The Narcissistic Truth No. 18


18 thoughts on “The Narcissistic Truth No. 18

  1. Darkness Falls Again says:

    Hi Love, I have an obsession with vampires, the last time I watched True Blood was when Bill became King, I gave up TV soon after. Lol my revenge sold my husbands beloved TV’s.

  2. He has a great eye for works with maximum impact.
    it must be quite the photo gallery that you have access to get these works from HG. I for one would like to see what you personally hang on your own walls.
    Art tells much about a Man / a woman too.
    “Most” of my Art that I own and that I create , I would liken to be in the style akin to the famous line in Robert Frosts poem…”lovely dark and deep” 😉 .

    1. AH OH says:

      I have bronze sculptures. M.L. Snowden, Robert Eichinger, Tuan Nguyen, Roberto Santos. The art is of human configuration and romanticizing the human body.
      Glass sculptures. Dino Rosin The Violin (chased this piece for three years until I found the perfect color variations) , Chihuly, and others.

      I actually have many mediums. From oils to pastels. Antal Goldfinger’s work is amazing. He is a crazy man. Likes his drink.
      I guess you can say I collected pieces that are special me.

      I like art.

      1. Hi Ah Oh…
        Sounds like a great collection…I like some Bronze and that’s a great mix of great artists and mediums. A lot of good names and examples there.
        Everything I collect too is based on it being special to me as well which I would hope everyone does although I have been given some great pieces.
        Having the patients to be chasing a piece for the colors that speak to you the most says a lot.
        This speaks to me.
        It has also brought one of my favorite stories to my mind this morning…the “the Red Violin”.
        😉 X’s

        1. AH OH says:

          The music from Red Violin! My son took private lessons and I had the teacher play excerpts from the sound track every week for me. She obliged because she knew how much I loved it.

  3. Darkness Falls Again says:

    I agree Sarah, yet I think that of most of HG pictures he uses. Some thou, micro drop of negitive fuel if he ever saw my facial expression,

  4. Sarah says:

    I actually think it’s a cool pic…

  5. Darkness Falls Again says:

    So as I am groggy this one caught my attention, stared at the picture something familar with it…..yup remember now my imagination.
    Vampire. Throat exposed anticipating the feel of those teeth as they penetrate the skin, oh the delicious sensation pain mixed with pleasure, then the feel of my lifes blood start ever so slowly flow. The euphoria starts to settle in…he never takes all. Always leaves me in a heap, head throbbing, weak, and sleepy. Leaves me on the edge between life and death. Everytime I come back stronger, will this dance ever end. Yes the day he decides to take ot all.

    1. Love says:

      Hi DFA, funny you said vampire. The True Blood fans would understand when I say it looks like Hep V.

  6. Bravo bravo says:

    Bravo bravo….

  7. Feel like I’m looking at a drive thru menu.

    Meanwhile at Narcohell…..

    Hi, can I take your order?

    Ok, hi, I’ll have the Narc number 1. Yes with a side of future fake and extra prowess. Yes. Something to drink? Sure, uh, how about the word poison, extra ice, yes I like the cold treatment & brain freeze, weird I know, painful but tastes great. I for some reason seem addicted to your food. How many calories is that? oh wait, doesn’t matter. I’ll be working them off slaving at home. OK great that will do it. Oh wait does that come with the toy tudor? I am trying to collect them all. Good. Oh okay next week’s toy is trump right? Oh can’t wait those toys are going to sell big time on ebay. You do take soul coupons right? Sweet, well I only have the one so, i’ll use it now, I really want that Tudor Toy, its worth the most. Thanks I’ll drive around.

    1. Love says:

      Lolol! Your humor is the best ABB!!

    2. Victory says:

      Love the creativity. You may give HG a run for his money.

      1. HG Tudor says:

        Highly unlikely.

      2. Oh I do, we have the love/hate going on.

  8. Ptsdafternarcabuse says:

    HG my narc is a mid-ranger. I believe he does not realize that he needs fuel. After i exposed him, he was very low on fuel because he was deserted by many people. We are in contact after the hoover, and he said it feels like an emptiness in his mind, but that coffee helps a little. He is also experiencing some memory loss like forgetting where he parked etc. Is the memory loss a result of low fuel? Is the emptiness in his mind what it feels like to be low on fuel? Is it possible for narcs to not realize they need fuel? Thank u HG.

    1. HG Tudor says:

      You are correct PTSD in what you write. He does not know what he needs because of his lack of awareness but he will know that certain responses from people make him feel better, less adrift, more satisfied and so forth.

      1. Asp Emp says:

        HG, interesting explanation. The MRN would drink a lot of coffee in the day, maybe caffeinated beverages do offer a small amount of fuel substitute (well, TBH, it probably is for anyone really). Unaware narcissists would probably drink a lot of caffeinated beverages and still instinctively sense that they are not ‘fuelled’ enough until they seek and obtain it from a person.

        What is interesting though, many narcissists may not necessarily make the ‘connection’ cognitively** but their instincts would ‘act’ by sending a message to the brain, ‘I’ll call so and so and see if they are available’ but may ‘scroll’ down the list of contacts until a name comes up that makes the narcissist’s mind be ‘prompted’ by instinctive ‘response’, ‘yes, that’s the person I want to see / speak to’ – they may be telling themselves ‘want’ when in fact it is a ‘need’. But they may not use the word ‘need’ otherwise it is ‘transference’ of their control to that person, hence the use of Narcspeak and hoover attempts by saying ie ‘Are you available to meet up?’. **cognitively, until such a point where their instincts ‘learn’ by recognising the sensation. Unlikely to be ‘learned’ by the lower echelon Lessers though 😉

        As we know, a narcissist low on fuel will resort (sometimes, ‘scrabble’ around) to other secondary sources should the initial contacted person not respond ‘quick’ enough.

        I had a hospital appt, as I was going to pay for a car-park ticket, I noticed a guy appearing to have ‘lost’ his car, he was using the key fob and seeking his car by looking for the signs of the flashing orange lights. He was a few cars away and I was next to his car (close to the ticket machine). The guy looked ‘lost’ too. As if dazed. He may not be a narcissist, yet the above comment made me think, not assume. It could be a scenario where a narcissist having been informed of less than good news and the narcissism starts to make the person feel ‘drained’, where some narcissists may experience ‘The Narcissist’s Reality Gap’, or react with ignited fury and possibly lash out at a person nearest to them.

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