Two Million Reasons
I commenced this blog on 31st August 2015. In just under one year I had reached one million hits.
Four months later, I have now surpassed two million hits and indeed have done so 4 days sooner than I projected.
This continued success is only right and proper and yet it is only scratching the surface.
As you would expect, I am edified by this and the increasing exposure and interaction that my work is according. This, of course, is expected. What I write is unrivalled, it is unique and it provides people with insight and understanding from a perspective which they will not have had before and in a manner which is accessible. We all benefit here.
This remains however only the beginning. There is much more of this world to conquer. There are many more eyes which ought to look upon what I write, many more minds which need to digest what is explained here and many more individuals who will finally find the freedom that they have sought for such a long time. There are so many who have yet to be touched.
To read is to understand. To understand is to become free.
As you might expect, I am hungry for my works to travel further, wider and to reach more people. I want more and more people to look upon the works of HG Tudor and embrace what they will find there.
This is all about me, but as I have realised as I have written, read, reflected and replied, it can only be about me, if I have you as well. The symbiosis between me and you is necessary and the continuing success of my works is down to both me and you.
So, whilst of course this further milestone is a testament to my brilliance, I have also, as my awareness and understanding has increased, been able to recognise that just as I need such individuals in my day-to-day machinations and behaviours, I ought to recognise your contributions here also.
Thank you for reading. Thank you for your articulate, entertaining, insightful, challenging, spiteful, hateful, complimentary, admiring, amusing, heart-felt, novel and fascinating contributions. Just as you learn from me, I learn from you. I enjoy your reasoned statements, your emotional outbursts, your considered reflections and humorous asides.
I have so much more to convey to you. So much more that will aid and assist you in understanding our kind and how to deal with us. So much more about why I have become what I have become, since this process is now allowing me to confront those things which once I would not even dare to think about and you shall be the beneficiaries of these revelations. I have revelations from my past, confessions from my present and observations about my future which will be of considerable consequence to you. I have so much more to tell you about the further dynamics, the causative factors and the whys and wherefores. I have much to tell on what is changing and of course where this may all end up. I have much more to read and gain from your continued contributions.
I expect you to remain. I want to you to do so.
Thank you for joining me.
Onwards. Upwards. Forwards.
HG Tudor
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dear G. CONGRATULATIONS!
You might have not notice but have changed so much from Your first blog post till now… The way You write and comment is different than year ago…. It’s less self centred shall I call it… From the first post I’ve read and cried by till now I have never been more obliged to anyone in this world.
You saved me… not once… and that is not the end. Thank You so much for being Yourself! ❤❤❤
Thank you Seduced.
Thank You my dear. Let me know how can I repay You such debt! xxx
2MM more. Can’t wait. It will happen. Congrats. And I still think you are cute…and dangerous. Cheers.
Thank you 1 jaded.
Your blog has been enormously helpful to me and I can’t thank you enough. You’ve explained what has happened to me so well, and perfectly described who I’ve been dealing with in a rich, metaphorical way that speaks to me perfectly. The insight I have gained thru reading your words has been tremendous. If you truly are embarking on the journey to your own healing, then I have enormous respect for you, as it takes great courage to become vulnerable. Particularly for someone of your kind. You’ll find that life is a richer, more beautiful, and fulfilling place when we allow that vulnerability to inhabit us and share it with a trusted few. But then, such a view is to be expected from a weepy empath. Onward and upward.
Thank you HOF, I appreciate your comments and observations.
congratulations HG on this fantastic achievement…..many thanks for all your books and articles that are clearly helping other people understand this personality type. I say other people because I still don’t understand it.
Thank you BWB. Keep reading and it will all click into place.
I accidently came across a radio inteview with you one day not very long ago… I have been quietly admiring your work ever since. You were “right on time” for me and my situation. Congratulations and many thanks!
Good to have you on board Marryanne and thank you.
Congratulations! It’s been exciting watching the number of hits grow. I can’t tell you how much I appreciate your dedication in what you’re doing. Every evening I have to come home & get my HG fix. Thank you!
I am pleased to read that Wompus (I do like that name) and thank you.
Congratulations HG! Grateful for having found this blog, thankful for all your insights and information, and hopeful for the many ways we all will benefit as you continue to reflect and share! Your success is well deserved!
Thank you Windstorm.
Congratulations HG!
I first learned the term Narcissist about 35 yrs ago from a psychologist who at the time was helping me survive my disordered family. He was ahead of his time, and he got some things right, but he also got a lot wrong. I’ve been on a quest since to better understand the many Ns I’ve known as well as why they continued appearing in my life. Ive read more bad information than good over the years (here’s the part about you..)
until I discovered your blog. What u offer is golden! It’s the elixir every empath needs if they wish to keep from being re-infected by the N’s venom and begin to finally heal their wounds. Thank you for making this information available.
Thank you NN, I appreciate you sharing that.
HG. thank you for being here
And thank you for reading FL11.
Congratulations HG. You’re evolving as you educate. When the accolades are earned the sense of entitlement is validated.
Thanks for sharing your journey no matter your motivations. My clients and I thank you. ❤️🙏
Cinderella No More
Thank you CNM, I appreciate that.
Wow HG you are quite brilliant but an N is an N is an N. So don’t let it go to your head!!
Too late!
Ahhhh HG you are so cute in your own way. *My blog is brilliant but you guys are also okay.*
Well done on so many hits. 🙂
Thank you SA
So I guess my 100 times a day addiction helps.
Wonderful HG! You are a hot commondity, can I buy stock?
You tapped into something that has not been done before. The information and insites you give us on the thinking and workings of a Narcissist Sociopath.
MatriNarc should be very proud.
Though i hope she can be proud, i imagine matrinarc cringing rather.
HG, how are you celebrating? I’m assuming by devaluing kim to the nth degree…
I have been to a bar.
Now i have brought the entourage home.
The games are just about to be.
A frenzy is about to happen.
Yikes!
I really hope thats a dance or a card game but Im watching the news just in case.
By games, I am assume you do not mean pictionary?
If I may say, and please do not get angry, but I’m happy Kim has been there throughout this period of time. She has been your steady source of fuel, so you could focus on being brilliant and creating this masterpiece. I am happy she took good care of you and kept you sated.
* I assume
You are the teacher. We are the students.
You instuct. We absorb.
You lead. We follow.
You command. We obey.
The end.
Congratulations HG. And thank you.
Thank you Lou.
Congrats HG! 🙂
Thank you Marcella.
Well Done HG. I enjoy reading your posts and will look forward to your future revelations. Great achievement but you already knew that I guess?!
Thank you Ya Dancer, I appreciate that.
Congratulations! This is well deserved but not a surprise!
I first found a youtube interview with you, which led me to your blog. After that, i read some of your books. At that time, i was suicidal because i could not understand what had happened to me. I normally weigh 114lbs, but had lost so much weight that my clothes were not fitting me. When i realized he is a narc, it opened my eyes a little but i still had so many unanswered questions. I tried asking my narc, but he just deflects or says he doesn’t know the answer. HG has the answers. There is no therapy like this anywhere else. I have spent thousands of dollars in therapy but got nowhere. Spending time here has helped me tremendously. I am no longer suicidal. I can say without a doubt that i owe HG my life!
HG, you are insightful, self aware, creative, brilliant, eloquent, well spoken, and the list goes on. I have a huge crush on you! But who wouldn’t? After all, you enchant us all with that alluring, baritone, seductive voice.
Thank you PTSD, I am pleased you have found my work of such use and I hope you will continue to read it.
HG,
Congratulations Sir,
I have attempted to start the healing process from a violent ending of a five year relationship. I find your honesty and insights fascinating. Thank you for what your doing!! When it becomes possible, I would enjoy hearing your take on my situation. Much respect and appreciation.
Thank you L4D I will of course provide you with my observations.
Congrats and thank you so much for everything, H! I can’t wait for more ⚡️
Thank you Lucy
CoNgRaTuLaTiOnS HG!! Well done and well deserved! I have learned much, as we all have. Did I detect a slight sentimentality in this piece?? Hmmm I wonder…
Thanks for everything you have done, and continue to do.
Thank you Lisa.
This one is the right one…
You are the real champion
https://youtu.be/6xya3pWKrSA
Hello HG, what I appreciate most about you is your honesty and that you make all of us feel heard and respected. Congratulations on your success and all the best for your future! You have truly earned it.
Thank you EB.
Congratulations HG! Because of you the Narc is the gift that keeps on giving. Thanks a bunch!
Thank you Elise.
You are the real champion!!!
https://youtu.be/pSEGzrwO7-I
WOW HG COngratulations !!!!! Way to go !! 2 million. I remember when you hit one million seems short time ago. Its expected because you are the best source of information on NPD .. so no surprise that you reach 10 million… not for so many people is easy to read in english so you can only target mainly english speaking people. By the way, I can then mention how this blog did change my life, gave me all the insights I needed to understand, digest, heal and move on. Your fascinating way of writing and the way one can apply the stories to an own life, makes you the unique and best source of knowledge. Toast to the best NPD snowing blog.
Thank you Nikita.
Your Welcome
I am certain I can speak for everybody here (for once) in asking you to take a moment to close your eyes. Come on, HG, just close them.
Listen….Do you hear it? I know you can.
That is the sound of raucous applause, screams, chants, cries and decrees of love and adoration from each and every one of us here who is so grateful for you and the work you are doing. We all have our reasons for adoring, admiring and loving you, but I know this is something we can all agree on, despite our differences of opinion and understanding.
It truly is only the beginning.
I am excited for you, HG.
For your future and what awaits you there.
If I had a heart, I would thank you from the bottom of it.
Hail to the King, baby. God knows you fucking deserve it!
xxxooo
Thank you BE, I can just about hear you above the din.
I shall raise a glass in your honour this evening, HG.
What a tremendous early Christmas gift.
Beautifully put B_E.
Congratulations HG, so Excited soon you shall be hitting 3 million. I sit here and observe a master at work, fascinated.
Thank you DFA.
Congratulations HG!!!
I remember when you hit one million and going in and telling my boss about it and she was amazed. When I left today and read this I told her it was up to two million. We both think that’s incredible. It shows that all your hard work is spreading like wild fires and is only going to grow and grow.
Everything that I have learned here is now included in my discussions at work and my weekly therapy sessions. I don’t know what I would be talking about if I didn’t have you.
Thanks for educating me and giving me the answers to everything and the advice that I have needed. Thanks for your patience and honesty. I needed both. .
I wish you continued success.
And it brought me to tears too Love!!!
That shouldn’t come as a surprise. Lol
Thank you Snow White.
You are very welcome! 🍎
Your doctors and family should be very proud of you. You should also. Hope you can celebrate this weekend.
Oh I am SW, I am.
Congratulations!!! Those are amazing stats for a site of this age! “I have revelations from my past, confessions from my present and observations about my future which will be of considerable consequence to you.” That is very exciting! Yay! A happy post! This post produced a genuine smile which I don’t think I’ve had a lot of in the last few days!! Very exciting and good work to all people who made that possible…
Thank you Sarah.
Thank you HG. Words cannot express how much you have helped me personally. You are extremely valuable to me.
Thank you Lacy.
Congratulations HG and I am so grateful as well that I stumbled across your blog by accident. I so wish I would have found it sooner (like 19 years sooner!!), but i am happy to finally be able to understand certain things, work through other issues, see things more logically and clearly, know that i’m not the only one (!) and also grow a little necessary ice around my heart… Thank you…
Thank you Ollie.
I am honoured to be witness to your brilliance and your journey. I will remain out of gratitude and appreciation which will garner you much more potent fuel than that which I would provide from expectation. I am overflowing with positive fuel for you today. Drink deep.
Thank you NA.
You have been more understanding, responsive, patient, and forgiving of me than normal people…and I appreciate that so much. It means a lot to me. Due to past Smear Campaigns from Narcissist, I have had ‘normal’ people turn on me, tell me to “get over it”, judge me harshly, totally abandon me, call me names, ghost me, and forever hold a badge over me of what the Narcissist said about me, without them even getting my side. Yet, here you, a Narcissist/Sociopath have been the most understanding, forgiving, kind, patient, responsive, “sensitive”, helpful, and non-judgmental than anyone else! It’s still difficult for me to comprehend that [even though they might be for entirely selfish reasons], you have been more “human” to me than anybody else ever has, save maybe a very few other people.
Thank you <3
You are welcome.
i get that too. weird
I know, right?
Thank you HG! I find your blog through another victim and and I immediately passionate reading of his articles that which they have been useful for me to understand what I did not understand alone. It’s amazing how for the first time I respect the no contact. I think the meeting with your blog and you was what I needed.
You turned a constraint into an opportunity for all us victims and for yourself: that’s extraordinary!
I can say you thank you!
Thank you Noah80.
Congratulations ! A well deserved celebration !
Thank you Evan711.
While I am hurt to find out what I’ve been dealing with for the past few years, I am thankful for your words. I look to your writings to get a better understanding. I’ve always been a strong person. But, I’ve found after having been in a relationship with one of your “kind”, I am now broken. I have days of complete loss. I have days when I know I’ll make it, if I can just understand fully. I don’t know if I’ll ever truly find “myself” again. My narc really played me well. Where I do NOT condone anything you have put good people through, I admire you putting in words everything I was not able to comprehend. It’s trivial to me how a narcissist completely shattered me, yet I’m allowing the words of another to help me attempt to heal. I’m not trying to be crass when I say I don’t want to thank you. So, I will just tell you I admire your work H G. It’s sad to know there are so many people in the world who have been put through this craziness. It’s heartbreaking actually…
Understood Colleen and I will take that admiration. Thank you.
colleen. i feel the same.
i understand.
Congrats HG — this world and our trips around the sun are always a wild ride for both empaths and narcissists. And now, how ironic that an NPD tried to suck the life and soul out of me until you and this blog came along and revived me, in record time I might add. The rapid healing I’ve reached over just five months since finding this blog feels amazing, and directly due to the daily readings I do here and the nightly readings of all your books.
To all those suffering, keep reading and learning from HG’s wise words and to HG and the team of scribes (lieutenants? Lol) who produce this avalanche of material on a daily basis, I say thank you … two million times!! Thanks also to the commenters on this blog — some truly brilliant minds and insights shared that have helped to heal me too — it figures that HG would have THE BEST readers and subscribers to his words lol, but seriously anazing … No surprise to you, right HG? Cheers, FFL 🙂
No surprise at all. The best attracts the best. Thank you.
Congrat hg and ty for being so honest about narcissism. Honesty does not come easily to ppl with this disorder both from them and to them.
Honesty is a step in the right direction towards treatment. In the process it helps so many ppl out there going thru narc abuse and those that have no clue about narcissism which was me 4 yrs ago. I stumbled across a u tube vid and was shocked to learn thats what i was dealing with with my partner and mother. I also realized there was a reason i gravitated towards the narc in my life…to get the approval ive always wanted from my mother. Im on the flipside of growing up with a narc parent. I never became one and im glad. Its been a journey and im thankful that you share what you do. There was a time i hated ppl like u but now i feel sympathy bc this is a disorder. Do i excuse it and put up with it…no im learning to put up boundaries and start respecting and loving myself more.
Keep the blogs coming we do appreciate them and all the best in your therapy 🙂
Itd be great to see a blog done on ppl in history like henry 8th and also present day such as donald trump and your thoughts
Thank you Adele. I did do a parody of The Donald’s victory speech on 9th November. I have made a note for comment on historical members of Narc Club.
Thx hg ill go have a read. I forgot to mention my all time fav narc…scrooge 🙂
Congratulations HG!! You have worked so hard and helped so many!! I wish you much success on all your endeavours!! Thank you for all you have taught me and so many others! You are a gifted and talented man and I wish you love, happiness and success always! Xxx
Thank you FMOT.
Congratulations, HG! Your work is truly unrivalled! So well deserved! Thank you for your amazing insights and taking time out of your day to answer our endless questions! Toasting to more hits and further success of your blog in 2017! To more delicious fuel for you! 🙂
Thank you IL.
Congratulations!
You have changed so many lives for the better with your uncanny knowledge in what makes the narcissist tick and very effective behavioral strategies on how to escape and avoid future entrapments. I am so grateful for being directed here and the many times you have provided guidance and helpful feedback to me personally. Now, my sister (who reads and sometimes blogs here) is getting help too. Now, my clients indirectly benefit from your wisdom through my increased understanding. You impact so many, more than the hits can capture.
Cheers to continued success and continued spreading the knowledge!
Indy
Thank you Indy.
(We need to discuss my royalties from the indirect use of my work by the way!)
Biscuits or Blood? You forgot, I took an oath of poverty 😉
Well not your biscuits, they are weird.
I will take the blood.
Oh, lest you forget, the biscuits have souls in them! Of babies, no less.
Ah well now you come to mention, I will have both, after all, I am so entitled.
***presents an elegant glass of souls with the rim in blood***
Salut!
Marvellous, thank you Indy.
HG,
You’really so nice
I gotta say it twice!
Congratulations Congratulations 💙
Thank You for All Your Help!
You Are Simply The Best!
Thanks you BL. The fizz will be flowing when I head to the bar tonight although of course it will be sold to the coterie as a celebration of my latest deal, but I shall be raising a glass for two million other reasons.
Our virtual glass will be raised as well.
HG,
Pavlov will be hitting you up within the next few days. He gives out treats for your accomplishments.
He can get fucked sky high. Patronising bollocks.
Message received. Loud and Clear.
By all means, don’t hold back! Lol
My dear…”I’ll drink to that”
I do not regret one minute of time spent reading your articles, nor one word of praise sent nor even divulging some of my life to you and others on this blog.
It has been quite an experience getting to know you to say the least.
I could wax on eloquent and poetic but believe the highest praise I can give you now HG…is to share you.
Only for you would I share my most prized possession (next to my N spouse of course) with the world.
I’m gonna make sharing your blog for me like Frank’s Red Hot Sauce…”I’m gonna put that shit on everything”!! 😉 <3
Your "partner in crime"
Guilty as charged.
Yours truly.
That made me laugh EBS, thank you and I fully endorse your attitude to sharing.
So very thoughtful! Here’s to 2017!
Reblogged this on Speak Out 4 Others .
Thank you HG you have helped me tremendously and I wish I could’ve found you sooner.
Thank you Brandie, I appreciate that, do ensure I am found by others sooner rather than later.
Congrats on your achievement. Cheers.
Thank you Jamie.
Thank you HG. I “stumbled” upon your blog “accidentally” doing some of my personal research at the beginning of 2016 and as I approach 2017…it has literally changed my life. We have saved my life.
You tell my high grade, empath life story without us ever meeting. How could you know??? That is what I find so remarkable. I now have the painfully, long awaited answers, explanations and closure that was never bestowed upon me. I am sure you understand.
Thank you for your words but for also creating a symbiotic relationship with your readers and a safe space for shared information.
Be good. Be nice.
Thank you Santee, I appreciate your comments and also your penultimate sentence encapsulates the endeavour here.
I am curious…what is the response of your doctors? I believe they had suggested you start the blog and share your knowledge, is that correct?
Hello Santefe, yes it was their suggestion. I shall be telling them next week when I see them that the two million threshold has been reached although I suspect they will already know.
HG you are the medicine we all need.
It’s hard knowing and accepting the reality behind the narcissist but it’s absolutely necessary for us to be handed the cure by you.
Thank you xx
Thank you Dawn and well put.
Awwww that was beautiful Mr. Tudor!
** wiping tears of joy **
I am so happy for you!
Much love,
your devoted fan.
I know, do keep crying for me Love.
I always will. You are worth my tears.
I noticed the 2 million turn a few days ago. Congratulations HG!!
Thanks SII, always pleased to read your input.
Your reaching the the top. This time it’s not your mother pushing you. It’s your will to help the hurting and emotional abused. It’s the genuine heartfelt world this time pushing you. I wonder if there is a connection here with the child that’s buried deep within? I bet your doing something in your life right now that actually brings you real pleasure. Yes it’s all about you and something deeper.
SII I believe he is doing this only for himself and doesn’t care about helping us. This site is just a different level of ensnarement.
Correct that I don’t care about helping. Incorrect about ensnarement. I have that under control outside of this place.
HG
I understand that you don’t care but apparently some are still unclear on that. Far from being hurt or slighted, I am grateful that you address the subject matter with brutal honesty so that we can care enough about OURSELVES to do something about our situation instead of looking for outside validation. Now to my question: (I hope you like it lol)
How will it be determined that you have done enough for the Doctors and fulfilled your part in therapy enough to satisfy your family or whoever forced you into this? What is the unit of measurement or needed outcome?
And for those who do not share my sense of humor- no I do not really care if he liked my question lol.
When they determine that I have made effective changes in my behaviour that will not result in a repetition of past behaviours. Naturally I have my own concerns about this and the fulfilment of the same, but I have a plan.
NA. I really like your sense of humor. Anyone who watches Dexter is awesome. I hold back here. I have ghoul humor. Dark.
PS. Bears and other animals of the wild are cute, but I will never engage them. I’ve also said that i would run if I crossed paths with HG. The same goes with the cute animals.
I don’t think it’s that he downright doesn’t care about helping any of us. It is a by product of him enlightening and empowering us. He’s always said he takes delight in knowing he’s giving all of us the strength to fight back against his brethren because there is no honor there.
I respectfully disagree Clarece. His enjoyment is purely selfish. It really makes me sad to see how hard it is for a lot of you to grasp what HG really is. Still pondering my last comment, H?
That’s cool. No harm done. I trust my interaction I’ve had on here with him. I am protected by the 5 rules… so far. Lol
These “5 rules” that you all blindly accept and trust a sociopath not to break. You’re killing me ladies!
LOL, Punisher. It is something that I am sure has crossed many minds in here and just not spoken of….will each of us end up in the 6 o’clock news….**Cue CNN intro music** “Tonight, we report of a tragic happening…mulitTUDES of women found, glued to their computer screens….LITERALLY….no one knows how or why….but all the computer screens had the word “EVIL” in red shown.”
Indy
Ba hahaha. Great visual.
LMAO Indy!!!!
So funny and true — what on earth kind of covert brainwashing is HG and his gang of writers really up to here lol #willweeverlearn. … but the virtual HG brainwashing helped me recover from NPD brainwashing in my real world … and also showed there are millions of us in similar situations so together we can finally unite to escape, exhale, expose and extinguish this abuse … life is funny and wonderful how everything always comes together in the end.
Rofl!!😂😂😂
My ‘rofl’ was placed incorrectly. It was for indy’s comment:
“… mulitTUDES of women found, glued to their computer screens….LITERALLY….no one knows how or why….but all the computer screens had the word “EVIL” in red shown.”
😂😂😂
Indy, that reminds me of The Outer Limits intro…”We are in control of the transmission”, except HG is in control of the transmission.
TP
Well it’s not like we’re trapped with him in a phone booth lol. I feel pretty confident Im ok over here. Please do check in, I like your input.
Also, you are both delightfully spicy 🌶. And I’ll pop in every now and then. I miss you girls. Just can’t spend my life on here.
Hi Punisher,
We will always have Dune “He who controls the Spice controls the universe” LOL
Be careful and have fun out there!!! Muah!
For what ever reason HG is doing this doesn’t really matter!! That is his business!! He is helping so many in what he is doing, more so then what he can ever get back!! No one has a right to Guess or assume why he is doing this. We should just be thankful that he is!! Xxx
+ infinity, FM.