On this subject, I can relate to the lower echelon narcissists as their being unaware of what they are – I was unaware of what I was feeling this time last year and all I could describe it as ‘unaware emotional suicide’ (not thinking it and not realising I was feeling it). Majority of the reason why – a whole life-time of narcissistic abuse.
Since the lower echelon narcissists are not aware of what they are – maybe, just maybe, I felt what they must ‘sense’ but unable to explain the reasons why they ‘feel’ that way.
Had the suicide threat before Christmas. At first I tried to be nonchalant, but knowing he was in the middle of a fuel crisis made my E.T panic and I buckled. Surprise surprise, just a few days later and he was seemingly back to normal.
Interestingly, in my desperation to help, I messaged a “love rival,” a woman he has triangulated me with on more than one occasion by claiming she is such a great friend. She didn’t respond, so I wonder if she’s used to this kind of nonsense?
He is back in the depths of fuel crisis again now after seemingly bouncing back for a few days, and as he is a lower-mid ranger with a very limited and distant fuel line I’m not sure he can pull himself back from this now. I can’t be his fuel anymore, I’m too tired.
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Found this video interesting.
On this subject, I can relate to the lower echelon narcissists as their being unaware of what they are – I was unaware of what I was feeling this time last year and all I could describe it as ‘unaware emotional suicide’ (not thinking it and not realising I was feeling it). Majority of the reason why – a whole life-time of narcissistic abuse.
Since the lower echelon narcissists are not aware of what they are – maybe, just maybe, I felt what they must ‘sense’ but unable to explain the reasons why they ‘feel’ that way.
Had the suicide threat before Christmas. At first I tried to be nonchalant, but knowing he was in the middle of a fuel crisis made my E.T panic and I buckled. Surprise surprise, just a few days later and he was seemingly back to normal.
Interestingly, in my desperation to help, I messaged a “love rival,” a woman he has triangulated me with on more than one occasion by claiming she is such a great friend. She didn’t respond, so I wonder if she’s used to this kind of nonsense?
He is back in the depths of fuel crisis again now after seemingly bouncing back for a few days, and as he is a lower-mid ranger with a very limited and distant fuel line I’m not sure he can pull himself back from this now. I can’t be his fuel anymore, I’m too tired.