage erupts as the situation becomes super-heated. Alternatively, this ignited fury emerges as cold fury whereby you are subjected to a baleful glare, being cold shouldered and treated to silent treatments. Thus the situation becomes ice-cold.

In the blink of an eye, you have unbalanced the situation through your criticism. Our reaction is based on self-defence. Since you are in the devaluation period, the ‘cap’ on  our fury that existed during the seduction period has been removed. Accordingly, it is only a matter of time before you do or say something which ignites our fury and boom, we react. One minute we are enjoying a family film and the next we have thrown the popcorn across the room and are glaring at you from our armchair.

The reason the fury ignites is to cause an intense reaction so that you react to it and provide us with fuel (or others do who witness the explosion). Usually, the ignited fury is directed towards the person who has caused the criticism by way of punishment and the need to cause them to atone for their transgression. By insulting you, striking you, spitting at you, shoving you, glaring at you, sitting and sulking we are aiming to prompt an emotional response from you. This provides us with fuel. Once you provide us with fuel, the wound you have caused is healed and our ignited fury abates. Consequently, we then carry on as if nothing has happened. Accordingly, in the space of a few minutes we go from calm to furious and then calm again. We have blown hot and cold and of course it has to be your fault because we are never at fault in our minds.

That is how we blow hot and cold in an instant and whilst theoretically this could happen at any stage in the narcissistic cycle it happens most with the IPPS during the devaluation.

We also blow hot and cold with you over an elongated period because of the need for contrast.  Isaac Newton’s Third Law stated

” For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction.”

Whilst this was directed in the field of physics, this is of equal application to the narcissistic dynamic. We have to create contrast in order to derive the most potent fuel. If we dig a ditch which is ten feet deep and shove you into it, you will probably be hurt as you fall into the ditch. If we build a tower thirty feet high next to the pit and push you from the top of the tower, then you have a forty foot drop and will suffer greatly owing to this starker contrast.

When we are seducing you, we are devaluing someone else.

When we are devaluing you, we are seducing somebody else.

When we allow you a Respite Period during the devaluation it is because we have turned against somebody else and thus we see you as ‘white’ once again.

When we start devaluing you again it is because we are savouring the resumption of seduction of another or perhaps starting a seduction anew with a new appliance.

It is all about creating that contrast.

If there are times where we have walked in to the house and we begin berating you from the moment we arrive you are at a loss to even identify what you could have done to cause this. The belittling commenced the moment we stepped through the doorway. What has happened is that we have been with someone else (not necessarily in an intimate way, it might have been an Non-Intimate Secondary Source, a friend) and having gained their positive fuel, it remind us of why we are devaluing you. This causes us to continue to regard you as ‘black’ and therefore we are unpleasant to you as soon as we first appear and continue being so until your emotional response fuels us and we stop.

If we are driving and we cut up another driver who we then pulls up alongside us and we swear at him and threaten to get out the car and stamp on his trachea until it bubbles, we gain negative fuel from the other driver’s frightened or upset or angry response. We can then turn to you (even in devaluation) and smile and kiss you on the cheek, to enjoy your contrasting positive response to the negative one which we have just obtained.

Accordingly, when we are seducing somebody else, we seem them as ‘white’ and thus you are ‘black’ because we need the contrast between the two of you. The IPSS we are seducing is seen as wonderful (and all the more because we despise you) and you as the IPPS are seen as awful (and all the more because we adore the IPSS). The contrast makes the fuel from both sources all the more potent.

If we decide to give you a Respite Period it may be because a NISS has been disloyal and we have devalued them, so we see your dogged loyalty as a good thing for a short time. It might be because the IPSS we have been cultivating is not delivering as we expected and whilst our disappointment in them is not sufficient to cause us to devalue them it means we will park them for the time being  and you gain by getting a Respite Period.

All of the various appliances that we are connected to have an effect on one another and most of all on  the IPPS.

Thus during the devaluation period you will find us behaving “okay” with you when we are neither especially pleasant or horrible, but then suddenly we shift to being unpleasant and then a Respite Period comes out of nowhere. It will appear arbitrary and inconsistent to you but there is a logic behind it.

The Discard

What about the period post discard when you were once the IPPS and you have been demoted from  that heady position? We once adored you and now we do not even acknowledge you. This is because we are obsessed with the new primary source and have no interest in you anymore. This is why if you stay out of our spheres of influence and the Hoover Execution Criteria is not met, you hear nothing from us in the immediate aftermath of discard.

Then, some time later, we appear with smiles and compliments as we apply a Benign Follow-Up Hoover. Our approach to you has altered again and you have done nothing. In such an instance we are now devaluing your replacement and we want some delicious  hoover fuel from you. You triggered a hoover, the Hoover Execution Criteria was met and thus we come after you for that positive hoover fuel. Deny it us and we may suddenly shift in an instant to a malign hoover, again you are puzzled as to why our attitude towards you has altered so quickly, but from our perspective it makes sense. If you have rebuffed our hoover and we have decided against withdrawal, the easiest way to gain some fuel from you (to heal the wound caused by your rebuffing criticism) is to dole out a malign hoover and seek negative fuel from you.

If you approach us when we are infatuated with our replacement, you will receive a malign hoover (if not ignored as explained in The Immediate Aftermath ) because at that time your replacement is regarded as ‘white’ thus you remain ‘black’ as the opposite and equally strong reaction.

We blow hot and cold because of the ignition of our fury in the instant and also because of this constant need to create contrasts and accord with the principle of opposite and equal reactions. This is why we engage in black and white thinking, it enables us to create the contrast that our needs demand and consequently causes us to blow hot and cold with you. Sometimes the hot appears as passion and desire, other times as rage, sometimes the cold appears as indifference and disinterest and other times it is a silent treatment and ignoring you. So long as there is a contrast, we will blow hot and cold.

The effects of blowing hot and cold are as follows:-

  1. First and most importantly the gathering of fuel. This is to power the construct and also in certain instances to heal the wound caused by your criticism;
  2. To maintain control over you;
  3. To underline our omnipotence by being able to control you;
  4. To emphasise our notion of superiority;
  5. To disorientate you so you give fuel and fail to comprehend what is happening;
  6. To create an apparent lack of consistency which prevents your understanding and adds to your confusion;
  7. To prevent you from being able to move forward because you are emotional, confused and disorientated.

All of the above fits together so that there will be wheels within wheels as we blow hot and cold with you.

Part Two examines why we blow hot and cold with the Intimate Partner Secondary Source, the Dirty Secret Intimate Partner Secondary Source and the Non-Intimate Secondary Source which includes the familial narcissistic dynamic.

13 thoughts on “Why Does the Narcissist Blow Hot and Cold – Part One

  1. Tired says:

    Reading this makes me feel physically ill.
    Posts like this are why I sometimes have to take a break for a few days from this site.
    It’s all too much. This , the culmination of 3 decades with the sick fuck I married written here in black and white.
    I can’t believe I am living this , like a nightmare you never wake from.
    It’s not in my nature to wish ill on anyone but I look at him now most days and no longer care if he drops dead from his substance abuse. I think I’d feel relieved.
    They’re cowards . He wouldn’t do to others outside our home what he does to me or they’d call him out on his twisted behavior.
    He knows enough not to do that, so I still don’t understand how these behaviors are instinct and not intentionally planned????? How can that be??

    I want to vomit thinking I’ve been trapped here with him since lockdown with no end in sight for his return to his office.
    For those who know my story, through the kindness of the Angels here I had the narc detector done by HG. My narc is a Lower Mid Range Elite. HG explained why and it made complete sense.

    I feel nauseous and paralyzed right now. This blowing hot and cold behavior rings so true . I can’t keep up with his twisted behaviors, lies, manipulations and all the sleazy things he does behind my back.
    He has ghosted his DLS for months now. I don’t know WTF he’s doing any more. He is plastered to me since lockdown started. He has been much nicer to me since lockdown and ghosting his DLS but still has his moments of blowing hot and cold. I don’t know if it’s because of the narcissism or the substance abuse.
    I am physically and emotionally exhausted.

    I wish there was a private forum here to discuss these things. Although I have support of my loved ones they can never fully understand what I’m dealing with unless they read extensively about narcissism, and this site specifically.

    1. lickemtomorrow says:

      You’re post is devastating, Tired 🙁 It sounds like you’ve been on this merry go round way too long.

      I’m not sure if the lockdown has prevented you from escaping, but hopefully that is an option at some stage as opposed to waiting for him to shuffle off his mortal coil (in the words of Monty Python).

      To have put up with it for so long, I’m sure you are more than exhausted.

      Have you consulted with HG in the past? If so, maybe you need a booster shot to get you through this.

      Sending strength your way today <3

      1. Tired says:


        Thank you. Yes, I’ve been on this merry go round way too long. Only this year it’s gotten bad. I wish he had been this bad years ago when I was younger and stronger, I would have booted him much sooner.
        I can’t live like this forever, it’s killing me. Just trying to get through the next few months locked down with him. I try my best to prepare a bit each day for the grand finale of our relationship.
        Knowing what he is and there’s no hope for change is a tough pill to swallow.

        1. lickemtomorrow says:

          It is a tough pill to swallow after all those years, and the hope for change is probably one of the reasons you’ve held on so long. HG explains it all so clearly. But, the not knowing (what the narcissist is) at the start, responding with your empathic nature, holding on to hope as part of that scenario – those are all the reasons that keep us hooked and holding on. And he may have been as bad years ago, but you tolerated it because you were younger and stronger, And maybe didn’t see him as clearly as you see him now.

          I’m glad to hear you are planning your exit, Tired. You deserve to have a life that doesn’t weigh you down.

          The Grand Finale will be the beginning, not the end.

  2. lickemtomorrow says:

    I’m trying to understand the initial point and purpose of devaluation. Is it in order to create contrast?

    Meaning the positive fuel at some point becomes stale, so contrast is necessary to draw the more potent negative fuel?

    At what point does the positive fuel, that initially negates criticism, become insufficient to prevent wounding thus requiring devaluation?

    It really is arbitrary, and seemingly all based on fuel requirements.

    My head is spinning just reading this article!

    1. HG Tudor says:

      Read the book Fuel.

      1. lickemtomorrow says:

        I have it. I will bookmark it for a read this week.

        I’ll be back if I can’t get my answers there!

        1. Violetta says:


          Just read it. Holy shit.

          Wait til you get to the point-values.

          1. lickemtomorrow says:

            OK, Violetta. That’s the best recommendation I’ve come across (Holy shit!).

            I’m looking forward to the read now. Don’t know why it’s taken me so long.

          2. Violetta says:


            I often hesitate before approaching HG’s material. Once I’ve started, I’m fine; I just think it’s going to hurt more than it actually does. Bit like a vaccine.

  3. Leela says:

    This is so brutal! The poor IPPS! 🙁 And all that is not even your fault! All one can say is: Know the red flags and stay away from narcissistic people! It´s not their fault but anyway it´s very wise to stay away from Cluster B personalities!

  4. dollysupreme says:

    Threaten to stamp on his trachea until it bubbles, ha, that proper made the dark side of me laugh!

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