Little Acons – No. 25
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Aww! HG! You passed 7,000,000!! Congratulations! 🎉🍾🥂 I am so happy for you!! I’m also very thankful for all of your knowledge that you share with us!! Well done kind sir! Xxx💞
Thank you.
My narc mom to me –
“If you have a boyfriend, I’m not gonna talk to you or trust you ever again!”
thepianist20.
wow, thats really sucky! Your narcmom sounds scary possesive. This also sounds like isolation.
Are you now mostly out of reach?
@persephoneascending1
She is possessed, she’s the Jezebel Incarnate! The devil Incarnate!
My narc mom isolates me from family and friends, she sees my best friend of 17 years as a threat, she sees her as a threat to an extent where she had lied to me that my best friend has stolen from me, while my best friend is brutally honest with me. My best friend would NEVER lie to me, and is the only person who respects me till date. Me and my best friend have been friends since 2001, and we are STILL best friends.
Coming back to my narc mom, she has conditioned me to believe that her abuse is normal, and has even twisted my reality to an extent, where I can neither date a good guy, nor the bad guy.
To go into detail, she has isolated me worse than Rapunzel, to keep my innocent so that I won’t get along with anybody.
For example, if I date a good guy, the good guy takes me for granted(to an extent where I’m left to do ALL the work in the relationship).
And recently, I confessed to my crush on mid-May that I’m madly in love with him because of all the things he did for me(only to discover that he was/is a covert narc, and he spurned my feelings obviously). It HIT me so deep that I realized that both my parents are narcs. I pity my crush for his terrible nature and his vunerability. BUT,, that doesn’t mean that I excuse what he did to me. (He now remains blocked on my Facebook, and I’m also aware that he will contact me in the near future through another account).
I find it difficult to forget the guy though.
HG’s posts help me get over him, but deep inside, a part of me doesn’t wanna let go of him. Still, I’m not giving up the healing process. I HAVE to let go.
In a way, I think that it’s a good thing that happened, cuz it helped me realize a lot about my life.
I am not collecting enough evidence of my narc mom’s abuse on me, so that I can show it to the police in the near future. It’s not going to be easy exposing my narc parents. They have ruined my life. LITERALLY.
To conclude this, my narc mom spies on me when I’m talking to my friends on the phone, so that she can guilt trip me and manipulate me.
I am trying to break out of her manipulation. In time, I’ll be victorious.
In time.
Every second is a battle to me.
The day will come where I will no longer be a target and justice will be served fresh on a plate.
Thank you for reading.
*now collecting evidence
I know, mother, I know. LOL.
Seriously, she never said that to me. She just made sure she embarrassed me in front of my boyfriends by telling them, pretending to be joking, all the things I did not want them to know.
I have been thinking about this. Actually, she did criticize all of my boyfriends and devalued them one way or the other. Very subtly and with “humor”, as she often did.