Every Day Spent With Me Means Another Part Of Your Heart Dies
The heart of an empath is treasured by our kind. Whilst our own hearts are black and iced, the heart of the empath radiates with fuel. It is capable of love, desire, admiration, compassion, concern, hurt and so many other emotions which radiate from it. The empathic heart is a veritable fuel pump and as such is coveted by us. It has so much more to it than that which we have in our hearts. We are envious of this but recognise how such a heart is there to serve us and cater for our needs.
You, as an empathic individual, also have one further major difference between your heart and ours.
Yours is free.
Your heart is free to choose who it engages with. Who it falls in love with, who it wishes to show joy to, who it wishes to share its innermost desires and secrets with. It is free to show its pain to those that it chooses.
We are jealous of that freedom. Our desire to receive the bountiful fuel which is pumped from you by this delicious heart brings with it our desire to capture it and prevent you exercising this freedom any further.
Our dark hearts are bound to the venom that flows through us, to the vitriol which we spray over those around us and the adherence to hatred, envy, fury and other such dark emotions. Our hearts know no such freedom like yours. The nature of our hearts is that they are pre-ordained in how they will function.
In capturing your heart for the purposes of fuel, we also desire to capture your heart to take away this freedom that you have and the absolute method of removing this freedom is to bring about the effective ‘death’ of your heart.
We are insidious agents, proponents of the salami-slicing approach which enables us to secure our aims through a thousand deft and delicate cuts so that you never notice what is actually happening. We are no different in this modus operandi when it comes to the ‘killing’ of your heart. The death of your heart is effected through the removal of its freedom.
Each and every day we advance our cause to gain fuel and to secure the bondage of your heart, little by little, as we strip it of its freedom. Through the dazzling love-bombing we invade it, taking it piece by piece so that it belongs to us. We permeate your life through our compliments, our apparent love, our fabricated passion for you, our illusory desire as you are gradually over run and conquered. With each passing day as we unleash our charm on you, our legions of text messages, our battalions of telephone conversations and the marching foot soldiers of love, we take a piece of your heart and capture it. Thus a part of it has effectively ‘died’ since it has lost that free will.
Of course, entirely consistent with the notion of romance that you have been indoctrinated with, the capture of your heart in such a way is regarded as a wonderful thing. You are regarding this capture as one which is healthy, respectful and you do not recognise that it has been predicated on a false premise.
Once we have you embedded your heart is ours. It has been captured. You no longer are afforded the choice of where your emotions can be directed. They must be directed towards us and us alone for the purposes of our fuel provision. The onslaught continues as having captured your heart, we then set about our scorched earth approach through devaluation as our despicable manipulations and horrid machinations are deployed against you for the purposes of maintaining the occupation of your heart and the total hegemonic control of its emotional output.
We captured the good – the love, the admiration, the compassion, the happiness, the joy and so forth.
Now we capture the bad – the pain, the hurt, the fear, the terror, the hatred and all other negative emotions.
Little by little, day by day, we invade your heart and occupy it, making it ours, commandeering its emotional resources for our own use and in so doing we strip away its ability to function in a free manner.
The removal of this freedom is how your heart dies when you are with us.
This happens on a daily basis as we slowly cause your heart to ‘die’ through our polluted control of you.
5 thoughts on “Every Day Spent With Me Means Another Part Of Your Heart Dies”
The value of women and heart
For the last 5,000 years of patriarchy
The truth about women was lied to and their value lowered,
putting heart values below the value of reason
However, patriarchy is not so much male domination over women
Although it was most often manifested
But it is fairer to define patriarchy as
preoccupation with my mind.
Reason, brain – what is there?
Record schemes that have been acquired since they were born
Slogans, family and cultural sayings
constituting the so-called “life truths”.
And emotions combined with the above automatisms.
So what is learned, acquired, remembered and reproduced.
In the current world, the program most often uses the human brain
is a program of violence manifesting itself in verbal aggression (criticism, denial, mockery, prosecution, etc.)
This program is slowly displacing physical aggression (wars, physical violence).
The program of psychological aggression is less visible and camouflages in a perfect way the perpetrators – reason cut from feelings.
What is a brain without a heart?
Think about psychopaths, narcissists – who act with their brains and instincts
And the so-called their affectivity is sentimentalism manifested in
that they can cry when the victim doesn’t give up or dies.
However, this sentiment is not directed towards the other person, but is only an egoistic feeling of losing the object,
Closer to sorrow after losing an item.
Here we have a clean brain.
The heart is feeling, feeling.
It is empathy, care, compassion – love
the heart is also a connection with the soul and the Spirit
The heart is intuition – connection with the truth
Have you seen the true love of animal mothers?
Love is naturally present in all female animals,
Just as natural is caring, empathy and giving freedom.
In patriarchy, that is, in people cut off from nature (heart), the values that manifest themselves naturally in the female part of creation were dominated by reason, i.e. patterns of action.
(Domination – 1. “an advantage over a person, a group of people or a state, enabling them to decide according to their will”
2. «quantitative, qualitative or semantic advantage of one thing)
Yes. This is what it felt like.
Question… does your kind ever like certian people? Although you may not be able to love like we do and the first importance of interaction is fuel… there must be some people you like/respect?
The other day I saw a comment where you said the SM was your girlfriend “and she is amazing” when I read the word amazing I take that to mean you’d admire certian aspects about her… is that what that would mean? Or do you just say it to make your readers feel gushy? Lol.
Also I enjoy your bowl of cherries article… the friend In that article you seem
To like and respect.
My narc would occasionally give certian compliments about appliances that seemed geniune since he felt he could benefit from their brilliance in certian areas. I could tell he was using them for things, but also could see the compliment was geniune.
Curious what your thoughts would be.
Ah. Silence. I have my answer haha.
I figured you just like to say things that make the empaths go “Aweee” collectively like in a cheesy 90s sitcom audience Hahahaha.
I still think my narc occasially gave geniune compliments though. With one of his friends in particular he was using him to further position himself in his own career….but I could tell he was Ernest about the compliments. He meant them. And was probably jealous of him.
And on our end it felt like we were doped on Narc heroin. And we literally couldn’t think straight or breathe. We were high on the dopamine or endorphins.
My Narc captured my heart, but HG set me free! Thank you so much! <3