Locked On Target

I turn away from the group that I am with in the bar, the laughter at my tale still loud and suitably intrusive to cause other patrons to look our way. More fuel for me of course.  It is then that I see her, stood at the bar waiting to attract the attention of the […]

The Narcissist and Calculation – Part One

  I often read comments along the lines of “I am ensnared by a narcissist and he knows exactly what he is doing, he is calculating it all and is determined to destroy me.” I have no doubt that such belief is honestly held, but it is usually incorrectly held. Why is that? It is only Greater […]

What Fuel Feels Like To The Narcissist

  When I look at you and see the delight cross your face as you spot me across the room, I feel the flame of attention ignite inside me as the first sensation of power booms into life. I have learned that your smile, the widening of your eyes and your hurrying towards me is […]

A Bowl of Cherries

  I have an Inner Circle Friend. He is what people would generally regard as a ‘good man’. He is older than me, not old enough to be a father. More of the younger uncle who is solid but enjoys a little spice to his life. He tackles fraud in government organisations, enjoys a beer, […]

Shiny, New and Improved

  You messed up. I gave you the world, I really did. I truly gave you everything you ever wanted from someone. I know I did because this is what I always do. I always deliver. You did not though and you let me down. Despite everything I said, everything that I did you failed. […]