The Narcissistic Truths – No. 205



10 thoughts on “The Narcissistic Truths – No. 205”

  1. Dear Mr Tudor,

    Freaky deaky face. The ones I’ve known are all empty and shallow inside, like your meme, absolutely nothing in ther, except darkness.

    I don’t think they know what happy is, no ?

    Another goody!

  2. HG, I believe you expect too much. You think, happiness is such a special feeling, that you do not feel. My opinion: it is nothing else than your fuel. The reasons why we feel “fueled” are different to your feeling of being “fueled”. The result is the same.
    Of course I am not sure,because I cannot say what you experience or not, but I start to believe that there is great misunderstanding of you about happiness.
    I feel powerful too, when I am happy or otherwise I am happy, when I am powerful but that is not the only reason to be happy.

    If I am successful, I feel happy.
    If I seduce a good-looking man, I feel happy.
    If I make money, I feel happy.
    If I get some revenge, I feel happy.
    Do you see any difference?

    If I look at the sunshine, I feel happy.
    If I enjoy a smile of someone, I feel happy.
    If I smile at someone, I feel happy
    If I help someone, I feel happy.
    If someone helps me, I feel happy.

    Therefore I believe your fuel is a part of happiness.

    I am not the one to tell you what you should feel or believe . But I have the suspicion, that there is some kind of misunderstanding.

    A stupid mask of ever-smile is no happiness at all. I know that there are people out there, who do that .

  3. HG do Narcisists have immediate emotive reactions like feeling a warm happiness in the heart and that instantly suffuses the face or is that mainly applicable to negative emotions?
    Also, any insight into ‘where’ my husband Narcisist ‘goes’ when offended and he wouldn’t let me touch him get near him and his eyes….. which were brown , looked pitch black and dead… he would isolate himself for half an hour . Usually if I arranged for and paid for someone to watch my girls so we could have some rare quality time , instead of having quality intimate time, every time he’d seem to create or get offended or upset using up the time fighting or doing that. In retrospect I guess since he must have loathed sex he got better negative fuel? No one would understand this as abuse it’s so hard not having support.

    1. It is not a warm happiness, it is fuel.
      As to where we go, that will be addressed in detail in the book The Creature.

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