The Best of Inventions

I want to give you my perfect love.

I want to look over you, protect you and care for you. I want to spread my wings and shield you from any harm that might come your way. I want to see you smile. I want to hear your uplifting laugh. I want to see you shine.

I want you to feel adored and special, I want you to feel my love for you that is beyond anything you have ever known before.

I want to feel your gentle touch upon me, I want to engulf you in my all consuming and never bettered passion, I want you to moan in delight at my touch and caress.

I want to be with you every moment of every day. I want to hear your voice calling my name. I want to see your texts filling my inbox. I want to see your name listed several times amongst the missed calls.

I want to be your sun so I light up your life and you orbit around me. I want to be your sole giver of warmth and life, the very thing, the only thing that you come to rely upon.

I want to dress you in finery, the best that I can afford. I want to see you wear what I suggest you wear and that you put that dress on just for me.

I want you to breathe my air, letting it fill your lungs and tasting so sweet that you will never want to breathe the air of another.

I want you to see the world through my eyes, I want you to think the same way as me, I want you to anticipate my thoughts ,words and deeds as if you are living through me.

I want you to be a part of me. I want you to not know where you begin and where I end. I want you to taste what I taste, hear what I hear and speak with the same tongue as me.

I want you to become within me, assimilated into my being, an extension of me. I want you to discard everything you have known before and embrace me in totality. I want you to cast away your identity, your support groups, your social networks and instead be utterly dependent on me for your every need.

I want you to forget who you were.

I want.

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2 thoughts on “The Best of Inventions”

  1. Wow. This is haunting and torturously beautiful. My ex absolutely said all of these things to me. Almost verbatim. He would consistently tell me I had to lose everyone and everything in my life and be 100% dependent on him. I freely told him he was the sun in my world. That he was like my air. That I could not function without him. That I would do anything for him. I felt all of these things deeply and said many more intense things that fed his want. When I finally pulled away from him after he asked me to kill my family, he told me I was a liar and that he could never trust me again. He said if anything I had ever said was true, I would make the changes I needed to in order to prove I really did need him. Despite the craziness of his requests, I really pondered them – could I? Would I? Losing him seemed excruciating, like death. He would remind me of that often. I’m still here, slowly healing the hole in my heart.

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    1. Thank you for the compliment. Yes your ex poured the sugar on you and you swallowed it all. You notice how he altered your reality so that you began to question whether you would acede to his outrageous requests? In a healthy relationship this would never have entered your mind but in his warped world you seriously consider whether you should take these steps. I daresay you shudder when you look back at this.

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