99 Problems (But a Narc Ain´t One)
If you’re havin’ narc problems, it feels like he’s won,
I got 99 problems but a narc ain’t one.
I got me some HG for my narc patrol,
Foes who want to make sure my fuel’s exposed,
Leeching critics that say she’s “Love Light and Laughter”
I’m an empath stupid, what type of facts are those?
If you were ensnared by this insidious enemy,
You’d celebrate the minute you be havin’ HG,
I’m like I was duped, he wanted my energy,
But I’m reading some Tudor in order to be free
Got blinded with the golden period they show,
They don’t play fair, it’s maximum seduction, so
They seize on my empathic traits
And when the red flags fly it’s just too late, f*****s
I gave all my love, I thought I had his,
But now I know he was taking the piss,
He set me up, pushed and he pulled, made me feel dumb,
I got 99 problems but a narc ain’t one (no contact)
99 problems but a narc ain’t one
If you have narc problems, you need to shine like the sun,
I got 99 problems but a narc ain’t one (no contact)
In a flick of a switch, he made me feel raw,
He gave me silence and walked off through the door
Got two choices, y’all, read some HG or
Stay confused and sink to the floor
And I ain’t trying to get that narc back,
Tried too many times and got no slack,
So I’ve opened the pages
And decided to nail shut that door.
‘Cause I’m still young and I shine even though I feel real low,
He wanted a mind reader, but I couldn’t know
What he meant, he wanted second guessing some mo,
I’m better than that, so the devil had to go.
Gaslighting and manipulation, takes the keys to my car,
Threatened me with weapons, pushed me real far,
I’m drawing a line in the sand, this time’s legit,
I’m preparing for departure, no contact, this is it.
Well I changed the locks, friends got my back,
And I know my rights, this fuel supply’s now flat,
I’ve sharpened my claws, I’m keeping him out
I don’t care if he cries, begs or if he starts to shout
He kept moving the bar, my self-esteem took the hit,
Enough is enough, I’ve took enough of his shit,
Well we’ll see how big he is when the fuel gets low,
I got 99 problems but a narc ain’t one,
If you’re having narc problems, you need to shine like the sun,
I got 99 problems but a narc ain’t one (no contact)
I try to ignore him, talk to the hand,
He can smear me to family, friends, all across the land,
I now know his type, the narc enemy
And I got my knowledge from HG
And the only thing that’s gon’ happen is I’m gonna be free,
He and his lieutenants are going down you’ll see,
Cause I’ve built my defences, I’ve got empathy
And best of all I’ve read all my HG
He can hoover, he can promise change, he can bring flowers instead,
But no more fuel for him, cos to me he’s dead,
I’ve built a wall, I’m staying out of his sphere
And for the first time in ages I feel no fear
All because he needed fuel and he targeted me,
But that’s all exposed and I will soon be free,
I know what he is and the game is done,
I got 99 solutions HG and a narc ain’t one (no contact)
99 solutions to make a narc get gone,
I’ve no longer narc problems, I shine like the sun,
I’ve got 99 solutions and the narc has gone (no contact)
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Brilliant !
Just for fun:
You were a Supergirl,
but you got lost on a way and now you cry,
“I love and want my Narc, why, why, why?”
You search for “because”,
Sites, experts didn’t bring you a relief,
And then, you click, listen and can’t believe,
“Wow, wow, wow” you exhale,
Like Ron when he sees Hogwarts for the first time,
This mountain of knowledge you begin to climb,
The Wisest man replied to your “why”s,
“Because, Because, the wonderful Wizard of Oz”,
Lol..no, no,.. I’m just kidding, of course,
You watched and learned from him,
Laughed at jokes, took a glimpse at his Abyss,
Where many fell, trying to get a Devil’s kiss,
No worries, he is behind the screen,
Many wants to ride blue-eyed blonde Prince,
And not only metaphorically, as it seems,
“Oh, HG, please be my Daddy”,
“I love you”, “I melt”, but you are not here for that,
You want to get a f…g damn Narc out of your head,
You stopped it yourself,
Or you were cast aside like a trash,
No matter, you feel like your soul crushed to ash,
First days is a torture,
Woke up, reach to the left, please, please, please,
No messages, silence, stab, f..k this disease,
But now you are lucky,
A shooter doesn’t throw “seven out”,
You found HG site, you can carryout,
Addiction package, emotional thinking,
A final battle, exorcism, slice, slice,slice,
Mauls your f..g Narc, now you earned a price,
Freedom, Freedom, Freedom,
Like in this retro George Michael song,
And now you know you have done nothing wrong.
That’s just awesome!
Yummy.
I’m bussing up 😆
(No contact) is killing me
Go off! 👏
What a man, what a man, what a man
What a mighty good (?) man…
Hi Allison,
I’m replying to a comment you made on another article….in regards to the decision not to have kids….xx
I decided not to have kids too, because of what happened to me with a doctor, after my incident with my brother.
I had a tubal ligation done in my 20’s and I don’t regret it, despite what some women told me, that I would regret it, I’m missing out on my purpose in life etc…
My mother felt that way and didn’t have an issue telling me how much I disappointed her, not having kids, not making her a grandmother and she really struck me with the blow of saying, I disappointed God and my purpose from Him was to go forth and reproduce and be fruitful.
When she said that, it pissed me off and to use HG’s words, “F&$#% it all to that” was my feelings to her guilt trip and manipulations. I knew not having kids was right for me and I couldn’t trust another doctor to handle me that way that one did. I didn’t want to ever be in that postion again with a doctor.
I also didn’t want to abuse my kids like I was abused. I feared I would be like my mother and let my anger rule me, the way I saw her narcissism back then was her anger controlled her. She would lose her mind, is what her fury looked like to me. I feared I’d be the same, I self doubted myself and thoughts I would just continue the generational abuse that flowed in out bloodline.
I did what I thought was right for me and my mother told me, I would face God with my selfish ways, for denying my child bearing purposes and I would go to Hell for denying Him. Her christian views of my life choices didn’t change my mind. I stuck to my guns and went through the surgery and didn’t look back. Xx
I told her, if I face God and He sends me to Hell, I hope He can answers some questions I have for Him. She wasn’t happy with my comment.
One of my questions woud be, Why did you have a woman like my mother, be a mother, and you made some good women barren? I just don’t understand that. Xx
Preach, Rebecca! Get it, girl!
Thanks Allison,
I’ve come to terms with the idea that some people won’t be happy with my decisions in life and you know what, it’s not my job to please them. I realize, it really isn’t and I make myself repeat that in my mind, over and over, just so it sinks in. Xx
You’re right. I’ve found that most people don’t care what I’m doing anyway and don’t take any notice at all. The members of the set of people who do notice are mostly neutral, fewer are positive about my decisions, and fewer than that react negatively.
I learned that by doing buck wild dancing in front of open windows.
Hi Allison,
“Buck wild dancing in front of an open window…” 🤣🤣 Careful don’t trip on the rug, or slip on the drink you spilled on the floor! 😄😄xx
Would you believe I did it stone cold sober? I almost threw my back out.
This is excellently done, HG. What an empowering message to remind us to remain no contact, not to get ensnared again, how to stop the hoovers and all the other guidelines / principles of your work. I can have an ‘I scream’ now 😉