Shoot You Down



A plaintive wail which I often hear is along the lines of,

“Why do you always have to shoot me down? I give you everything you could ever want. Why can’t you just be happy with that?”

As usual you delude yourself with such a statement. You do not give me everything I could ever want. You think that you do, but that is the self-centredness that you often exhibit creeping in once again. You certainly care, I will grant you that, but you make the mistake of assuming what you do is what we want. What we want is fuel. I know what comes next.

“I always told you how much I loved you, I admired and complimented you often and frequently. How much more could I make you feel good about yourself?”

Therein lies the problem. No matter how good your intentions and how frequent your worship of me, my kind and me will always grow tired of it. We have heard your kind words and seen your appreciative gestures too many times and it, well, it just does not do it for us anymore.

I am sure that you emotionally in touch people would be the first to complain if a long established partner engages in the same routine in the bedroom. It does not hit the spot anymore does it? Well, it is just the same for us. You may ultimately accept that things cool somewhat in the bedroom and I know from what I have seen and heard that you trade this passion off (although not always, there are some sexual thrill seekers amongst your kind) for other qualities that you find attractive – humour, companionship, security, warmth, good parental skills, intelligence and such like. There is no hope for any such trade with us.

We only want one thing from our relationship. Fuel as the indicator of control. We do not care (ultimately) how good-looking you are, how much of a whore you are between the sheets, how wonderful a mother you may be, what a raconteur you are or how much you earn. Those factors only have a bearing with regard to the issues of fuel and control.

We will never accept those things or anything else as a substitute for fuel. True enough, the more aged of our kind sometimes accept these things when their need for fuel diminishes but that need never goes away. They may decide to accept these attributes alongside largely positive fuel, but they will still need to stir things up from time to time.

That is not going to happen with me. I am at the peak of my powers and therefore my need for fuel remains substantial. There can be no substitute for it at all and nor can there be any co-existence between the provision of fuel and other attributes. It is fuel or nothing. In order to achieve this I have to shoot you down because once that is done you start to flow with the potent negative fuel and my cravings start to be addressed.

You can beg and plead with me, you can point out how you will always only ever have eyes for me, you can express your love, desire, adoration and admiration on an hourly basis but there comes a point when it just does not have that sweetness anymore. It is then that I pull the handgun from my jacket, attach the silencer and fire several vitriolic bullets into you. Your pain from these wounding bullets gives me the fuel that I need and therefore your shooting is necessary. Moreover, it is your punishment for letting me down. You really ought to be capable of pleasing me the whole time but so far, all that I have chosen have failed. That is why I now expect you to fail and have that gun to hand at all times.

When I shoot you down, I become more powerful as the fuel flows from you. Moreover, it is easy to get someone to admire and adore. Those reactions come naturally to your kind. It is far harder to extract tears, anger, frustration and regret from the empath. Managing to do so imbues your emotional reaction with greater potency, your fuel becomes supercharged and this is what we want. We cannot shoot you down from the beginning, we need you stood on a pedestal first, after all, you present as such an inviting target then and your toppling as the bullets slam into you becomes all the more satisfying.

I sense your dismay as you read this. You had hoped that by keeping me sweet and onside through a dazzling and tireless display of love, affection and admiration you had hoped to avoid such an attack. Your concerns should not be absolute. There is an upside you know. Firstly, when we find someone else after we have shot you down, keep in mind they will eventually be riddled with bullet holes no matter how happy we both appear at first. It is coming to them as it came to you. I am sure that makes you feel a little better doesn’t it? Secondly, there is a huge saving grace.

We never shoot you dead.

We need you alive so we can raise you up again as we re-load.

7 thoughts on “Shoot You Down

  1. Asp Emp says:

    “We need you alive so we can raise you up again as we re-load”, while you’re doing that, can I be momentarily released to refill the ice-cube trays please?

  2. Glenda Williams says:

    So you’re evil and demon possessed basically. Let me ask you this: Why should we trust and believe anything you say since you’re a self professed Grand Narcissist. Your fuel is that we’re here, believing you and trusting you. Why would you tell us the truth if truth is impossible from you? Why the concern for wmpaths or our kind if you have no emotional real estate whatsoever? Don’t you want us to suffer and be informed so that we return? Why would you assist us against your kind?

    1. HG Tudor says:

      1. Evil is a matter of perspective.
      2. I am not possessed by a demon.
      3. I am not a Grand Narcissist. I am the Ultra.
      4. I am not a self professed narcissi, I am a narcissistic psychopath
      (You are not doing so well so far are you Glenda?)
      5. You do not have to trust me, however, if you spend time reading and digesting the articles, comments and testimonials you will then be able to form a rationale, balanced view based on the evidence rather than flapping your fingers in a prejudiced manner.
      6. Re Fuel – read the FAQs and also the book Fuel, you will learn a lot.
      7. The truth about narcissists serves my purposes, thus you receive the truth.
      8. I am not concerned for empaths. I have never stated as such.
      9. Your suffering does not serve my purposes, ending it does.
      10. Assisting you serves my purposes. See the FAQs.

    2. Asp Emp says:

      No human is ever “possessed by demons”. It’s utter BS. It’s misunderstood human psyche…….

      Have you even read ‘The Rules Of Knowing The Narcissist’ ? It is a good place to start before commenting really…..

      What is ‘wmpaths’ ? The Wombles was a tv series…..

    3. NarcAngel says:

      He does not need to have concern for us or emotional real estate to teach us about that which he is eminently qualified to teach, being that he IS an actual narcissist. He is brutally honest about what his kind does and how they think. You will easily confirm what he is telling you to be accurate by relating the information to your own experiences. He does not ask you to accept or condone what they are and what they do but rather the opposite – you are given the information and instruction to go No Contact to achieve escape from your suffering. You are always free to get your information from alternative sources including those who have “studied” narcissism (or claim to), but you might also ask yourself what many of them stand to gain. You’d be naive to think they don’t want your return. Different reason than you believe exists here (fuel), but they count on it all the same. It’s not benevolence on their part but currency in the form of money, subscriptions, traffic, or likes. They benefit, and they may offer little glimpses of hope that the narcissist can change in order to keep you engaged (whether that be mistaken belief or conscious manipulation on the part of some). You will be given no such false hope here. You will be told that they cannot change and to remove yourself.

      The world over, law enforcement engages criminals and cyber security engages hackers to fortify and protect their positions/assets. They are smart enough to know that you do not have to like or respect what they do, but if you better understand them and their methods you have increased chance of success.

      You can take your chances with the morally satisfying morphine drip of hope elsewhere, or you can take the bitter pill of accurate information and logic provided here as your route to success. Always your choice.

      1. HG Tudor says:

        Bravo NA, I will be using your last paragraph.

        1. NarcAngel says:

          My pleasure.

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